hmmm today is wednesday, one day away from the day of release...:)
hahahaha, yesh finally can officially go out and playyyy
screwed up econs essay big time, 4got to mug the whole pile of shit about the long run porduction, must reallt tank ying xiu and jie wei they all for telling me mus mug that economies of scale thingy, last min hug buddhas leg den can crap arnd 3-6 marks worth of stuff...
3-6/25?
not that bad, considering i know nuts about that section...
luckily the whole chunk on taxes subsidies and pirce controls came out, then i just kept on writing and writing...
haiz.
basically math today was pretty okay cept i noe zilch about the trig stuff...not bad, at least i feel like i can pass,and i only started jugging formulas last night...
oh yeah, had a blackout last night,kinda surprising...
was halfway thru dat trig formulas which are not included in formula list...den suddenly POOFFF!!!!!
bye bye ken hirai suddenly stopped singing my table light went off the fan went off my dad s comp went off...
lolx, massive blackout.
took me 5 secs to get used to the darkness...i suffer from nightblindness i think....how come?...darkness has been no stranger to me...maybe it was a long time ago...anyway yeah was searching for torch in the dark...
then we opened the door to see...lolx the other blocks also dio...lolx and my sis so bor liao ask me take photo, take already so dark, cant see...den someone in the opp block was taking pics also, the flash was like signal...lolx
i take, den he/she take, den i take, den he/she take...
sth like dose oldern days when they used flash lights to communicate?....
darkness is sth so special...:)
sad. light came on afta 30 min....and life resumed....
did i tell u i finished a whole carton of mango juice?...1 litre...
hahaha now drinking apple...
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Tuesday, 29 June 2004
just finished chem exam, awaiting my doom later...econs...*dread*
when did i dread econs? its styll my fav subject...just dat i dun really like essays and data response questions...
feeling abit sad cos i ve lost the bottle dat wei ling gave me as a prezzie...
sad cos its been like a buddy to me and so manyb times i left it behind but there was always a miraculous force that made me realise and immediately turn back...so many times i happily forgot about it, then yelped in horror when the revelation dawned upon me ...
and so many times i searched frantically, ran around madly just to make sure it was safe...
gosh.
i know i should be looking for it now, but im really lazy aka tired...maybe later i ll go searched the lt and canteen again, peharps im just too cock eyed...
whatever.
its the sort of feeling you get when you know its time to say goodbye to someting that has been a part of your life for a long time, and you just dont want to let go...
but you should let go right?...its time and if it belongs to you it will come back somehow...,right?
hahaha enuf of crapping shall try to mug here, wish me luck for econs.
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
when did i dread econs? its styll my fav subject...just dat i dun really like essays and data response questions...
feeling abit sad cos i ve lost the bottle dat wei ling gave me as a prezzie...
sad cos its been like a buddy to me and so manyb times i left it behind but there was always a miraculous force that made me realise and immediately turn back...so many times i happily forgot about it, then yelped in horror when the revelation dawned upon me ...
and so many times i searched frantically, ran around madly just to make sure it was safe...
gosh.
i know i should be looking for it now, but im really lazy aka tired...maybe later i ll go searched the lt and canteen again, peharps im just too cock eyed...
whatever.
its the sort of feeling you get when you know its time to say goodbye to someting that has been a part of your life for a long time, and you just dont want to let go...
but you should let go right?...its time and if it belongs to you it will come back somehow...,right?
hahaha enuf of crapping shall try to mug here, wish me luck for econs.
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Sunday, 27 June 2004
my very lucky hump
Hmm
Just woke up from nap and bath
Feeling good
la la la
having slight headache
hahaha damn funny went library during the afternoon and I tell you argh
lolx so funny cos I was bending slightly to reaching for a magazine when I accidentally cloncked my head against the metal book support!
OUCH!
Haha damn funny I was like, woah damn pain, rubb, rubb
Didnt think much of it at first but later I was like, how come so pain?
Im not the sort of jiao1 di1 di1 little gentle sort of girl, I can take pain, after all I have donated blood before (funnnn :D)
But it hurt so I sort of rubbed it and went to check it out
Ouch, there was some small cut and there was some blood on the wound >_< and I was like woah, faster wash faster wash
And I told my mom and sis and they were like, woah, how did you bump your head into the ting? So careless! So painnnnn >_<
Lolx lucky my fringe long can cover the stupid scarrrr :p
Lousy Sundays always suck! School tmr, exams tmr
Noooooooooooooo
Seems like ages since I last updated but I actually updated yesterday? The pw survey? Lolx quite pathetic I know but it does count as an update
Read a Chinese book that I ve read n times(where n infinity) but the book never fails to touch me everytime and I find my nose in a bad condition everytime but of course I dont cry :p you think I d cry so easily? Maybe, from yawning.
Will not go deep into the details, after all I know the word Chinese would deter most of you guys from reading it anyway, haha.
Oh yeah, school reopen means I get my book back! Yay! Been dying to read it, getting ck to read it is hell, so I ve given up, I ll go read it myself, anyway if any of you are interested can always ask me for it, it rawkz my world!!!
But first, you zhi has to gimme the book back first, the comic version has been rotting at his hse since god knows when, same with kairu dearie, the original version is wif her.
And sorry youzhi, hahaha your grade 1-5 theory book is STYLL with me, vegetating in a known corner of my house also, haha looks like im TOO LAZY self teach myself theory, maybe during the next holidays,haha.
Dun scold me kz, I made it past grade one liaoxx hahaha figuring out grade two and three last time and sort of ended up stagnating there
:p bleahhh
I wanna go onlineeeeeee
Okay this marks the end of my update.buaiz!
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Hmm
Just woke up from nap and bath
Feeling good
la la la
having slight headache
hahaha damn funny went library during the afternoon and I tell you argh
lolx so funny cos I was bending slightly to reaching for a magazine when I accidentally cloncked my head against the metal book support!
OUCH!
Haha damn funny I was like, woah damn pain, rubb, rubb
Didnt think much of it at first but later I was like, how come so pain?
Im not the sort of jiao1 di1 di1 little gentle sort of girl, I can take pain, after all I have donated blood before (funnnn :D)
But it hurt so I sort of rubbed it and went to check it out
Ouch, there was some small cut and there was some blood on the wound >_< and I was like woah, faster wash faster wash
And I told my mom and sis and they were like, woah, how did you bump your head into the ting? So careless! So painnnnn >_<
Lolx lucky my fringe long can cover the stupid scarrrr :p
Lousy Sundays always suck! School tmr, exams tmr
Noooooooooooooo
Seems like ages since I last updated but I actually updated yesterday? The pw survey? Lolx quite pathetic I know but it does count as an update
Read a Chinese book that I ve read n times(where n infinity) but the book never fails to touch me everytime and I find my nose in a bad condition everytime but of course I dont cry :p you think I d cry so easily? Maybe, from yawning.
Will not go deep into the details, after all I know the word Chinese would deter most of you guys from reading it anyway, haha.
Oh yeah, school reopen means I get my book back! Yay! Been dying to read it, getting ck to read it is hell, so I ve given up, I ll go read it myself, anyway if any of you are interested can always ask me for it, it rawkz my world!!!
But first, you zhi has to gimme the book back first, the comic version has been rotting at his hse since god knows when, same with kairu dearie, the original version is wif her.
And sorry youzhi, hahaha your grade 1-5 theory book is STYLL with me, vegetating in a known corner of my house also, haha looks like im TOO LAZY self teach myself theory, maybe during the next holidays,haha.
Dun scold me kz, I made it past grade one liaoxx hahaha figuring out grade two and three last time and sort of ended up stagnating there
:p bleahhh
I wanna go onlineeeeeee
Okay this marks the end of my update.buaiz!
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Saturday, 26 June 2004
La la dee dum
Slacked away my Saturday
Hmm I can rhyme like mother goose! ( heyx ashton aka mother goose, you reading this?)
:) wonder how the pre u sem D27 people are coping with their cts.
La la la la
Im slacking my life awayyyyyyyyy
Today I remained relatively inactive for most of the day
Did one or two maths questions but thats all
Did not help that basically everyone else in my family was in a holiday mood today
Spent the morning afternoon emailing people and updating my blog with my pw survey
Pretty pathetic right?have to use to blog to beg people to help do survey.
On a totally different note, I d like to say dat pw suckz my world
Hahahahaha like mika and dat song on knightys blog rawkz my world
Pw just sucks
Lala la
Went for yj chorale performance tonight
It was more like a cluster performance with primary school and secondary schools in the area also invited to take part
Hmm good idea maybe should suggest that would cut costs and draw a larger target audience group
What can I say? Hmmm I aksed some people if they were interested and they were like
HAR? But its yc choir lehz not exactly very good
What I can say is that well the choirs today were all very young and unpolished
But I saw a lot of unleashed potential in them
They have so much more to learn so much more to do
The heart and effort was definitely there even though the sound and pitching wasn’t really quite there
I wonder why they get mostly bronzes for their syf competitions and I realize with a dread that its cos of their terrible pitching
So what
What about technicalities?
Im getting tired of stopping at every stanza to play the keyboard to check if we re in tune and whether the note is sung correctly
It s really ridiculous
Its like what that jonathan velasco guy said
If a choir sings with passion emotion and lots of effort what does it matter that the pitching is a little off? What does it matter that when the judges pick up the pitch fork to check the sound they realize the choir is way off track?
Haiz.
What the heck.
And as I was watching them I realized I couldn’t really bring myself to be a normal audience to enjoy the show and kept picking at their faults that we have learnt not to commit, such as not humming the starting note after being given the pitch and before the song, which the did very loudly
But they are very young and very unpolished and very talented
:) and very passionate I think about their singing
So what if they make these mistakes? YJ choir is but a choir which is only 2 years old and at their first attempt at syf central judging in 2003 last year they clinched a bronze award when they were just green horns.
They are amicable.
:) truly inspiring.
Enough about that talk. Luckily I lightened up soon enough and started to be like a normal audience and forget the technicalities just for the little bit of the first half and the rest of the concert. Helped a lot.
About us going to germany, what can I say? Not every choir is as priviledged as us and vj and hc to spend so much money to take part in this prestigious event, even ac is not talking part despite being awarded the best choir award in last syf.
Have to count my blessings.
Hey alex, Jeremy, vj etc, you guys, really sorry I didnt reply to ur missed calls last week, napping in my cosy bed , den afta dat didn’t think much of it and ate and went back to sleep. Didn’t realize dat would make you pissed and sad :( sorry so much
Haiz. Okay I promise will go to the outings you guys organize after the cts okkie? As long as I dun haf choir pract dat day and while im styll in Singapore ( in germany ask me how to go? )
jia you all you guys for your cts, and curses to you lucky fellas jia min and Jeremy hu finished the darn cts liaoxxx >_< better pass us all ur good luck or elseee
:) hey alex I want to say good job on trying to keep the group together, can really feel your care for 27 :D
D27 rawkz my world!
3 cube kemama [oleole ah ah]
3 cube kemama [oleole ah ah]
Cube it up! [3 cube!]
Times it up![9 by 3]
Who are WEEEEE??? [ twenty sevennnnnnnn!!!]
Miss the good old pre u sem daez.
=D
What about you?
Hahahaha okkiez getting late, must sleep liaoz
Good nite :) and tanks for visiting my bloggy, pls help me do dat pw survey! :)
Wenlin aka sLo signing off
The most beautiful things are those that madness prompts and reason writes.
-A GIDE-
Hey guys did I tell you I nearly went mad trying to reason with you all? smilez
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Slacked away my Saturday
Hmm I can rhyme like mother goose! ( heyx ashton aka mother goose, you reading this?)
:) wonder how the pre u sem D27 people are coping with their cts.
La la la la
Im slacking my life awayyyyyyyyy
Today I remained relatively inactive for most of the day
Did one or two maths questions but thats all
Did not help that basically everyone else in my family was in a holiday mood today
Spent the morning afternoon emailing people and updating my blog with my pw survey
Pretty pathetic right?have to use to blog to beg people to help do survey.
On a totally different note, I d like to say dat pw suckz my world
Hahahahaha like mika and dat song on knightys blog rawkz my world
Pw just sucks
Lala la
Went for yj chorale performance tonight
It was more like a cluster performance with primary school and secondary schools in the area also invited to take part
Hmm good idea maybe should suggest that would cut costs and draw a larger target audience group
What can I say? Hmmm I aksed some people if they were interested and they were like
HAR? But its yc choir lehz not exactly very good
What I can say is that well the choirs today were all very young and unpolished
But I saw a lot of unleashed potential in them
They have so much more to learn so much more to do
The heart and effort was definitely there even though the sound and pitching wasn’t really quite there
I wonder why they get mostly bronzes for their syf competitions and I realize with a dread that its cos of their terrible pitching
So what
What about technicalities?
Im getting tired of stopping at every stanza to play the keyboard to check if we re in tune and whether the note is sung correctly
It s really ridiculous
Its like what that jonathan velasco guy said
If a choir sings with passion emotion and lots of effort what does it matter that the pitching is a little off? What does it matter that when the judges pick up the pitch fork to check the sound they realize the choir is way off track?
Haiz.
What the heck.
And as I was watching them I realized I couldn’t really bring myself to be a normal audience to enjoy the show and kept picking at their faults that we have learnt not to commit, such as not humming the starting note after being given the pitch and before the song, which the did very loudly
But they are very young and very unpolished and very talented
:) and very passionate I think about their singing
So what if they make these mistakes? YJ choir is but a choir which is only 2 years old and at their first attempt at syf central judging in 2003 last year they clinched a bronze award when they were just green horns.
They are amicable.
:) truly inspiring.
Enough about that talk. Luckily I lightened up soon enough and started to be like a normal audience and forget the technicalities just for the little bit of the first half and the rest of the concert. Helped a lot.
About us going to germany, what can I say? Not every choir is as priviledged as us and vj and hc to spend so much money to take part in this prestigious event, even ac is not talking part despite being awarded the best choir award in last syf.
Have to count my blessings.
Hey alex, Jeremy, vj etc, you guys, really sorry I didnt reply to ur missed calls last week, napping in my cosy bed , den afta dat didn’t think much of it and ate and went back to sleep. Didn’t realize dat would make you pissed and sad :( sorry so much
Haiz. Okay I promise will go to the outings you guys organize after the cts okkie? As long as I dun haf choir pract dat day and while im styll in Singapore ( in germany ask me how to go? )
jia you all you guys for your cts, and curses to you lucky fellas jia min and Jeremy hu finished the darn cts liaoxxx >_< better pass us all ur good luck or elseee
:) hey alex I want to say good job on trying to keep the group together, can really feel your care for 27 :D
D27 rawkz my world!
3 cube kemama [oleole ah ah]
3 cube kemama [oleole ah ah]
Cube it up! [3 cube!]
Times it up![9 by 3]
Who are WEEEEE??? [ twenty sevennnnnnnn!!!]
Miss the good old pre u sem daez.
=D
What about you?
Hahahaha okkiez getting late, must sleep liaoz
Good nite :) and tanks for visiting my bloggy, pls help me do dat pw survey! :)
Wenlin aka sLo signing off
The most beautiful things are those that madness prompts and reason writes.
-A GIDE-
Hey guys did I tell you I nearly went mad trying to reason with you all? smilez
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
hey guys in case u re wondering what the heck is this, if u re 18 this year then please take some time off mugging or gaming to do this survey for my sucky pw! >_< and if u re not 18 yet please help me ask pple u noe hu are 18 and above to come do ...
email me the results at chemistry_kenhirai@hotmail.com
tanks really appreciate ur help, everyone counts!
please give face and dO...>_<
Survey Questions
Dear Sir, Madam, we are a group of students from National Junior College doing a research project on adoption. Adoption is getting more and more popular, hence would like to seek your valued opinion on this topic. Your assistance would be greatly appreciated.
1. What is your age group?
® 18-24
® 25 and above
2. Are you likely to adopt children?
® Yes
® No
If yes, please skip question 3.
3. What are the considerations that are holding you back? (You can tick more than one option)
® Cost of bringing up the children
® Want to have biological kids
® Complicated/complex legal documentation
® Regrets in future
® Others, please specify: _________________________________________
4. Please rank the following from 1 to 3, 1 being the option that you are most in favour of and 3 the option that you are least in favour of.
® Natural birth
® Adoption
® Artificial reproductive techniques (e.g. test tube babies etc)
5. Will you mind having adopted children?
® Yes
® No
6. Do you know of the amended laws for adoption process?
® Yes
® No
ÿ If yes, where did you get this piece of information?
® Newspapers/magazines
® Brochures
® Internet
® Others, please specify: _____________________________________
7. Currently the laws have been amended to make adoption easier, however, which of the following would further encourage you to adopt children? (You can tick more than one option)
® Simpler legal processes
® Reduction in cost of adoption (Currently, the cost is S$17000 to S$20000.)
® Annual grants
® Counselling services during the transition period
® Other, please specify: __________________________________________
8. Do you think that adoption procedures should be made known more to the public?
® Yes
® No
ÿ If yes, through which sources do you think it would be most effective?
® Newspapers/magazines
® Brochures
® Internet
® Others, please specify: __________________________________________
9. How long do you think processing of legal documents (e.g. home study report, medical report etc) for adoption take? Tick the following.
® 3-4 months
® 6 months to a year
® 1 year and above
® Unsure
10. Do you think adoption is a long-term solution to the ageing population problem?
® Yes
® No
11. If the adoption process is more widely publicized and made simpler, do you think people will be more willing to adopt?
® Yes
® No
Thank you for taking time off to complete this survey. Have a nice day.
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
email me the results at chemistry_kenhirai@hotmail.com
tanks really appreciate ur help, everyone counts!
please give face and dO...>_<
Survey Questions
Dear Sir, Madam, we are a group of students from National Junior College doing a research project on adoption. Adoption is getting more and more popular, hence would like to seek your valued opinion on this topic. Your assistance would be greatly appreciated.
1. What is your age group?
® 18-24
® 25 and above
2. Are you likely to adopt children?
® Yes
® No
If yes, please skip question 3.
3. What are the considerations that are holding you back? (You can tick more than one option)
® Cost of bringing up the children
® Want to have biological kids
® Complicated/complex legal documentation
® Regrets in future
® Others, please specify: _________________________________________
4. Please rank the following from 1 to 3, 1 being the option that you are most in favour of and 3 the option that you are least in favour of.
® Natural birth
® Adoption
® Artificial reproductive techniques (e.g. test tube babies etc)
5. Will you mind having adopted children?
® Yes
® No
6. Do you know of the amended laws for adoption process?
® Yes
® No
ÿ If yes, where did you get this piece of information?
® Newspapers/magazines
® Brochures
® Internet
® Others, please specify: _____________________________________
7. Currently the laws have been amended to make adoption easier, however, which of the following would further encourage you to adopt children? (You can tick more than one option)
® Simpler legal processes
® Reduction in cost of adoption (Currently, the cost is S$17000 to S$20000.)
® Annual grants
® Counselling services during the transition period
® Other, please specify: __________________________________________
8. Do you think that adoption procedures should be made known more to the public?
® Yes
® No
ÿ If yes, through which sources do you think it would be most effective?
® Newspapers/magazines
® Brochures
® Internet
® Others, please specify: __________________________________________
9. How long do you think processing of legal documents (e.g. home study report, medical report etc) for adoption take? Tick the following.
® 3-4 months
® 6 months to a year
® 1 year and above
® Unsure
10. Do you think adoption is a long-term solution to the ageing population problem?
® Yes
® No
11. If the adoption process is more widely publicized and made simpler, do you think people will be more willing to adopt?
® Yes
® No
Thank you for taking time off to complete this survey. Have a nice day.
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Thursday, 24 June 2004
everytime i see you falling i get down on my knees and pray
waiting for dat final moment
say the words that i cant say
theres no sense in telling me
the wisdom of a fool wont set you free
whenever we get this way i dont know what to say,why cant we be like ourselves like we were yesterday? says:
sadd
sad songs always bring out the sentimental soopy in me...not the normal type of sad songs though...those sad yet simple and small songs...:( like the song on knightys blog...
sadness is someting i am not unfamiliar with...loneliness even...but why is it sometimes i feel it overwhelmes me?...
as if being sad is a part of my soul, a part of my life, a part of my being...
mugged today at sko0l wif rambutan and sher...:) was nice talking and mugging wif dem...we talked a lot, choir religion, sadness, hapiness...much more...
how come just a tune, just a simple song can make you so sad?
should go to knighty s blog less often.:)
cant blog much longer must go,:)dad s coming back :)
there s a happy thought...but thinking that i ll have to say good bye to knighty, rambutan, sher...etc...makes me feel sad :(
haiz.
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
waiting for dat final moment
say the words that i cant say
theres no sense in telling me
the wisdom of a fool wont set you free
whenever we get this way i dont know what to say,why cant we be like ourselves like we were yesterday? says:
sadd
sad songs always bring out the sentimental soopy in me...not the normal type of sad songs though...those sad yet simple and small songs...:( like the song on knightys blog...
sadness is someting i am not unfamiliar with...loneliness even...but why is it sometimes i feel it overwhelmes me?...
as if being sad is a part of my soul, a part of my life, a part of my being...
mugged today at sko0l wif rambutan and sher...:) was nice talking and mugging wif dem...we talked a lot, choir religion, sadness, hapiness...much more...
how come just a tune, just a simple song can make you so sad?
should go to knighty s blog less often.:)
cant blog much longer must go,:)dad s coming back :)
there s a happy thought...but thinking that i ll have to say good bye to knighty, rambutan, sher...etc...makes me feel sad :(
haiz.
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Tuesday, 22 June 2004
hee hee lately just added two new stuff to my blog, the moods pics and hugy thing dat i sniped off dunno hus and alexs blog...:P lolx, sorry, pay credit to you guys...okkie? hahahaha okkie, i linked alex s blog, he s a nj year two hu was in my pre u sem grp...really nice guy, and crappy and talk cock and also very wise and knowledgeable...hmmm if im not wrong hes classmates wif chye keong...:)
la lala
so today woke up early
lazy, didnt want to make breakfast so ended up eating yesterday nights papaya...mmm not too bad considering i only had to take it out of the fridge and open the lid...haha lazy >_<
lucky mom cut it yesterday or else i wun haf anything to eat today, din feel like eating bread....
mom rockz
miss dad too...wonder wad he s doing in china now..:) he s coming back soon though...on thurs...:) haw haw haw...
lalala
fathers day without dad is pretty sad :(
but he called on sunday and was damn happy when i wished him happy father s day...hahaha so cute...lolx,like trying to fake to cover up his hapiness, as if it would matter if we could tell he was happy :) shy dad...my whole family liddat one, not very expressive of our feelings...
tee dum dum
anyway today went to meet the royal rambutan and royal princess for mugging cum lunch...rambutan said ck was undecided whether or not to come but he didnt turn up.
lalala the library was pretty okay,mugged fer quite a while but styll didnt cover as much as i wished i did...near noon time all the rj and hc muggers came and also a weird assortment of aunties uncles, ah sohs and ah mahs, complete with loud wailing children running abt the whole place...well, the table we mugged at was next to the cafe, wad u expect?...
lolx, apparently rambutan not suited to mug in such environment...school library secluded corner is much better...actually for me whereever is fine, as long as im in mugging mode, nothin can stop me...but im not, felt kinda slack today...haiz.
at least started on phys liaoooo
den we went to eat at that jap restaurant at serangoon gardens called mirido or sth...the noodles wif beef thingy dat me princess ordered...yummy >_< haha rambutan was so hungry, he was starving...
lolx
lalalala.
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
la lala
so today woke up early
lazy, didnt want to make breakfast so ended up eating yesterday nights papaya...mmm not too bad considering i only had to take it out of the fridge and open the lid...haha lazy >_<
lucky mom cut it yesterday or else i wun haf anything to eat today, din feel like eating bread....
mom rockz
miss dad too...wonder wad he s doing in china now..:) he s coming back soon though...on thurs...:) haw haw haw...
lalala
fathers day without dad is pretty sad :(
but he called on sunday and was damn happy when i wished him happy father s day...hahaha so cute...lolx,like trying to fake to cover up his hapiness, as if it would matter if we could tell he was happy :) shy dad...my whole family liddat one, not very expressive of our feelings...
tee dum dum
anyway today went to meet the royal rambutan and royal princess for mugging cum lunch...rambutan said ck was undecided whether or not to come but he didnt turn up.
lalala the library was pretty okay,mugged fer quite a while but styll didnt cover as much as i wished i did...near noon time all the rj and hc muggers came and also a weird assortment of aunties uncles, ah sohs and ah mahs, complete with loud wailing children running abt the whole place...well, the table we mugged at was next to the cafe, wad u expect?...
lolx, apparently rambutan not suited to mug in such environment...school library secluded corner is much better...actually for me whereever is fine, as long as im in mugging mode, nothin can stop me...but im not, felt kinda slack today...haiz.
at least started on phys liaoooo
den we went to eat at that jap restaurant at serangoon gardens called mirido or sth...the noodles wif beef thingy dat me princess ordered...yummy >_< haha rambutan was so hungry, he was starving...
lolx
lalalala.
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Monday, 21 June 2004
hmmm lemme see, :) today was basically a pretty boring day...
hmmm well woke up pretty late, arnd 9.30
den suddenly realised with a small dread dat i promised rambutan to go sko0l mug wif him at arnd nine...opps...
hahahhahaha den sorta swallowed my breakfast and msg rambutan, turns out he was mugging with thomas...>_< hahahahaha so i quickly made my way to school...
gate was closed however, i realised with a larger dread. saw a guy squeeze under the gate at the other side and get in...frmph if only i wasnt wearing a skirt, i would climb the gate for sure...haiz, stupid skirt!
walked all the way in, xianz...
den realised with a dread dat i wasnt in full grey, culdnt go into library and mug with sher hs cy and angela...>_< sadddd
worst of all, NO AIR CON!!!!!
booo
anyway the left side of the canteen was pretty deserted so i plomped myself down on a bench and settled in...
mugging mode begin!
lucky i had darling wif me, or else i sure die hafway...
lolx
darling is my cd player lolx, dun think y y ...o_0
there was this guy mugging in the canteen directly in my view like arnd 8 benches away from me, and he looked so much like zhang shao wei!!! lolx, musta been year two...
lalala was pretty slack, only read thru 2-3 chapts of chem today, very unproductive lehz,maybe go amk library and mug tmr, got air con and no need wear full grey (no dun get me wrong, full grey rockz just dat too troublesome the rings and buttons...>_<)
took many small breaks today to read dat philo book i ve been ranting abt...its really good...
in case u dunno, i said in the other blog, an adapted extract from dat book, 101 philosophy problems
the next statement is false
the previous statement is true
ohh i so love contradicting myself...:)paradoxes are mad and crazy and infuriating but loads of fun.
den went off at arnd 1 cos i noe i reached max mugging capacitiy for the day liaoz...>_< didnt join hs and the seniors for lunch, cos lazy :P den went home and slacked...
ate instant noodles again:P (hor jor ck u cannot scold me, u re a caffine mugger urself, nad eating habits...)
supposed to be udon favoured but tasted quite bland..oh well...
bought two cartoons of soya bean milk at seven eleven, some two for one offer...rmbr alex's nagging so i choose soya bean milk over dat new friut juice+milk thingy...lolx the latter is twice as ex anyway...:)
tee dum dum.
finished one whole carton by myself today...:P hahaha while watching mtv...oh mad those guys can really dance well, those hip hop moves are so damn funky and co0l, i want a commm dance! hahah i wun mind helping to choreograph the dance, but surely got very pro pple, not lousy pple like me...:P hahhahaha com dance!!!rox
must dance hip hop! :D
la la la.
watched catch me if u can disc 2 for the nth time ( where n --> infinity) and afta dat love me if you dare disc 2 for the n^2 time....(double dat of infinity!:P)
hahaha styll get touched by dat scene when the two of them are old and julien ( old man liao) looks at her and he says i love you...>_< and sophie ( the old lady liao) looks so moved she wants to cry and her eyes are brimming with tears...:)
hahaha but what a mad ending...lolx
okkie back to life...>_< haha spent a good deal of my time today doing online quizzes...lolx ---->points to other blog :)
lalalala funnn :)
more to come tmr, tmr must mug!mmmm maybe do chem and a little of phys?...>_and green court jester eating with pink princess and purple rambutan tmr!:) hahaha lolx so fun having positions...wanna join? mm i ll ask shaun to be knighty since his blog alreadi knight...
haha recruiting a magician and a chef and what else?...tell if u re interested and wad position u haf in mind...:)
funnnn
lolx
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
hmmm well woke up pretty late, arnd 9.30
den suddenly realised with a small dread dat i promised rambutan to go sko0l mug wif him at arnd nine...opps...
hahahhahaha den sorta swallowed my breakfast and msg rambutan, turns out he was mugging with thomas...>_< hahahahaha so i quickly made my way to school...
gate was closed however, i realised with a larger dread. saw a guy squeeze under the gate at the other side and get in...frmph if only i wasnt wearing a skirt, i would climb the gate for sure...haiz, stupid skirt!
walked all the way in, xianz...
den realised with a dread dat i wasnt in full grey, culdnt go into library and mug with sher hs cy and angela...>_< sadddd
worst of all, NO AIR CON!!!!!
booo
anyway the left side of the canteen was pretty deserted so i plomped myself down on a bench and settled in...
mugging mode begin!
lucky i had darling wif me, or else i sure die hafway...
lolx
darling is my cd player lolx, dun think y y ...o_0
there was this guy mugging in the canteen directly in my view like arnd 8 benches away from me, and he looked so much like zhang shao wei!!! lolx, musta been year two...
lalala was pretty slack, only read thru 2-3 chapts of chem today, very unproductive lehz,maybe go amk library and mug tmr, got air con and no need wear full grey (no dun get me wrong, full grey rockz just dat too troublesome the rings and buttons...>_<)
took many small breaks today to read dat philo book i ve been ranting abt...its really good...
in case u dunno, i said in the other blog, an adapted extract from dat book, 101 philosophy problems
the next statement is false
the previous statement is true
ohh i so love contradicting myself...:)paradoxes are mad and crazy and infuriating but loads of fun.
den went off at arnd 1 cos i noe i reached max mugging capacitiy for the day liaoz...>_< didnt join hs and the seniors for lunch, cos lazy :P den went home and slacked...
ate instant noodles again:P (hor jor ck u cannot scold me, u re a caffine mugger urself, nad eating habits...)
supposed to be udon favoured but tasted quite bland..oh well...
bought two cartoons of soya bean milk at seven eleven, some two for one offer...rmbr alex's nagging so i choose soya bean milk over dat new friut juice+milk thingy...lolx the latter is twice as ex anyway...:)
tee dum dum.
finished one whole carton by myself today...:P hahaha while watching mtv...oh mad those guys can really dance well, those hip hop moves are so damn funky and co0l, i want a commm dance! hahah i wun mind helping to choreograph the dance, but surely got very pro pple, not lousy pple like me...:P hahhahaha com dance!!!rox
must dance hip hop! :D
la la la.
watched catch me if u can disc 2 for the nth time ( where n --> infinity) and afta dat love me if you dare disc 2 for the n^2 time....(double dat of infinity!:P)
hahaha styll get touched by dat scene when the two of them are old and julien ( old man liao) looks at her and he says i love you...>_< and sophie ( the old lady liao) looks so moved she wants to cry and her eyes are brimming with tears...:)
hahaha but what a mad ending...lolx
okkie back to life...>_< haha spent a good deal of my time today doing online quizzes...lolx ---->points to other blog :)
lalalala funnn :)
more to come tmr, tmr must mug!mmmm maybe do chem and a little of phys?...>_and green court jester eating with pink princess and purple rambutan tmr!:) hahaha lolx so fun having positions...wanna join? mm i ll ask shaun to be knighty since his blog alreadi knight...
haha recruiting a magician and a chef and what else?...tell if u re interested and wad position u haf in mind...:)
funnnn
lolx
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Sunday, 20 June 2004
mmmm just finished dinner...forgot what its like to be in such a good mood...:)
hahhaha maybe cos i ve learn not to ask for more, and just to be contented with the small little hapiness i haf...and whatever extra surprises along the way are just, erm added bonuses?
well today was a pretty fulfilling day did quite a lot of stuff...
woke up at arnd eleven and was feeling kinda drowsy/droopey...
den sort swallowed some kinda breakfast, a muesli bar which didnt really taste that good...
hmmm so wanted to go out and mug but stupid rambutan and ck didnt reply and i was preparing to mug at home alone, den sida msg saved the day...hmmm but spent so much time looking fer my windbreaker...almost wanted to give up and give up the notion of going out to mug totally....was sitting down in front of the table and preparing to mug...
as i flipped open my notes,handphone vibrated!
lolx stupid ck FINALLY replied.
frmph.and den i set off for woodlands....so farrrr
lolx
the mrt ride was damn xian, really wanted to sit down, so many stops, but i saw a old man wif lotsa luggage so i immediately stopped the action of sitting down and quickly got up and offered my seat...den i sorta slouched in a corner near the doors on the other side and this middle aged lady looked at me with newfound respect...hahaha but was in such a pissed modd i couldnt really care...
i guess its good i gave up the seat but nowadays its more like i work on a autopilot function, like see old person/pregnant/etc will give up seat cos should do so...
cos my mom set a very good example for me since young...my mom rocks!:)
hahahaha
tee dum dum
mugging at woodlands regional was good, very good environment to mug, considering theres free air con and tables and chair and even ref books if u take the initiative to go get yourself one...
hmmm
when i got there sida was sleeping...
hahaha lolx
and he was doing math.
omg, how long has it been since i touched math?...erm?...first week of the june holidays?...hahahah and dat was indices surds and log...>_< oh man i am so in deep shit...
anyway i took out the whole thick stack of chem notes i had brought with the intention of mugging it ALL...
mugging begins!
hafway i realised sida was wearing a shirt with the words,SLACKER wirtten all over the front, with a wolf slacking next to it...lolx, how ironic, if he really were a slacker he wouldnt even be in the library mugging...hahah funny anyway...
soon ash and ck joined us...and ash was like, so cute, cos she looked so blur, den five min or so later ck came with this big bag of books from kino...rich person!>_<
i ve always admired those pple who are so kuo qi, like see what the like den just buy, den haf to be wishy washy like some pple, should i buy this not?nice, but expensive le, but nice i want, but expensive le...lolx
but i dun haf dat much money lah...>.< sadddd but im the type hu see what i want then save up for ity den buy liao damn happy...
hmmm yeah it was much better for sida after those two came, he finihsed one after one maths q ehich he had been stuck at for the whole length of the time i was arnd mugging chem there wif him...
>_< pai seh my maths sucks, really cannot help one...
lalala...hmmm den we were talking talking, den tok until so happy dat we din realised too loud, esp ck, hahhahaha loud voice cannot help it argh, den the pple in front of our table kept shooting me and ash dirty looks and one lady kept making noise as if to say,ERHEM can you obnoxious youngster keep QUIET!!!
lolx...>_<
hahaha den we went to eat mos after sida asked ck a question and ck mugged really hard for a while but couldnt solve it...
after lunch he managed to solve it though, but erhem, supposed to be in less den 6 steps, HOR CK?...lolx...but i guess im in no position to argue or pin point, my maths is like sai lddat one...
hmmm yesh shaun says i should update less often so i wun complain abt having nothin to read...hahaha okay, like i wun update so often liao....but its like, how come everyday also got sth to write one?...:)my life is so magical...
after eating the lazy bug attacked...felt sleepy and lazy and slacker, den sida s shirt was like tempting me,SLACK SLACK...lolx
got some stuff done at least, luckily...but i got so much more to mug, haben touched math or physics at all yet...die lor,im mentally prepared liao...
den sida left for cip or sth and left me and ck and ash, and it got kinda awkward and the silence was kinda weird...lolx ...mmm and ash was asking ck abt some chem stuff which i didnt understand either so i benefited also...ck can explain pretty well...hmmm
afta dat i decided to leave and be guai gia and eat at home, mom cooking...my mom rocks!:)
hahaha hmmm then i passed by prima deli and the smell of dat waffle thingy was damn alluring...nice!:)so i joined the queue...
but their red bean really not nice...>_< watsed shoulda bought peanut butter or sth sure wun go wrong...
styll the shop next to tp library the red bean waffle is the best...rocks lol...rmbr going there every tues in sec two after slacking in the library...
on the way home i was feeling a mix of lethargy/fatigue/contentment/accomplishment/sadness/happiness...
lucky got cd player...
den i saw this cute baby , >_< omg i swear dat musta been the cutest bay i ve ever seen( excpet ling2 lao3 shi1 s big grandson, SOOOOO CUTEEEE mixed blood, british and chinese, big beautiful eyes and lovely innocent smile...)
and the baby was looking at me, and i found myself smiling back...and at this instant the cd player started to play wang li hom s song, ai4 de4 jiu4 shi4 ni3....
i had the mad impulse to pick up the bay and say, I LOVE YOUUUUU!!!
hahaha maddd >_< but dats what i tot...mmm lotsa pple say i have motherly character>_< manz, its a maternal instinct lah, hahaha surely you want to have a baby of your own to love and care for?...i definitely do...:)
after dat song was dancing in the moonlight,and i felt this sudden mad urge to start prancing arnd or sth, dancing in the moonlight!hahahah:)
shall not write more or pple complain i update too much
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
hahhaha maybe cos i ve learn not to ask for more, and just to be contented with the small little hapiness i haf...and whatever extra surprises along the way are just, erm added bonuses?
well today was a pretty fulfilling day did quite a lot of stuff...
woke up at arnd eleven and was feeling kinda drowsy/droopey...
den sort swallowed some kinda breakfast, a muesli bar which didnt really taste that good...
hmmm so wanted to go out and mug but stupid rambutan and ck didnt reply and i was preparing to mug at home alone, den sida msg saved the day...hmmm but spent so much time looking fer my windbreaker...almost wanted to give up and give up the notion of going out to mug totally....was sitting down in front of the table and preparing to mug...
as i flipped open my notes,handphone vibrated!
lolx stupid ck FINALLY replied.
frmph.and den i set off for woodlands....so farrrr
lolx
the mrt ride was damn xian, really wanted to sit down, so many stops, but i saw a old man wif lotsa luggage so i immediately stopped the action of sitting down and quickly got up and offered my seat...den i sorta slouched in a corner near the doors on the other side and this middle aged lady looked at me with newfound respect...hahaha but was in such a pissed modd i couldnt really care...
i guess its good i gave up the seat but nowadays its more like i work on a autopilot function, like see old person/pregnant/etc will give up seat cos should do so...
cos my mom set a very good example for me since young...my mom rocks!:)
hahahaha
tee dum dum
mugging at woodlands regional was good, very good environment to mug, considering theres free air con and tables and chair and even ref books if u take the initiative to go get yourself one...
hmmm
when i got there sida was sleeping...
hahaha lolx
and he was doing math.
omg, how long has it been since i touched math?...erm?...first week of the june holidays?...hahahah and dat was indices surds and log...>_< oh man i am so in deep shit...
anyway i took out the whole thick stack of chem notes i had brought with the intention of mugging it ALL...
mugging begins!
hafway i realised sida was wearing a shirt with the words,SLACKER wirtten all over the front, with a wolf slacking next to it...lolx, how ironic, if he really were a slacker he wouldnt even be in the library mugging...hahah funny anyway...
soon ash and ck joined us...and ash was like, so cute, cos she looked so blur, den five min or so later ck came with this big bag of books from kino...rich person!>_<
i ve always admired those pple who are so kuo qi, like see what the like den just buy, den haf to be wishy washy like some pple, should i buy this not?nice, but expensive le, but nice i want, but expensive le...lolx
but i dun haf dat much money lah...>.< sadddd but im the type hu see what i want then save up for ity den buy liao damn happy...
hmmm yeah it was much better for sida after those two came, he finihsed one after one maths q ehich he had been stuck at for the whole length of the time i was arnd mugging chem there wif him...
>_< pai seh my maths sucks, really cannot help one...
lalala...hmmm den we were talking talking, den tok until so happy dat we din realised too loud, esp ck, hahhahaha loud voice cannot help it argh, den the pple in front of our table kept shooting me and ash dirty looks and one lady kept making noise as if to say,ERHEM can you obnoxious youngster keep QUIET!!!
lolx...>_<
hahaha den we went to eat mos after sida asked ck a question and ck mugged really hard for a while but couldnt solve it...
after lunch he managed to solve it though, but erhem, supposed to be in less den 6 steps, HOR CK?...lolx...but i guess im in no position to argue or pin point, my maths is like sai lddat one...
hmmm yesh shaun says i should update less often so i wun complain abt having nothin to read...hahaha okay, like i wun update so often liao....but its like, how come everyday also got sth to write one?...:)my life is so magical...
after eating the lazy bug attacked...felt sleepy and lazy and slacker, den sida s shirt was like tempting me,SLACK SLACK...lolx
got some stuff done at least, luckily...but i got so much more to mug, haben touched math or physics at all yet...die lor,im mentally prepared liao...
den sida left for cip or sth and left me and ck and ash, and it got kinda awkward and the silence was kinda weird...lolx ...mmm and ash was asking ck abt some chem stuff which i didnt understand either so i benefited also...ck can explain pretty well...hmmm
afta dat i decided to leave and be guai gia and eat at home, mom cooking...my mom rocks!:)
hahaha hmmm then i passed by prima deli and the smell of dat waffle thingy was damn alluring...nice!:)so i joined the queue...
but their red bean really not nice...>_< watsed shoulda bought peanut butter or sth sure wun go wrong...
styll the shop next to tp library the red bean waffle is the best...rocks lol...rmbr going there every tues in sec two after slacking in the library...
on the way home i was feeling a mix of lethargy/fatigue/contentment/accomplishment/sadness/happiness...
lucky got cd player...
den i saw this cute baby , >_< omg i swear dat musta been the cutest bay i ve ever seen( excpet ling2 lao3 shi1 s big grandson, SOOOOO CUTEEEE mixed blood, british and chinese, big beautiful eyes and lovely innocent smile...)
and the baby was looking at me, and i found myself smiling back...and at this instant the cd player started to play wang li hom s song, ai4 de4 jiu4 shi4 ni3....
i had the mad impulse to pick up the bay and say, I LOVE YOUUUUU!!!
hahaha maddd >_< but dats what i tot...mmm lotsa pple say i have motherly character>_< manz, its a maternal instinct lah, hahaha surely you want to have a baby of your own to love and care for?...i definitely do...:)
after dat song was dancing in the moonlight,and i felt this sudden mad urge to start prancing arnd or sth, dancing in the moonlight!hahahah:)
shall not write more or pple complain i update too much
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
hahaha was initially feeling very shitty------>points to other blog
but now feeling very, erm i dunno? special and magical.
maybe cos of the song playing in the background...
dancing in the moon light...
theres just sth so simple yet so magical atb the song...>.<
if my life was a song, i wish i was dancing in the moonlight!!!
hahaz...hmmm
been enlightened by what thomas said...how generous and accepting he is of other pple s religion....even if he is catholic..hmmm like the most imptt is that one has found inner solace, not where...thats awful wise and open and receiving...
even i myself have to admit being biased towards and against certain religions...:)
yay feel happy now...
i am contented with what i have....:)i guess its a sort of inner solace for me in a way.
talked ti sida abt religion and stuff,den crapped and talked some serious stuff wif shaun just now...and i guess i can say i learnt a lot...:) and i laughed a lot too! :P hahahah
its like, IM GOOD LOH...:P heh heh
sho farni sida kept getting stuck at the same places as i did for the creepy viridian room thingy...the musik gimme the creeps...
and i was saying great minds think alike but fools seldom differ...
ca hear my mom snoring in the background...pooor thing she so tired...:) my mom rocks!:Phahaha she rocks so much i couldnt express by how much...
:)
haw haw
im dancing in the moonlight, wanna join me?:)
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
but now feeling very, erm i dunno? special and magical.
maybe cos of the song playing in the background...
dancing in the moon light...
theres just sth so simple yet so magical atb the song...>.<
if my life was a song, i wish i was dancing in the moonlight!!!
hahaz...hmmm
been enlightened by what thomas said...how generous and accepting he is of other pple s religion....even if he is catholic..hmmm like the most imptt is that one has found inner solace, not where...thats awful wise and open and receiving...
even i myself have to admit being biased towards and against certain religions...:)
yay feel happy now...
i am contented with what i have....:)i guess its a sort of inner solace for me in a way.
talked ti sida abt religion and stuff,den crapped and talked some serious stuff wif shaun just now...and i guess i can say i learnt a lot...:) and i laughed a lot too! :P hahahah
its like, IM GOOD LOH...:P heh heh
sho farni sida kept getting stuck at the same places as i did for the creepy viridian room thingy...the musik gimme the creeps...
and i was saying great minds think alike but fools seldom differ...
ca hear my mom snoring in the background...pooor thing she so tired...:) my mom rocks!:Phahaha she rocks so much i couldnt express by how much...
:)
haw haw
im dancing in the moonlight, wanna join me?:)
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Saturday, 19 June 2004
nearly overslept again today, maybe cos stayed up till early this morning to play that crimson room thingy....
my woke me up, mom rocks!:D
and she made a sandwich for me which i grudgingly ate...
hmmmm den i took my time to go to schoool and mug at the canteen while listening to dancing in the moon light...
was mugging fer quite some time,going trhu econs chapt 4 and 5...
den cheryl came with her thick file of bio notes, MUGGG!
afta a while the comm pple came one by one...
den we had sectionals which was okay...
and choir which was not so okay, half way thru dayong i thought my diaphgram would split apart from exccesive pushing or sth, it really hurt....but lucky there was a 5 min break which really helped a lot...
after choir wanted to ask ash and sida out fer lunch but they went to church with ck and qj...o_0 ck and sida at church?mmm maybe they ve been successfully converted
anyway wanted to go eat with the 156 pple and cross the bridge pple but they wanted go town, which was where ck sida ash money well they were at, but didnt want to go town, really didnt
plus nows not a good time to go out for so long, will kana tekan by mom, she already so lenient liao, let me go online so often...
ended up i joined sher and rambutan for lunch at prince which was near and convenient and quite yummy...
hmmmm den we talked some crap and stuff...and boy can rambutan crap...and i was like, crapping back lah...
sher looks so sad these days, i dunno what to do to cheer her up...haiz all ck and hs fault,jian4 se4 wang4 you3! how can liddat?....mmmm i agree with her dat distance is a factor in determining ur close frens, as she said, she was closer to them when she was styll staying in bishan...
haiz.>.< trying very hard may not = results.
i know that very well, but styll....haiz.
at least i tried ?....>.< haiz,how to cheer pple up?i d like to see sher happy and smiling, but nowadays shes very stressed by what miss lim says abt the sops,not her fault la, its OUR fault...>.<
there are some times when you feel like you re so useless when you cant really make a difference or sth or that your ability is very limited...and you want to cheer pple up but you cant even cheer urself up...
hs was trying to dig stuff out from me again but sher was so nice and fended me off from his curiosity attacks...frmph...thats the diff btw a girl and a guy...anyway like not = anything going to happen
most of the time life goes on as normal.
i styll have stuff to mugg for cts and i still have to do boring stuff like brush teeth and yada yada etc...hahaha i am lazy pig
its good to face up to reality and embrace the facts , so you can be a better happier person.sometimes, things just cant go your way, and sometimes you just get hurt.its ok to be sad but i guess you have to learn to pick yourself up to try again...even though theres styll a risk...
mmmmm good advice but hard to follow....
lots of pple i know suddenly becom so religious...
i doubt i will convert or anything, and well....lets say i styll havent come to close terms with god...or rather i should say i dun really like the way some religious pple do things...
i never understand why god cannot forgive those who believe in another religion, i mean, if you re all great and forgiving, why cant you show these misguided pple the light and lead them back to the correct path? as long as they re so called willing to change, den i see no problem, what excuse for this that only christians can go to heaven....i will never understand.
mmmm and i dun like the way some christians 'force' their religion onto others, preaching and stuff regularily even despite the person already having said NO i m not interested...and also many cases of pple inviting others to 'parties' end up turns out to be preaching session...i really dun like...
no, dont get me wrong.
i never doubted god.i believe there is someone special and great and forgiving out there protecting all of us,giving us faith in all we do. its just that the way society portrays this,abt religion, i can say i am styll to young to make a well informed decision to what religion i should follow.
god is there
perharps all these are the same perharps they are all diff forms of the same god.hmmm but i am styll young and confused, and till i am mature enough, i guess its pretty safe for me to say that i believe in a god but dont know which religion to follow yet.
im not a free thinker.
all this stuff, haiz i hope i wun get brashed up by christians after they read this blog...also dun haf to give me answers to my questions on ur own blog, lots of pple tried and none have succeeded in giving me an explanation that i find is understandable....anyway let me search for the answer myself, yeah? i ll find it one day, im sure....
back to everyday life....
gives me the creeps, but nows bright daylight, so i ll go try out that viridian room thingy, hmmmm
stuck at the middle, but not bad, at least i know have to do sth, some stuff like, erm okay cant say in case u havent played and dun want me to spill the beans...
mmmm peseverance is the word
maybe i ll go mug a little later, xian xia...
i ll update later at night again,saty up if u want to read it fast.:)
mmm meanwhile lemme crack the problem
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
my woke me up, mom rocks!:D
and she made a sandwich for me which i grudgingly ate...
hmmmm den i took my time to go to schoool and mug at the canteen while listening to dancing in the moon light...
was mugging fer quite some time,going trhu econs chapt 4 and 5...
den cheryl came with her thick file of bio notes, MUGGG!
afta a while the comm pple came one by one...
den we had sectionals which was okay...
and choir which was not so okay, half way thru dayong i thought my diaphgram would split apart from exccesive pushing or sth, it really hurt....but lucky there was a 5 min break which really helped a lot...
after choir wanted to ask ash and sida out fer lunch but they went to church with ck and qj...o_0 ck and sida at church?mmm maybe they ve been successfully converted
anyway wanted to go eat with the 156 pple and cross the bridge pple but they wanted go town, which was where ck sida ash money well they were at, but didnt want to go town, really didnt
plus nows not a good time to go out for so long, will kana tekan by mom, she already so lenient liao, let me go online so often...
ended up i joined sher and rambutan for lunch at prince which was near and convenient and quite yummy...
hmmmm den we talked some crap and stuff...and boy can rambutan crap...and i was like, crapping back lah...
sher looks so sad these days, i dunno what to do to cheer her up...haiz all ck and hs fault,jian4 se4 wang4 you3! how can liddat?....mmmm i agree with her dat distance is a factor in determining ur close frens, as she said, she was closer to them when she was styll staying in bishan...
haiz.>.< trying very hard may not = results.
i know that very well, but styll....haiz.
at least i tried ?....>.< haiz,how to cheer pple up?i d like to see sher happy and smiling, but nowadays shes very stressed by what miss lim says abt the sops,not her fault la, its OUR fault...>.<
there are some times when you feel like you re so useless when you cant really make a difference or sth or that your ability is very limited...and you want to cheer pple up but you cant even cheer urself up...
hs was trying to dig stuff out from me again but sher was so nice and fended me off from his curiosity attacks...frmph...thats the diff btw a girl and a guy...anyway like not = anything going to happen
most of the time life goes on as normal.
i styll have stuff to mugg for cts and i still have to do boring stuff like brush teeth and yada yada etc...hahaha i am lazy pig
its good to face up to reality and embrace the facts , so you can be a better happier person.sometimes, things just cant go your way, and sometimes you just get hurt.its ok to be sad but i guess you have to learn to pick yourself up to try again...even though theres styll a risk...
mmmmm good advice but hard to follow....
lots of pple i know suddenly becom so religious...
i doubt i will convert or anything, and well....lets say i styll havent come to close terms with god...or rather i should say i dun really like the way some religious pple do things...
i never understand why god cannot forgive those who believe in another religion, i mean, if you re all great and forgiving, why cant you show these misguided pple the light and lead them back to the correct path? as long as they re so called willing to change, den i see no problem, what excuse for this that only christians can go to heaven....i will never understand.
mmmm and i dun like the way some christians 'force' their religion onto others, preaching and stuff regularily even despite the person already having said NO i m not interested...and also many cases of pple inviting others to 'parties' end up turns out to be preaching session...i really dun like...
no, dont get me wrong.
i never doubted god.i believe there is someone special and great and forgiving out there protecting all of us,giving us faith in all we do. its just that the way society portrays this,abt religion, i can say i am styll to young to make a well informed decision to what religion i should follow.
god is there
perharps all these are the same perharps they are all diff forms of the same god.hmmm but i am styll young and confused, and till i am mature enough, i guess its pretty safe for me to say that i believe in a god but dont know which religion to follow yet.
im not a free thinker.
all this stuff, haiz i hope i wun get brashed up by christians after they read this blog...also dun haf to give me answers to my questions on ur own blog, lots of pple tried and none have succeeded in giving me an explanation that i find is understandable....anyway let me search for the answer myself, yeah? i ll find it one day, im sure....
back to everyday life....
gives me the creeps, but nows bright daylight, so i ll go try out that viridian room thingy, hmmmm
stuck at the middle, but not bad, at least i know have to do sth, some stuff like, erm okay cant say in case u havent played and dun want me to spill the beans...
mmmm peseverance is the word
maybe i ll go mug a little later, xian xia...
i ll update later at night again,saty up if u want to read it fast.:)
mmm meanwhile lemme crack the problem
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Friday, 18 June 2004
Six Things
6 things you're going to do tomorrow:
1. choir comm meeting
2. sop sectionals
3. choir pract
4. go sko0l early to mug?
5. go out afta choir to slack?
6. update blog?game?eat?(all these count as one...)
6 things you ate in the last 24 hours:
1. nothin [breakfast]
2. some coffee stuff at cafe cartel wif rambutan and princess?[lunch]
3. mango juice[dont scold me,i forgot...i noe heaty lah>.<]
4. soursop juice[better, not so heaty rite?forgot to bring my bottle out]
5. rice and luncheon meat?[at qh hse]
6. mmm veggise and fish?[at qh hse]
6 things you did so far today:
1. sleep Zzzzz a LOT [hmm actually not a lot,juzt that i slept very early...yesh, not late, slept at 3 this morning]
2. go out wif princess and rambutan for lunch
3. go mcds with yz mj a and kimmy
4. mug at qh hse
5. eat at qh hse
6. play bejeweled wif princess and rambutan?
6 things you can hear right now:
1. mom on fone wif dad[in china]
2. remains of sophie ellis bextor's 'get over you' ringing in my head
3. sound of some drama on tv
4. myself typing
5. myself singing along with sophie
6. the ceiling fan turning
6 things you look for in a girl/boy:
1. *hugs*
2. smile
3. warmth
4. love
5. mmmm, same interests?
6. humour
6 things that you love:
1. family
2. friends, good company?
3. pple at choir (mst of them anyway :p)
4. musik
5. reading
6. giving presents to other pple
sleeping at 3 today was not a good idea...mmmm how come u havent updated yet huh,shaun?...mmmm
playing that solitare thing yesterday wif shaun was damn brain draing, esp cos hes so good at it, and my hand and brain were so lazy to move...mmmm
>.<
haiz.
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
6 things you're going to do tomorrow:
1. choir comm meeting
2. sop sectionals
3. choir pract
4. go sko0l early to mug?
5. go out afta choir to slack?
6. update blog?game?eat?(all these count as one...)
6 things you ate in the last 24 hours:
1. nothin [breakfast]
2. some coffee stuff at cafe cartel wif rambutan and princess?[lunch]
3. mango juice[dont scold me,i forgot...i noe heaty lah>.<]
4. soursop juice[better, not so heaty rite?forgot to bring my bottle out]
5. rice and luncheon meat?[at qh hse]
6. mmm veggise and fish?[at qh hse]
6 things you did so far today:
1. sleep Zzzzz a LOT [hmm actually not a lot,juzt that i slept very early...yesh, not late, slept at 3 this morning]
2. go out wif princess and rambutan for lunch
3. go mcds with yz mj a and kimmy
4. mug at qh hse
5. eat at qh hse
6. play bejeweled wif princess and rambutan?
6 things you can hear right now:
1. mom on fone wif dad[in china]
2. remains of sophie ellis bextor's 'get over you' ringing in my head
3. sound of some drama on tv
4. myself typing
5. myself singing along with sophie
6. the ceiling fan turning
6 things you look for in a girl/boy:
1. *hugs*
2. smile
3. warmth
4. love
5. mmmm, same interests?
6. humour
6 things that you love:
1. family
2. friends, good company?
3. pple at choir (mst of them anyway :p)
4. musik
5. reading
6. giving presents to other pple
sleeping at 3 today was not a good idea...mmmm how come u havent updated yet huh,shaun?...mmmm
playing that solitare thing yesterday wif shaun was damn brain draing, esp cos hes so good at it, and my hand and brain were so lazy to move...mmmm
>.<
haiz.
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
basically today was a good day
i guess
lolx
anyway cant believe i slept right thru breakfast
and ended up waking up at one sth
no wonder my stomach sort of growled while i was sleeping halfway
and i was wondering why....
breakfast be gone...
hmmmm den got a msg from you zhi saying that got pw at nj at 2.30
i was like, woah, lucky i DRAGGEd myself up from bed...
hmmmm
den went online and met auddie
den she managed to coax me to eating with her and rambutan
hawhaw of course eating with pink princess is green court jester's honour...
but purple rambutan was dere too...lolx
hmmm and that serangoon gardens is seriously TOO big lah, and SOOOO many coffeeshops...lolx how i know which one, princess?
court jester is a road idiot....>.<
hahahaha anyway we went to cafe cartel or sth
then rambutan was eating breaded chicken which did not seem very appetizing....hmmm and jester and princess got some coffee which was damn ex but quite nice...
hmmmmm
then we went to ezy vdeo shopp and the two of them were sort of squabbling abt what to borrow...lolx they re so cute lo
and actually they dont really look the same... princess has a flawless complexion...hahaha and rambutans head resmebles a ...rambutan!! hahahaha
okay.not funny.
hahahahahaha
hmmm den we went to take bus den i took bus to go meet yz and kim and ming juan for pw
stupid, driver told us to get off one stop earlier and we had to walk one whole stop...and we realised that 156 was direct to mcds, no need change to 54...silly! and that mcds is on top of a small slope, a small hill...so we were like
trudging up the hill and we found aaron there sitting in the main hall there
he stoned for abt 45 min waiting for us...lolx
anyway we were very unprepared, not even sure what the purpose of our visit was..hmm lucky the lady at the counter was very nice, when i asked her for help...hmmm and the other person who jie dai us was very nice also...
but ended up we only got a url and a fone number, quite a wasted trip...but was okkie lah, haf to go back dere on mon so today was a sort of warming up i guess...hmmmm
den after dat i din feel like going home so asked a few pple if they wanted to go out and mug but they said no...so i was thinking, den i called qiu han up and asked if i could go her house to mug with her
and intially she was like, NO, as always, and i was like, come on girl, how can you bear to let your dear friend sit at the senior citizens corner downstairs your block and mug by herself?(she always threatens to let us sit at the senior citizens corner near her house when we say we want to vist...but only say lah, i think if im ot wrong, im the firned of hers that has visited her house most often...)
after much persuasion, she finally relented...
so i took bus 54 to her house there and went up
and she opened the door and she was like, woah, not bad huh, you know your way here.
and i was like, Of course, its like, IM GOOD LOH...
:)
her mom was so nice, kept giving me stuff to eat and drink...
her house is darn nice to mug, better than mine anyway.
her room air conditioned, damn nice
den i plopped myself on the floor and sort of settled into a corner of her room with my back against the wall...
hmmm actually not bad i managed to mug some stuff...bits of chem here and there, and cos she was mugging overdue phys tuts, she fed me bits of info like diff btw precise and accurate, which i haf always been clueless abt...thanks gal!
and dinner was nice, her mom was nice, the food was nice, the feeling was nice...and the feeling of speaking chinese to her, pure nostalgia...:)haben spoken to any of my friends in cl from a long long time ago...i sorta miss dat feeling....now come jc its all in el...miss speaking cl to my sec sko0l frens...hmmmm
eventually had to leave so here i am...mmmmm
thinking of going to school early tomorrow to mug, cos sure go out and slack after choir one...haiz...
care to join me?...i ll be somewhere arnd in sko0l from abt seven onwards i think...hmmm
and the whole day i was listening to sophie ellis bextor s get over you...
at least 30 times?today...styll listening now....hmmmm
:)
yepps... dats for today.
choir tmr! funnn :) but tiring....:)
but i like the pple in choir....:)
hu wants to go out and mug? tell me...i ll be free i think...most probably anyway...
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
i guess
lolx
anyway cant believe i slept right thru breakfast
and ended up waking up at one sth
no wonder my stomach sort of growled while i was sleeping halfway
and i was wondering why....
breakfast be gone...
hmmmm den got a msg from you zhi saying that got pw at nj at 2.30
i was like, woah, lucky i DRAGGEd myself up from bed...
hmmmm
den went online and met auddie
den she managed to coax me to eating with her and rambutan
hawhaw of course eating with pink princess is green court jester's honour...
but purple rambutan was dere too...lolx
hmmm and that serangoon gardens is seriously TOO big lah, and SOOOO many coffeeshops...lolx how i know which one, princess?
court jester is a road idiot....>.<
hahahaha anyway we went to cafe cartel or sth
then rambutan was eating breaded chicken which did not seem very appetizing....hmmm and jester and princess got some coffee which was damn ex but quite nice...
hmmmmm
then we went to ezy vdeo shopp and the two of them were sort of squabbling abt what to borrow...lolx they re so cute lo
and actually they dont really look the same... princess has a flawless complexion...hahaha and rambutans head resmebles a ...rambutan!! hahahaha
okay.not funny.
hahahahahaha
hmmm den we went to take bus den i took bus to go meet yz and kim and ming juan for pw
stupid, driver told us to get off one stop earlier and we had to walk one whole stop...and we realised that 156 was direct to mcds, no need change to 54...silly! and that mcds is on top of a small slope, a small hill...so we were like
trudging up the hill and we found aaron there sitting in the main hall there
he stoned for abt 45 min waiting for us...lolx
anyway we were very unprepared, not even sure what the purpose of our visit was..hmm lucky the lady at the counter was very nice, when i asked her for help...hmmm and the other person who jie dai us was very nice also...
but ended up we only got a url and a fone number, quite a wasted trip...but was okkie lah, haf to go back dere on mon so today was a sort of warming up i guess...hmmmm
den after dat i din feel like going home so asked a few pple if they wanted to go out and mug but they said no...so i was thinking, den i called qiu han up and asked if i could go her house to mug with her
and intially she was like, NO, as always, and i was like, come on girl, how can you bear to let your dear friend sit at the senior citizens corner downstairs your block and mug by herself?(she always threatens to let us sit at the senior citizens corner near her house when we say we want to vist...but only say lah, i think if im ot wrong, im the firned of hers that has visited her house most often...)
after much persuasion, she finally relented...
so i took bus 54 to her house there and went up
and she opened the door and she was like, woah, not bad huh, you know your way here.
and i was like, Of course, its like, IM GOOD LOH...
:)
her mom was so nice, kept giving me stuff to eat and drink...
her house is darn nice to mug, better than mine anyway.
her room air conditioned, damn nice
den i plopped myself on the floor and sort of settled into a corner of her room with my back against the wall...
hmmm actually not bad i managed to mug some stuff...bits of chem here and there, and cos she was mugging overdue phys tuts, she fed me bits of info like diff btw precise and accurate, which i haf always been clueless abt...thanks gal!
and dinner was nice, her mom was nice, the food was nice, the feeling was nice...and the feeling of speaking chinese to her, pure nostalgia...:)haben spoken to any of my friends in cl from a long long time ago...i sorta miss dat feeling....now come jc its all in el...miss speaking cl to my sec sko0l frens...hmmmm
eventually had to leave so here i am...mmmmm
thinking of going to school early tomorrow to mug, cos sure go out and slack after choir one...haiz...
care to join me?...i ll be somewhere arnd in sko0l from abt seven onwards i think...hmmm
and the whole day i was listening to sophie ellis bextor s get over you...
at least 30 times?today...styll listening now....hmmmm
:)
yepps... dats for today.
choir tmr! funnn :) but tiring....:)
but i like the pple in choir....:)
hu wants to go out and mug? tell me...i ll be free i think...most probably anyway...
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
::this song rocks my world...could have some practical use also...
get over you [sophie ellis baxtor]
you think you ve got your way
but maybe there's a catch
dont need your foul play
now you have met your match
you think you're in control
but that wont last that long
you thought you were the crown
honey,you were wrong!
you have me taken in
but now i found you out
and i won't go through that again
you always had to win
you ll have to go without
you dont know where to stop
go go go go go on get over you
[ you drive me crazy up the wall,think you're mr know-it-all]
go go go go go on get over you
[ you drive me crazy up the wall,goodbye mr know-it-all]
i let you have your say
you never compromised
complaining everyday about everything in sight
i let you stay a while
now i am getting bored
no substance in your style
and you re not that many thought that you were
you have me taken in
but now i found you out
and i won't go through that again
you always had to win
you ll have to go without
you dont know where to stop
[oh get over you]
go go go go go on get over you
[ you drive me crazy up the wall,think you're mr know-it-all]
go go go go go on get over you
[ you drive me crazy up the wall,goodbye mr know-it-all]
[oh get over you]
you think you ve got your way
but maybe there's a catch
dont need your foul play
now you have met your match
go go go go go on get over you
[you drive me crazy up the wall,think you're mr know-it-all]
go go go go go on get over you
[you drive me crazy up the wall,goodbye mr know-it-all]
oh get over you
oh get over you
oh get over you
oh get over you
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
get over you [sophie ellis baxtor]
you think you ve got your way
but maybe there's a catch
dont need your foul play
now you have met your match
you think you're in control
but that wont last that long
you thought you were the crown
honey,you were wrong!
you have me taken in
but now i found you out
and i won't go through that again
you always had to win
you ll have to go without
you dont know where to stop
go go go go go on get over you
[ you drive me crazy up the wall,think you're mr know-it-all]
go go go go go on get over you
[ you drive me crazy up the wall,goodbye mr know-it-all]
i let you have your say
you never compromised
complaining everyday about everything in sight
i let you stay a while
now i am getting bored
no substance in your style
and you re not that many thought that you were
you have me taken in
but now i found you out
and i won't go through that again
you always had to win
you ll have to go without
you dont know where to stop
[oh get over you]
go go go go go on get over you
[ you drive me crazy up the wall,think you're mr know-it-all]
go go go go go on get over you
[ you drive me crazy up the wall,goodbye mr know-it-all]
[oh get over you]
you think you ve got your way
but maybe there's a catch
dont need your foul play
now you have met your match
go go go go go on get over you
[you drive me crazy up the wall,think you're mr know-it-all]
go go go go go on get over you
[you drive me crazy up the wall,goodbye mr know-it-all]
oh get over you
oh get over you
oh get over you
oh get over you
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Thursday, 17 June 2004
just when i thought today was gonna be another normal slacky holiday day
woke up at around ten feeling groggy
promised myself to wake up at eight and start mugginb till ten but i styll gave in to zhou gong
after all its not everyday that zhou gong wants to play such a long game of chess with you
i had to make an appointment with him like months before just for this LONG chess game....
anyway i woke up and sort of finished breakfast
then i slowly took my time to change den walk to the bus stop
was melting in the scorching heat and i was practically dying...
hahaha
bringing econs notes to study along the 10 min ride was NOT a good idea
i didnt touch the notes at ALL
even at the station when i stood alone waiting for them to come
and i sort of took out my notes to study
sttill didnt really read
nothing got in...>.<
then hui chiang gave me a call to say she would be late
and i called qp and she said she d be late tooo
:(
luckily qiu han quickly came
then we went to walk walk
i have never bought so many things b4 all my life
i went out with 27 bucks and came back with 30 cents
:(
but luckily most of the stuff is for others....
we ate at yosh, which was fantastic of course
cos i ate beef bowl
while qiu han and hui chiang ate fish tempura and teriyaki chicken and salmon and teriyaki chicken respectively
hmmm qiu han was having a hard time cos the part of the rice with the temp fish was buttery and horrible tasting while the other half with the chicken was so thick with sweet sauce it was unbearable
hui chiang was having an okay time
and i was thriving
of course
time after time
each time i go to yosh
everytime
i will eat beef bowl
ROX! hahaha after all it is the main dish of yoshinoya
it started with beef bowl, so beef bowl is of course its BEST!!!
beef bowl rox!!!!!! and so does the miso soupppp
:D
haw hawz :P >.<
then we went to walk walk around some more cos none of us wanted to go home...
then we went to xcessories, which totally rocked, so cheap now that got discount...i was so tempted to buy...anyway i saw sth green and it was love at first sight...i wun say what it is but i ll say it cost 3 55 after 60 per cent discount, which really ROCKS
and we went to mu-ee shop, which rox too
but the stuff dere is too ex
and too nice :(
haiz,gimme more discounts please, im too cheapo...
ps tell you the jeans i usually wear is only 8 bucks...and its real comfy...and the black top i usually wear is 5 bucks...
i rock rite?
cheapo rockz
hahahahahaha yeps anyway bought lots of stuff for other peeps
wun say hu lahz....:D
lolx
yepps and qh supposed to go for remedial but we managed to make her ponn
lolx we r sooo bad, BUT HU CARES!!! hahahahhahahaha
hahahahaha
was so darn tempted when i passed mirs fields
so i bought a triple fudge brownie
man i have sinned
then i was feeling really thirsty so i went to ntuc
and looking at the drinks section
hui chiang bought fruit juice and i was browsing
and i suddenly rmbr all the nites during the briefing when i sat near the end of the hall at the end
then i was so stressed out and worried about the next day of pre u sem
whether it would go smoothly
whether anyone would forget their files and name tags and meal coupons
and whether i would forget to remind them
alex always bought that soya bean carton drink thingy and asked me to drink to relac
when i refused he indirectly suaned me abt my height and asked me to drink,
saying, you DO want to grow up faster and taller rite?drink up!
lolx
and i did...cos i really want to grow taller...
really...
so i rmrbred his words and picked up a carton of soya bean milk and paid for it
yuk...unsweetened
hmm but pretty good...good for my health anyway...
but one litre was way too much, so i slowly drank...
:) its in my fridge now :)
lolx
must go eat liaooo and bathe...
musik rox...just downloaded kazaa
im so gonna get scolded by dad
anyway HU CARES! lolx and yay i managed to mug a little just now...BIGGG achievement!
hey guys, dun cheat wohz, read=tag, k?
at least can gimme some encouraging words...
lolx
:)
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
woke up at around ten feeling groggy
promised myself to wake up at eight and start mugginb till ten but i styll gave in to zhou gong
after all its not everyday that zhou gong wants to play such a long game of chess with you
i had to make an appointment with him like months before just for this LONG chess game....
anyway i woke up and sort of finished breakfast
then i slowly took my time to change den walk to the bus stop
was melting in the scorching heat and i was practically dying...
hahaha
bringing econs notes to study along the 10 min ride was NOT a good idea
i didnt touch the notes at ALL
even at the station when i stood alone waiting for them to come
and i sort of took out my notes to study
sttill didnt really read
nothing got in...>.<
then hui chiang gave me a call to say she would be late
and i called qp and she said she d be late tooo
:(
luckily qiu han quickly came
then we went to walk walk
i have never bought so many things b4 all my life
i went out with 27 bucks and came back with 30 cents
:(
but luckily most of the stuff is for others....
we ate at yosh, which was fantastic of course
cos i ate beef bowl
while qiu han and hui chiang ate fish tempura and teriyaki chicken and salmon and teriyaki chicken respectively
hmmm qiu han was having a hard time cos the part of the rice with the temp fish was buttery and horrible tasting while the other half with the chicken was so thick with sweet sauce it was unbearable
hui chiang was having an okay time
and i was thriving
of course
time after time
each time i go to yosh
everytime
i will eat beef bowl
ROX! hahaha after all it is the main dish of yoshinoya
it started with beef bowl, so beef bowl is of course its BEST!!!
beef bowl rox!!!!!! and so does the miso soupppp
:D
haw hawz :P >.<
then we went to walk walk around some more cos none of us wanted to go home...
then we went to xcessories, which totally rocked, so cheap now that got discount...i was so tempted to buy...anyway i saw sth green and it was love at first sight...i wun say what it is but i ll say it cost 3 55 after 60 per cent discount, which really ROCKS
and we went to mu-ee shop, which rox too
but the stuff dere is too ex
and too nice :(
haiz,gimme more discounts please, im too cheapo...
ps tell you the jeans i usually wear is only 8 bucks...and its real comfy...and the black top i usually wear is 5 bucks...
i rock rite?
cheapo rockz
hahahahahaha yeps anyway bought lots of stuff for other peeps
wun say hu lahz....:D
lolx
yepps and qh supposed to go for remedial but we managed to make her ponn
lolx we r sooo bad, BUT HU CARES!!! hahahahhahahaha
hahahahaha
was so darn tempted when i passed mirs fields
so i bought a triple fudge brownie
man i have sinned
then i was feeling really thirsty so i went to ntuc
and looking at the drinks section
hui chiang bought fruit juice and i was browsing
and i suddenly rmbr all the nites during the briefing when i sat near the end of the hall at the end
then i was so stressed out and worried about the next day of pre u sem
whether it would go smoothly
whether anyone would forget their files and name tags and meal coupons
and whether i would forget to remind them
alex always bought that soya bean carton drink thingy and asked me to drink to relac
when i refused he indirectly suaned me abt my height and asked me to drink,
saying, you DO want to grow up faster and taller rite?drink up!
lolx
and i did...cos i really want to grow taller...
really...
so i rmrbred his words and picked up a carton of soya bean milk and paid for it
yuk...unsweetened
hmm but pretty good...good for my health anyway...
but one litre was way too much, so i slowly drank...
:) its in my fridge now :)
lolx
must go eat liaooo and bathe...
musik rox...just downloaded kazaa
im so gonna get scolded by dad
anyway HU CARES! lolx and yay i managed to mug a little just now...BIGGG achievement!
hey guys, dun cheat wohz, read=tag, k?
at least can gimme some encouraging words...
lolx
:)
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
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Wednesday, 16 June 2004
haiz a lousy start to a hectic morning
technically i slept only this morning so i cant really lblame myself, after all i am a NO SLEEP = NO ENERGY person
sleeep
lolx i rmbr waking up at six cos i put the alarm at six
but obviously i went back to sleeep again cos the dream was too good to be true...[dun tell u what :p]
and when i woke up on my own accord
i rubbed my eyes and forced myself to look at the clock
and the time was 7.45
oh, it was 7. 45
7.45
hmmmmm
i stared at the clock for 10 secs and waited while my brain malfunctioned and slowly processed the data i fed it...
7.45
hmmm
OHHHHH!!!!
SHOOOTTTT! 7.45!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha i was in a hectic mad crazy rush
dug out the very long ago iron de shirt for pre u sem which i did not use and dug out an unironed skirt and just wore the darn thing
then hastily rushed out and took bus to school without eating breakfast
that really hurt
not eating breakfast
by the end of the prac i was practically starving...but it was ok cos the hunger came in pangs, not helpful that miss lim kept saying the sops werent giving enough and i kept blasting as much as i could during the loud parts and that required really A LOT of effort
prac was okay but i wasnt really happy cos i heard split sound...
mmmm and i still think the sops dun sound like one voice...
>.<
i really need more sleep
haiz was really acting abnormal today, pardon me if i seemed antisocial, standing by myself in a corner of the bus, refusing to go over and stand and talk to you guys
but i noe i go over thomas sure tease me, so xianz i rather not
anyway that corner is really cosy
:)
but i was really happy to go out and watch movie with you all :)
hahaha and its fun watching beng hee luff till his face all red and stupid thomas tease me, wait till i tease u back, i give u face only lohz >.<
watched eternal sunshine
i have so many comments but as usual i didnt say much
sat btw ck and ash for the movie and ck was luffing so happily at some parts of the movie and ash was sort of making small comments here and there
sorry if i was stoney...
i was thinking so much
too much
the movie is brain draining
and also emotionally draining
and i felt fatigue overwhelm me during the course and after the movie...was really mentally and emotionally tired
too many ups and downs is not good
anyway i suddenly realised with a dread that the book is with kairu who has been holding on to it from god knows when and we both happily forgot...
yz has the comic version...I WANT IT BACK YOU ZHI< YOU HEAR ME????
lolx
cannot lend ck or ash nowww...haiyohhhh
but kairu also so poor thing, so tired and busy cos of elect stuff
>.< but i styll want my book back
seriously if i lost it id cry and maybe go mad
but of course i could save up and buy a new one:)
while we stoned around in borders i dunno what the other guys did but i was sneaking arnd the musik section looking for stuff
no shanghai lounge :(
couldnt find hoobastank even though im sure if i ask sure got
but i guess if u found it myself i d be more happy, rite?
maybe....
so i stoned arnd for a while
den went to look for them
ck was reading some book abt astrology o_0
and he was asking our b days to find our characters and stuff >.<
i was wondering...
oh never mind that
then i found a book on handwriting character and i was reading for fun
so boring
back to the movie
hmmmmmm its basically abt a guy called joel and a girl called clementine who meet and fall in love
then they have many tiffs and quarrels and she decides to erase him from her memory
angry that she should do that
he chooses to do the same, only to regret
and after that i shouldnt say more stuff if not not fun liao
go watch b4 it dies out, its really good, worth 6.50 at least
while the whole movie was showing the song la vien rose was playing at the back of my head and i was rmbring the first NC 16 movie i watched, love me if you dare
qiu han thought it was a waste of money and time
but i thought it was fantastic
madly fabulous
crazy
lovely
beautiful
whatever
:P
the most beautiful things are those that madness prompts and reason writes
im getting mad very soon, does that mean i have a very small teeny weeny chance of becoming beautiful?i wish!...>.<
anyway beautiful is a very vague word...
and love me if you dare was a lovely beautiful french love story
and so is amelie from monmatre
>.<
haiz
the showw....hmmm i felt drained cos i actually felt myself feeling for joel, like the part where he was trying to run away from the memory eraser people so that he could keep those lovely memories of himself with clementine
actually we dont need any memory erasers, when we re old we ll eventually forget...sad isnt it?...why does it have to be this way?..i want to rmbr liking you, or at least the feeling anyway, even if im not meant to be with you, the memory is dear enough...
is it good to show everything?
not good right?
is it good to live like theres no tomorrow?
is it good to teel the people you love that you love them?
not good right?
haiz
but then again i like happy endings
even if i know out of 100000000000000000000000000000000 endings
only one is a happy ending
even if
even if
the ending isnt my ending
i d like to believe that
love has what it takes to go beyond simple memories
cos it probably really means much more than that :)
tomorrow going to eat with qiu han they all
miss qiu han so much...
eating yosh?hopefully...yay:)
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
technically i slept only this morning so i cant really lblame myself, after all i am a NO SLEEP = NO ENERGY person
sleeep
lolx i rmbr waking up at six cos i put the alarm at six
but obviously i went back to sleeep again cos the dream was too good to be true...[dun tell u what :p]
and when i woke up on my own accord
i rubbed my eyes and forced myself to look at the clock
and the time was 7.45
oh, it was 7. 45
7.45
hmmmmm
i stared at the clock for 10 secs and waited while my brain malfunctioned and slowly processed the data i fed it...
7.45
hmmm
OHHHHH!!!!
SHOOOTTTT! 7.45!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha i was in a hectic mad crazy rush
dug out the very long ago iron de shirt for pre u sem which i did not use and dug out an unironed skirt and just wore the darn thing
then hastily rushed out and took bus to school without eating breakfast
that really hurt
not eating breakfast
by the end of the prac i was practically starving...but it was ok cos the hunger came in pangs, not helpful that miss lim kept saying the sops werent giving enough and i kept blasting as much as i could during the loud parts and that required really A LOT of effort
prac was okay but i wasnt really happy cos i heard split sound...
mmmm and i still think the sops dun sound like one voice...
>.<
i really need more sleep
haiz was really acting abnormal today, pardon me if i seemed antisocial, standing by myself in a corner of the bus, refusing to go over and stand and talk to you guys
but i noe i go over thomas sure tease me, so xianz i rather not
anyway that corner is really cosy
:)
but i was really happy to go out and watch movie with you all :)
hahaha and its fun watching beng hee luff till his face all red and stupid thomas tease me, wait till i tease u back, i give u face only lohz >.<
watched eternal sunshine
i have so many comments but as usual i didnt say much
sat btw ck and ash for the movie and ck was luffing so happily at some parts of the movie and ash was sort of making small comments here and there
sorry if i was stoney...
i was thinking so much
too much
the movie is brain draining
and also emotionally draining
and i felt fatigue overwhelm me during the course and after the movie...was really mentally and emotionally tired
too many ups and downs is not good
anyway i suddenly realised with a dread that the book is with kairu who has been holding on to it from god knows when and we both happily forgot...
yz has the comic version...I WANT IT BACK YOU ZHI< YOU HEAR ME????
lolx
cannot lend ck or ash nowww...haiyohhhh
but kairu also so poor thing, so tired and busy cos of elect stuff
>.< but i styll want my book back
seriously if i lost it id cry and maybe go mad
but of course i could save up and buy a new one:)
while we stoned around in borders i dunno what the other guys did but i was sneaking arnd the musik section looking for stuff
no shanghai lounge :(
couldnt find hoobastank even though im sure if i ask sure got
but i guess if u found it myself i d be more happy, rite?
maybe....
so i stoned arnd for a while
den went to look for them
ck was reading some book abt astrology o_0
and he was asking our b days to find our characters and stuff >.<
i was wondering...
oh never mind that
then i found a book on handwriting character and i was reading for fun
so boring
back to the movie
hmmmmmm its basically abt a guy called joel and a girl called clementine who meet and fall in love
then they have many tiffs and quarrels and she decides to erase him from her memory
angry that she should do that
he chooses to do the same, only to regret
and after that i shouldnt say more stuff if not not fun liao
go watch b4 it dies out, its really good, worth 6.50 at least
while the whole movie was showing the song la vien rose was playing at the back of my head and i was rmbring the first NC 16 movie i watched, love me if you dare
qiu han thought it was a waste of money and time
but i thought it was fantastic
madly fabulous
crazy
lovely
beautiful
whatever
:P
the most beautiful things are those that madness prompts and reason writes
im getting mad very soon, does that mean i have a very small teeny weeny chance of becoming beautiful?i wish!...>.<
anyway beautiful is a very vague word...
and love me if you dare was a lovely beautiful french love story
and so is amelie from monmatre
>.<
haiz
the showw....hmmm i felt drained cos i actually felt myself feeling for joel, like the part where he was trying to run away from the memory eraser people so that he could keep those lovely memories of himself with clementine
actually we dont need any memory erasers, when we re old we ll eventually forget...sad isnt it?...why does it have to be this way?..i want to rmbr liking you, or at least the feeling anyway, even if im not meant to be with you, the memory is dear enough...
is it good to show everything?
not good right?
is it good to live like theres no tomorrow?
is it good to teel the people you love that you love them?
not good right?
haiz
but then again i like happy endings
even if i know out of 100000000000000000000000000000000 endings
only one is a happy ending
even if
even if
the ending isnt my ending
i d like to believe that
love has what it takes to go beyond simple memories
cos it probably really means much more than that :)
tomorrow going to eat with qiu han they all
miss qiu han so much...
eating yosh?hopefully...yay:)
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Tuesday, 15 June 2004
arghh! whoever has the soundtrack PLEASe burn me a copy please
getting cock eyed after so many rounds of that bejeweled thingy which i styll lose to ck at >.< got thrashed
NOOOOOOOO
im supposed to be good at this sort of gameee
anyway thrashed him at CHECKERS :) hehe so fair truce
anyway brings back fond memories of me in the past when i rmrbr when my dad first bought me that pirated cd rom called put put and fatty bears educational games
yepp my dad is pretty mad he never let us play any NON educational games until i was in, erm pri 6 or sth?
anyway put put and fatty bear ROX
:) in case u dunno its pronounced as part part
lolx thats the name of fatty bears car
anyway i always plyed checkers with put put and always play easy so i could enjoy the experience of winning which was fabulous cos i seriously tot that put put had low iq or sth
haiz
hahahahaha the good old past
ck says thats cheap thrill but its really NOT
>.< i miss the good old times
i wonder what its like to stay in ang mo kio
my family moved to bishan when i was newly born an i never knew amk...so sad...but i grew up more of a tp and amk kid than a bishan kid...j8 just wasnt the place for me...tp central rox
:)
lots of pple have the wrong impression that im cheena
wait, MY DAD is cheena
he LOVES chinese culture and language
i like chinese culture and language
gosh, its like he s damn zai
gosh its like, im damn sai
thats the diff...lolx
but i styll like cl anyway, and if u wan a good cl book look for me k, its a really good online novel series and its very famous and popular in taiwan
its so funny i show u one page u will sure feel like reading all the rest...but its a real sad ending >.<
haiz
will try to convince ck to read it somehow, or else will be missing out a lot
anyone want to read?...the comic version? i have both but the original is much better :) ask me and i will gladly lend u
:D
sleeping soon or else will die tomorrow
:D choir! yay
hope sectionals doesnt suck and miss lim doesnt keep tekaning the sops...>.<
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
getting cock eyed after so many rounds of that bejeweled thingy which i styll lose to ck at >.< got thrashed
NOOOOOOOO
im supposed to be good at this sort of gameee
anyway thrashed him at CHECKERS :) hehe so fair truce
anyway brings back fond memories of me in the past when i rmrbr when my dad first bought me that pirated cd rom called put put and fatty bears educational games
yepp my dad is pretty mad he never let us play any NON educational games until i was in, erm pri 6 or sth?
anyway put put and fatty bear ROX
:) in case u dunno its pronounced as part part
lolx thats the name of fatty bears car
anyway i always plyed checkers with put put and always play easy so i could enjoy the experience of winning which was fabulous cos i seriously tot that put put had low iq or sth
haiz
hahahahaha the good old past
ck says thats cheap thrill but its really NOT
>.< i miss the good old times
i wonder what its like to stay in ang mo kio
my family moved to bishan when i was newly born an i never knew amk...so sad...but i grew up more of a tp and amk kid than a bishan kid...j8 just wasnt the place for me...tp central rox
:)
lots of pple have the wrong impression that im cheena
wait, MY DAD is cheena
he LOVES chinese culture and language
i like chinese culture and language
gosh, its like he s damn zai
gosh its like, im damn sai
thats the diff...lolx
but i styll like cl anyway, and if u wan a good cl book look for me k, its a really good online novel series and its very famous and popular in taiwan
its so funny i show u one page u will sure feel like reading all the rest...but its a real sad ending >.<
haiz
will try to convince ck to read it somehow, or else will be missing out a lot
anyone want to read?...the comic version? i have both but the original is much better :) ask me and i will gladly lend u
:D
sleeping soon or else will die tomorrow
:D choir! yay
hope sectionals doesnt suck and miss lim doesnt keep tekaning the sops...>.<
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Decided to write a very long entry about some of my thoughts after reading some entries of other people in their blogs
Was talking about criteria yesterday when I was darell and weiling
Actually unlike what my pink princess thinks
This court jester really has no dream guy
The person I like is FAR from what people term a dream guy
Basically I just want someone whom I like as much as he likes me
As most importantly he loves hug
MUST because I love hugs even more than kisses
I really need comfort and security
Romance?BAAAHHHH
>.< all I want to is feel safe and snuggly and warm and comfy
:)
I hope thats what I ll feel like when im with you
Whoever you are
:(
Haha anyway auddie NO WAY I m telling you
To you
I hope
I will forever be your jolly green court jester
The pretty pink princes may fall in love with a prince and get married and have children and become queen but I will forever be your green court jester
That is the unspoken rule I must abide
It may be sad but it is destined that the court jester stay single all his life
He may play the role of godfather and nanny to the young princes and princesses
But styll he must spend the rest of his life
On his own
Because he is the green court jester
:)
You know what I mean?
Anyway if you think im mad then perhaps you re on the right track cos this is my world
So many a times
I have thought of keeping my hair long
People say
Wenlin, you have such nice soft hair it would be really so pretty to keep it nice and long
And it would definitely make you look much more feminine
And I say
But I like it short
I once knew of a friend who once kept her hair long for someone she longed for
Till today she refuses to admit that she has really loved the person before
But to me
What she had done
At that time
Was a rather silly but pure and true specimen of love
Girl
Why did you? I mean how could you?
It hurt her so much that she finally cut it away
And the pain was gone
And I think
Am I willing to keep my hair long for someone I long for as strongly and dearly?
Not very possible
At least I havent reached that mad state of mind
I am still sane
I am still afraid to give
I guess that if you ask me to keep my hair long
And I keep it for you
For no one else but you
Then
I am in deep shit
Cos I d probably be in love with you
What is it about long hair that so appeals to guys?they like to toy around with it and see their girlfriends all pretty with long flowing hair and such
If you like long hair so much why dont you keep it yourself? I know its really not the same but styll I refuse to see the point if there IS any
If a guy likes me
He d like the way I am right?
Liking someone is not about wanting to change the person to suit you but rather to accept his flaws and his weaknesses and embrace them
Something like that anyway
I mean
Would you still love me if I were old and had no more beautiful long smooth silky hair?
Like what mr ducro said
Loving is
Loving in spite of
Not because of
I like you in spite of your bad temper
I like you in spite of you treating me really badly sometimes
I like you in spite of you giving me the cold shoulder
Would you like me in spite of my short hair?
Would you like me in spite of my childishness?
Would you like me in spite of my stubborness?
All the thoughts running through my head
Im getting confused again
I know what criteria
One last very small request
One small but significant but important but very hard to achieve criteria
I must be your first girlfriend
You definitely will be my first
:)
Sounds simple and really easy but at this age
At this age
Not very possible
More than ¾ of the population has been eliminated in the progress
I know this may sound like an unreasonable request
It is unreasonable
It is very unreasonable
But like a famous person once said
Women are jealous creatures
And after all
I am a woman
All the big fuss over me being like a guy and me acting like a guy and sometimes even dressing up like a guy
But deep down inside I am styll undoubtedly
A girl
Maybe sad but true
How I wish
Oh but never mind what I wish
What a dream
What a dream
But a castle on a cloud
How can you find true love in just one try? But I believe its possible
Really it should be
Haiz
Anyway i hope u re okkie princess
Hows prince? I hope you two didnt get into trouble :)
I want to see godchildren hahaha maybe not so soon of course but in the future of course
About me keeping short hair being stubborn
I admit its true
But its a sort of resistance
The very last sort of resistance I can have to keep for myself
My keeping short hair [anyway its not very short but im gonna cut soon]
Give me a good reason to keep long hair
Convince me convince me convince me
:) but I doubt you can I doubt you will
Till then I will not keep my hair long for anyone
Hahaz
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Was talking about criteria yesterday when I was darell and weiling
Actually unlike what my pink princess thinks
This court jester really has no dream guy
The person I like is FAR from what people term a dream guy
Basically I just want someone whom I like as much as he likes me
As most importantly he loves hug
MUST because I love hugs even more than kisses
I really need comfort and security
Romance?BAAAHHHH
>.< all I want to is feel safe and snuggly and warm and comfy
:)
I hope thats what I ll feel like when im with you
Whoever you are
:(
Haha anyway auddie NO WAY I m telling you
To you
I hope
I will forever be your jolly green court jester
The pretty pink princes may fall in love with a prince and get married and have children and become queen but I will forever be your green court jester
That is the unspoken rule I must abide
It may be sad but it is destined that the court jester stay single all his life
He may play the role of godfather and nanny to the young princes and princesses
But styll he must spend the rest of his life
On his own
Because he is the green court jester
:)
You know what I mean?
Anyway if you think im mad then perhaps you re on the right track cos this is my world
So many a times
I have thought of keeping my hair long
People say
Wenlin, you have such nice soft hair it would be really so pretty to keep it nice and long
And it would definitely make you look much more feminine
And I say
But I like it short
I once knew of a friend who once kept her hair long for someone she longed for
Till today she refuses to admit that she has really loved the person before
But to me
What she had done
At that time
Was a rather silly but pure and true specimen of love
Girl
Why did you? I mean how could you?
It hurt her so much that she finally cut it away
And the pain was gone
And I think
Am I willing to keep my hair long for someone I long for as strongly and dearly?
Not very possible
At least I havent reached that mad state of mind
I am still sane
I am still afraid to give
I guess that if you ask me to keep my hair long
And I keep it for you
For no one else but you
Then
I am in deep shit
Cos I d probably be in love with you
What is it about long hair that so appeals to guys?they like to toy around with it and see their girlfriends all pretty with long flowing hair and such
If you like long hair so much why dont you keep it yourself? I know its really not the same but styll I refuse to see the point if there IS any
If a guy likes me
He d like the way I am right?
Liking someone is not about wanting to change the person to suit you but rather to accept his flaws and his weaknesses and embrace them
Something like that anyway
I mean
Would you still love me if I were old and had no more beautiful long smooth silky hair?
Like what mr ducro said
Loving is
Loving in spite of
Not because of
I like you in spite of your bad temper
I like you in spite of you treating me really badly sometimes
I like you in spite of you giving me the cold shoulder
Would you like me in spite of my short hair?
Would you like me in spite of my childishness?
Would you like me in spite of my stubborness?
All the thoughts running through my head
Im getting confused again
I know what criteria
One last very small request
One small but significant but important but very hard to achieve criteria
I must be your first girlfriend
You definitely will be my first
:)
Sounds simple and really easy but at this age
At this age
Not very possible
More than ¾ of the population has been eliminated in the progress
I know this may sound like an unreasonable request
It is unreasonable
It is very unreasonable
But like a famous person once said
Women are jealous creatures
And after all
I am a woman
All the big fuss over me being like a guy and me acting like a guy and sometimes even dressing up like a guy
But deep down inside I am styll undoubtedly
A girl
Maybe sad but true
How I wish
Oh but never mind what I wish
What a dream
What a dream
But a castle on a cloud
How can you find true love in just one try? But I believe its possible
Really it should be
Haiz
Anyway i hope u re okkie princess
Hows prince? I hope you two didnt get into trouble :)
I want to see godchildren hahaha maybe not so soon of course but in the future of course
About me keeping short hair being stubborn
I admit its true
But its a sort of resistance
The very last sort of resistance I can have to keep for myself
My keeping short hair [anyway its not very short but im gonna cut soon]
Give me a good reason to keep long hair
Convince me convince me convince me
:) but I doubt you can I doubt you will
Till then I will not keep my hair long for anyone
Hahaz
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
This love [maroon five]
I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do
hahaha i just slacked away another morning
must get down to do some work later i MUST
for now i can slackkkk
took so many photos just now, playing with the digicam
now sure got lots of display pics to upload :p
lolx anyway went to tp eight street to eat
its been a long time since i ve went there
and it was the good old feeling
and we drank sugar cane juice
except u noe it wasnt the same good old sugar cane juice
but rather now its the in thing to add lemon juice to it
which spoils the whole sweet raw taste
>.< damn sad
somethings are just meant to be left the way they are
not like this
>.<
went to seven eleven to buy stuff with my sis afta dat
bought the new mint kit kat thingy again
why the heck did i buy it time and time again even though i noe that the original flavoured one is ten times better tasting?
cos the new mint one is packaged in green wrapping
and green to me...
hahahaha okkie really silly of me
then we sat around down stairs and i was pigging out as usual again eating ice cream and the two nice old ladies living in our block asked us if we wanted any free veggies that they had got from others
reminds me of the good old times when me darell weiling and hui zi and qiu han went to plant the silly aeroponics thingy
and we harvested the silly kangkong WAY too late
and it was really old and HUGE and demonic
but it tasted fabulous of course
after all,
WE planted it
hahahahahahahahahaha okkie
so bored i shall go play mogura later
thrashed my sis high score, leaving her upset
i wanna play that bejewelled thingy also lehz...
:)
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do
hahaha i just slacked away another morning
must get down to do some work later i MUST
for now i can slackkkk
took so many photos just now, playing with the digicam
now sure got lots of display pics to upload :p
lolx anyway went to tp eight street to eat
its been a long time since i ve went there
and it was the good old feeling
and we drank sugar cane juice
except u noe it wasnt the same good old sugar cane juice
but rather now its the in thing to add lemon juice to it
which spoils the whole sweet raw taste
>.< damn sad
somethings are just meant to be left the way they are
not like this
>.<
went to seven eleven to buy stuff with my sis afta dat
bought the new mint kit kat thingy again
why the heck did i buy it time and time again even though i noe that the original flavoured one is ten times better tasting?
cos the new mint one is packaged in green wrapping
and green to me...
hahahaha okkie really silly of me
then we sat around down stairs and i was pigging out as usual again eating ice cream and the two nice old ladies living in our block asked us if we wanted any free veggies that they had got from others
reminds me of the good old times when me darell weiling and hui zi and qiu han went to plant the silly aeroponics thingy
and we harvested the silly kangkong WAY too late
and it was really old and HUGE and demonic
but it tasted fabulous of course
after all,
WE planted it
hahahahahahahahahaha okkie
so bored i shall go play mogura later
thrashed my sis high score, leaving her upset
i wanna play that bejewelled thingy also lehz...
:)
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
The reason
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That’s why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That’s why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Monday, 14 June 2004
basically i just slacked awya another day of my remaining holidays...
shoot havent started on anything yet i ll die a horrible death
wondering what to do now...
looking at me silly finger
should have listened to ck and put a silly plaster on the silly thing
but its okay except i bumped it for the nth time [ where n approaches infinity]
:p carelessness is one of the traits which i pride on having
anyway i am the plaster sort of person, rite?
did i tell you i fell down on the same spot on the overhead bridge three times on the same wound? like when i was small and brash and cock eyed and didnt watch where i was heading to
my encounter with qing cao you or green grass oil was when i was really small
my mom gave me the nick falling king or rather die2 dao3 da4 wang2
:D lolx i am THAT careless
no wonder ash is always there to grab me when i attempt to jay walk at the most inappropriate times>.<
today was pure nostalgia
my gosh
seeing wei ling and darell and eating together was so damn shuang
except for one tiny weent small uncomfortable not so happy point
i was wearing a skirt
after years long of nagging i finally decided to prove to my mom that YESH i can wear the skirts i buy and not just let them collect dust in a corner of my small closet
YES unbelieveable but i CAN wear a skirt
and i CAN look nice and sweet [YUCK but true]
as long as i keep my big vulgar mouth shut that is
>.<
and my hoarse low guyish voice out of earshot
i d look almost like any sweet girl you picked off the street
but too bad i and my family know myself too well
haha lolx >.<
yeahh anyway potter was really disappointing
REALLY REALLY
and it was like only two hours long so i was like
i feel cheated
anyway we took neoprint afta dat
so long haben take neoprint liaozzz
>.<
haiz anyway did i tell you im not photogenic?
yes den, im NOT photogenic
:P
shucks
and the whole day
i kept eating and eating and eating
first it was long john
then it was pop corn
then it was those waffle like small round thingys at mr bean
then it was a real waffle
then we all ate mashed potatoes and popcorn chicken
it was like
WOAH shucks haben eating so much so happily in front of pple for such a long time
maybe cos it was wei ling and darelll :)
time fliessss
lolx auddie and hs spent almost one whole afternoon trying to get it out of my mouth but my mouth was tightly sealed
same for darell and wei ling today
but qiu han
haiz she just has the way of opening this reluctant bottle cap of mine
:)
hey girl
when can we go out?...:) lets go k box together
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
shoot havent started on anything yet i ll die a horrible death
wondering what to do now...
looking at me silly finger
should have listened to ck and put a silly plaster on the silly thing
but its okay except i bumped it for the nth time [ where n approaches infinity]
:p carelessness is one of the traits which i pride on having
anyway i am the plaster sort of person, rite?
did i tell you i fell down on the same spot on the overhead bridge three times on the same wound? like when i was small and brash and cock eyed and didnt watch where i was heading to
my encounter with qing cao you or green grass oil was when i was really small
my mom gave me the nick falling king or rather die2 dao3 da4 wang2
:D lolx i am THAT careless
no wonder ash is always there to grab me when i attempt to jay walk at the most inappropriate times>.<
today was pure nostalgia
my gosh
seeing wei ling and darell and eating together was so damn shuang
except for one tiny weent small uncomfortable not so happy point
i was wearing a skirt
after years long of nagging i finally decided to prove to my mom that YESH i can wear the skirts i buy and not just let them collect dust in a corner of my small closet
YES unbelieveable but i CAN wear a skirt
and i CAN look nice and sweet [YUCK but true]
as long as i keep my big vulgar mouth shut that is
>.<
and my hoarse low guyish voice out of earshot
i d look almost like any sweet girl you picked off the street
but too bad i and my family know myself too well
haha lolx >.<
yeahh anyway potter was really disappointing
REALLY REALLY
and it was like only two hours long so i was like
i feel cheated
anyway we took neoprint afta dat
so long haben take neoprint liaozzz
>.<
haiz anyway did i tell you im not photogenic?
yes den, im NOT photogenic
:P
shucks
and the whole day
i kept eating and eating and eating
first it was long john
then it was pop corn
then it was those waffle like small round thingys at mr bean
then it was a real waffle
then we all ate mashed potatoes and popcorn chicken
it was like
WOAH shucks haben eating so much so happily in front of pple for such a long time
maybe cos it was wei ling and darelll :)
time fliessss
lolx auddie and hs spent almost one whole afternoon trying to get it out of my mouth but my mouth was tightly sealed
same for darell and wei ling today
but qiu han
haiz she just has the way of opening this reluctant bottle cap of mine
:)
hey girl
when can we go out?...:) lets go k box together
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Sunday, 13 June 2004
supposed to be doing sth constructive now
but i really cant bring myself to go tidy up the whole stack of stuff thats flooding my desk and the stuff on the floor of my room that i brought to pre u sem...>.<
so its styll lying at the exact same spot as it was two days ago when i came back..
shoot! taing cab more and more ofen, must be due to someones bad influence...
broke liao and haben buy sop seniors prezzie yet...ahhh will get sth one...xu cen, lynn,sze jia..
got sher s one liao though...
yawnz, its too early yo prepare, so i ll get the raw materials reay first then come back from germany then make...
i have sinned...ate too much choc today, must go exercise later..:p not so much worry over my weight, but just that i feel disgusted after eating too much sweet stuff and it feels goos to sweat things out then bathe..
like i told you hs, im fat and i know it and im okay with it
cos i love food too much...im a authentic foodie...
:D
waiing for pple to update their blog, but that doesnt seem to be happening, so i update lo...>.<
very hot and stuffy nowz...must enjoy today thoroughly cos monday must start to mug liaozzz
feeling like a idiot in so many ways...
tried to upload the 27 photos onto the msn group, took up so much space lo...>.< then i also dunno how to resize lehx...
then yesterday went out with ck and got luffed by him cos when we were at yamaha he was looking at some really chim musik stuff
and i was looking at beginners books for musik with nursey rhymes and lots of nice pictures that amed it more comprehensive...
haiz
i would have liked to learn how to play musik...
but what instrument?...
did i tell you i had a mad obsession with the harp when i was young?...i always wanted to laernt it...but so ex...and its so elegant...not chor lor like me...
about that, when i was small i really loved the white madonna lily...so white, so pure, so elegant...so not me...>.<
hahaha now if u want to give me flowers, i d just scoff at you...waste money...just get me some wild flowers and grass...im more like that
ye huo shao bu jing chun feng cui you sheng
:P
lolx
i was listening to a song on the cd player my sis was playing...
it was eason chans, wo me dou hen ji mo...
maybe its tru, i think most pple dont really know what they want
they generally know what they DONT WANt but what they truly deisire what they truly long for they actually dont know...
quite sad lah...>.<
i want to go outttt
haiz but go out sure spend money...bus fare, food fare,movie fare, buying stuff fare..
what can u do when u re out?...i want to talk to qiu han and walk walk...that kay poh ger ahhh..worried for me when im not even worried abt the state im in myself...
ger ahhh miss u so much...even though always hear u on the fone...>.<
so many things going on my mind...
haiz
nowadays so many things i do is based on auto pilot...when can i do stuff out of free will and just a sudden mad desire?.
the most beautiful things are those that madness prompts and reason writes...A GIDE
the guy who wrote that is one mad and crazy person...but i love it...
:)
comtemplating whether to cut my hair or keep it after the germany trip...
despite all the encouragement and pleas form my friends and pple to keep long hair...saying that long hair is nicer,
i styll have this urge to cut it off
im not the pretty girl long hair type...
im the loud brash tomboy impulsive short hair type...long hair is so not me...
and besides i made a vow never to keep long hair for anyone...not even for myself or for someone i like...
so i think i ll cut it...
anyway u should like a person for the way she is right?...
>.<
i have a mad obsession for beautiful pictures...
u noe the one on my msn pic show a guy and a girl kissing?...its so beautiful...the angle its shot at, the wyay they look, eyes closed and so beautiful...its a piece of art...
haiz...crapped enuf for a day...want more?...stay tunned.
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
but i really cant bring myself to go tidy up the whole stack of stuff thats flooding my desk and the stuff on the floor of my room that i brought to pre u sem...>.<
so its styll lying at the exact same spot as it was two days ago when i came back..
shoot! taing cab more and more ofen, must be due to someones bad influence...
broke liao and haben buy sop seniors prezzie yet...ahhh will get sth one...xu cen, lynn,sze jia..
got sher s one liao though...
yawnz, its too early yo prepare, so i ll get the raw materials reay first then come back from germany then make...
i have sinned...ate too much choc today, must go exercise later..:p not so much worry over my weight, but just that i feel disgusted after eating too much sweet stuff and it feels goos to sweat things out then bathe..
like i told you hs, im fat and i know it and im okay with it
cos i love food too much...im a authentic foodie...
:D
waiing for pple to update their blog, but that doesnt seem to be happening, so i update lo...>.<
very hot and stuffy nowz...must enjoy today thoroughly cos monday must start to mug liaozzz
feeling like a idiot in so many ways...
tried to upload the 27 photos onto the msn group, took up so much space lo...>.< then i also dunno how to resize lehx...
then yesterday went out with ck and got luffed by him cos when we were at yamaha he was looking at some really chim musik stuff
and i was looking at beginners books for musik with nursey rhymes and lots of nice pictures that amed it more comprehensive...
haiz
i would have liked to learn how to play musik...
but what instrument?...
did i tell you i had a mad obsession with the harp when i was young?...i always wanted to laernt it...but so ex...and its so elegant...not chor lor like me...
about that, when i was small i really loved the white madonna lily...so white, so pure, so elegant...so not me...>.<
hahaha now if u want to give me flowers, i d just scoff at you...waste money...just get me some wild flowers and grass...im more like that
ye huo shao bu jing chun feng cui you sheng
:P
lolx
i was listening to a song on the cd player my sis was playing...
it was eason chans, wo me dou hen ji mo...
maybe its tru, i think most pple dont really know what they want
they generally know what they DONT WANt but what they truly deisire what they truly long for they actually dont know...
quite sad lah...>.<
i want to go outttt
haiz but go out sure spend money...bus fare, food fare,movie fare, buying stuff fare..
what can u do when u re out?...i want to talk to qiu han and walk walk...that kay poh ger ahhh..worried for me when im not even worried abt the state im in myself...
ger ahhh miss u so much...even though always hear u on the fone...>.<
so many things going on my mind...
haiz
nowadays so many things i do is based on auto pilot...when can i do stuff out of free will and just a sudden mad desire?.
the most beautiful things are those that madness prompts and reason writes...A GIDE
the guy who wrote that is one mad and crazy person...but i love it...
:)
comtemplating whether to cut my hair or keep it after the germany trip...
despite all the encouragement and pleas form my friends and pple to keep long hair...saying that long hair is nicer,
i styll have this urge to cut it off
im not the pretty girl long hair type...
im the loud brash tomboy impulsive short hair type...long hair is so not me...
and besides i made a vow never to keep long hair for anyone...not even for myself or for someone i like...
so i think i ll cut it...
anyway u should like a person for the way she is right?...
>.<
i have a mad obsession for beautiful pictures...
u noe the one on my msn pic show a guy and a girl kissing?...its so beautiful...the angle its shot at, the wyay they look, eyes closed and so beautiful...its a piece of art...
haiz...crapped enuf for a day...want more?...stay tunned.
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
tired but i dun want to sleep
want to exlpoit the resources i have until my parents come back from malaysia tomolo and i haf to start mugging...gonna upload the pics i took during the pics u sem tomolo...
u guys can go see, its called group 27 i think...
haha
yeps i think i suck at games...
got thrashed by beng hee at tic tac toe yesterday
must have been too tired and sleepy
lolx and just now also get thrashed by ck at the bejewelled thingy and minesweeper thing...
anyway i tot u re not supposed to find the mines lehz...
haha shows how lan i am...
now being thrashed by shaun at the soklitare thingy...sucks
haiz
ate a lot today, thanks to ck, but none of it was proper food, sorry i didnt follow the healthy food diet pyramid...lolx
wanted to tell ck off for eating earthquake and being a coffee buff but he told me off instead for eating instant noodles...:P
lolx
i was looking for the nice chinese book with nice pics inside...
generally most of the chinese books i read consist of 70 per cent pics and 30 per cant words
but i couldnt find it...so sad...
its a really nice like picture book..
haiz...haha was trying to persuade ck to read diyicideqingmijiechu
i will get him to read it one...
initially i also din want to read it
only read it cos i read the comic version of it and it was nice...
man the book version is ten hundred times funnier and nicer...:D
ck i WILL get you to read it you MUST make it past the first chapter...cos after that u sure wun want to stop reading one...
hahahaz
yawnz must do so much stuff tomolo...lucky can sleep in parents room today...air con! sure get sweet dreams one :P
had a long talk with thomas abt me and the 156 gang and one person who i shall not say who...i think his advice is really good but its really hard to follow xia...>.<
thrashed 5-0
five games of ultimate solitare lost to shaun
>.< i suck at online games...on msn
haiz really must practise more
feeling kinda hungry now but dun want to go eat stuff cos must brush teeth again so xian...:p i am lazy pig
thinking of the double choc pecan famous amos cookies i ate just now...yummm! sinful sinful...but totally balck in colour, matched my outfit....>.
love to eat love to sleep
fat never mind, as long as happy can liaooo
:D
hair getting long...
must either tie up or cut...xianz xia
tie up look like arh soh
then keep long also very hot if i let down...
but cut like not nice, new haircut, i dun dare to experiment
hahaha u guys like long hair so much, go keep it urselves lah
i like my hair not long but not short
actually quite short
anyway after germany i will definitely cut
its getting on my nerves...
lalala...
yawnz...will listen to someones nagging and go sleep soon...>.< ask me to sleep then urslef never sleep go watcdh soccer match...wad the...
lolx..:)
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
want to exlpoit the resources i have until my parents come back from malaysia tomolo and i haf to start mugging...gonna upload the pics i took during the pics u sem tomolo...
u guys can go see, its called group 27 i think...
haha
yeps i think i suck at games...
got thrashed by beng hee at tic tac toe yesterday
must have been too tired and sleepy
lolx and just now also get thrashed by ck at the bejewelled thingy and minesweeper thing...
anyway i tot u re not supposed to find the mines lehz...
haha shows how lan i am...
now being thrashed by shaun at the soklitare thingy...sucks
haiz
ate a lot today, thanks to ck, but none of it was proper food, sorry i didnt follow the healthy food diet pyramid...lolx
wanted to tell ck off for eating earthquake and being a coffee buff but he told me off instead for eating instant noodles...:P
lolx
i was looking for the nice chinese book with nice pics inside...
generally most of the chinese books i read consist of 70 per cent pics and 30 per cant words
but i couldnt find it...so sad...
its a really nice like picture book..
haiz...haha was trying to persuade ck to read diyicideqingmijiechu
i will get him to read it one...
initially i also din want to read it
only read it cos i read the comic version of it and it was nice...
man the book version is ten hundred times funnier and nicer...:D
ck i WILL get you to read it you MUST make it past the first chapter...cos after that u sure wun want to stop reading one...
hahahaz
yawnz must do so much stuff tomolo...lucky can sleep in parents room today...air con! sure get sweet dreams one :P
had a long talk with thomas abt me and the 156 gang and one person who i shall not say who...i think his advice is really good but its really hard to follow xia...>.<
thrashed 5-0
five games of ultimate solitare lost to shaun
>.< i suck at online games...on msn
haiz really must practise more
feeling kinda hungry now but dun want to go eat stuff cos must brush teeth again so xian...:p i am lazy pig
thinking of the double choc pecan famous amos cookies i ate just now...yummm! sinful sinful...but totally balck in colour, matched my outfit....>.
love to eat love to sleep
fat never mind, as long as happy can liaooo
:D
hair getting long...
must either tie up or cut...xianz xia
tie up look like arh soh
then keep long also very hot if i let down...
but cut like not nice, new haircut, i dun dare to experiment
hahaha u guys like long hair so much, go keep it urselves lah
i like my hair not long but not short
actually quite short
anyway after germany i will definitely cut
its getting on my nerves...
lalala...
yawnz...will listen to someones nagging and go sleep soon...>.< ask me to sleep then urslef never sleep go watcdh soccer match...wad the...
lolx..:)
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Saturday, 12 June 2004
do free meals exist?...
DEFINITELY...for one, i had one free meal today...rox...swensens ice cream earthquake...
hahaha
yawnz...now eat too much very full liaoxxx.
let me talk about sth not real...
hmm maybe i ll make up a story or sth
forget that...brain not functioning properly...
if i told you that i like green stuff would you call me a freak?...
cos of my mad obsession with it
i bought my dirty green precipitate nike sports shoes cos of it
i drank the green coloured asparagus soup at ikea cos of it ( yeah and ck there is food there and the food rocks..)
green just rocks...
once at this ale i saw at G2000 i saw a really nice green shirt
dark murky green
i wanted it
really
but there was only size S
and im like a L?...or M?...
i was so sad...
anyway my sis called it obiang...
so the whole day i sort of mourned...
and i was like, i want obiangggggg!!!!!
:(
so sad...>.<
anyway i have more mad things to cover...but tired liaozz...
update later:)
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
DEFINITELY...for one, i had one free meal today...rox...swensens ice cream earthquake...
hahaha
yawnz...now eat too much very full liaoxxx.
let me talk about sth not real...
hmm maybe i ll make up a story or sth
forget that...brain not functioning properly...
if i told you that i like green stuff would you call me a freak?...
cos of my mad obsession with it
i bought my dirty green precipitate nike sports shoes cos of it
i drank the green coloured asparagus soup at ikea cos of it ( yeah and ck there is food there and the food rocks..)
green just rocks...
once at this ale i saw at G2000 i saw a really nice green shirt
dark murky green
i wanted it
really
but there was only size S
and im like a L?...or M?...
i was so sad...
anyway my sis called it obiang...
so the whole day i sort of mourned...
and i was like, i want obiangggggg!!!!!
:(
so sad...>.<
anyway i have more mad things to cover...but tired liaozz...
update later:)
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
i promised to make another update yesteday...
but i was really tired and sleepy so i went to sleep...
went and slept in my parents room...they ll be gone for the weekend...so i can slack in their air con bedroom
woke up at twelve thirty this afternoon and realised with a shock that i ve missed lunch for the first few times...
i never miss breakfast...unless school days...
ate four muesli bars...yum yum...anyway was devastated to realise that the manufacturer wont be porducing anymore of my fav type of instant noddles liao...no one xo sauce instant noodles...>.<
damn sad...
missing 27 so much...
haha so proud of my girls...they re all so pretty...my group got so many pretty girls...cheryl, wei fen, ashton...
the guys lame joke crackers...jeremy, alex, rj, vj
haha miss u guys so muchhhh
my noodles...my money...
all flying away
:'(
feeling so bored and xian...haiz...maybe going out later...
xianz xia...maybe watch movie...also no one want to go out with me ... am i so unpopular?....
dun want to mugg...
arghhhhh
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
but i was really tired and sleepy so i went to sleep...
went and slept in my parents room...they ll be gone for the weekend...so i can slack in their air con bedroom
woke up at twelve thirty this afternoon and realised with a shock that i ve missed lunch for the first few times...
i never miss breakfast...unless school days...
ate four muesli bars...yum yum...anyway was devastated to realise that the manufacturer wont be porducing anymore of my fav type of instant noddles liao...no one xo sauce instant noodles...>.<
damn sad...
missing 27 so much...
haha so proud of my girls...they re all so pretty...my group got so many pretty girls...cheryl, wei fen, ashton...
the guys lame joke crackers...jeremy, alex, rj, vj
haha miss u guys so muchhhh
my noodles...my money...
all flying away
:'(
feeling so bored and xian...haiz...maybe going out later...
xianz xia...maybe watch movie...also no one want to go out with me ... am i so unpopular?....
dun want to mugg...
arghhhhh
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Friday, 11 June 2004
if u re reading this right now...then u should at least give face and go tag my tag board....
anyway pple been telling me they havent seen me in ages
and its like i missed two or three practices...
i wonder if pple will remember me and miss me if im gone...
quite a sad thought...
anyway feeling really emotionally drained and mentally drained after coming back from the pre u sem...
having to wake up at the wee hours and sleep really late...
having to eat five meals a day
having to remember to naggg them and remind them to bring stuff
having to account for their numbers and making sure no one is missing
having to make sure they re all okay and no one is not feeling well...
im seriously getting paranoid
at one point of time i nearly couldnt take them
cos they just lacking a togetherness which i see lacking in some other social circles of mine...
they just cant agree
they just want things their way
but
they pulled through together
and im really proud of them
and my group had really a lot of pretty girls...
and i was like staring at them...so pretty!>.<
hahaaaa but anyway i seriously think being too pretty is trouble...which is what happened...wont dwell on the details...
anyway
i really miss them now
shit
so much
so much
i miss marks lame jokes
i miss cheryls smile and faraway look
i miss ashtons pretty girl smile and mother goose
lolx
i miss rj s blank face
i miss marcus teasing me SLO
i miss vj calling me a chauvnist
i miss alex talking cock
i miss donna s interesting facts
i miss calling wacky WHACKY and listening to her reply, YESH?
i miss michelle s hug
i miss hui hongs paradox
i miss jia mins smile
i miss raji coming in late
i miss ranvir poking fun at me
i miss weifen s warm gaze
i miss zou haos long talks
i miss rachels hyper and energy
i miss jeremy insisting to help me do stuff
>.<
i miss you guys, 27...so much it hurts...
anyway we WILL keep in touch
after checking out i made a mad rush to take a cab home and chuck my luggage at home and rush to take bus back to school
for choir
and i was pretty early
the velasco guys was exactly the same as last time i saw him at the workshop in cedar choir...still so jolly and humourous and zai...
haiz
oh yeah groupings for octets came out liaozzz
same group as ash and ck and eugene
gonna be tough...
esp wif ash and ck around...
esp ck, sure tekan me one, so zaI... im not...esp when theres ash there, i will pale so much in comparision...
anyway should get ready to be tekanned
dinner was xian
cos i was really stony and sleepy and sad
missing 27 ...
going home was okay lah..didnt want to take bus wif 156 pple cos they were all laughing and joking and havinf fun but i had no mood
so i took 157
then like really bad bad choice
maybe as bad as i take 156
anyway i stoned the whole trip...i hope i didnt seem antisocial, but ck wasnt talking also, and i didnt manage to conjure energy to talk...so i left the silence the way it was
sometimes i get reallt tired of talking to ppple
starting conversations
so i rather there be silence
haiz xianz xia...want to go party this weekend
but also dunno wat to do and where to go...
and probably noone is free...so i ll just stone at home...
anyway let me tell you abt the pre u sem
they fed us 5 meals a day
lolx guys definitely no need to worry
xianz...maybe will update aGAIN later, so stay up if u want to read...
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
anyway pple been telling me they havent seen me in ages
and its like i missed two or three practices...
i wonder if pple will remember me and miss me if im gone...
quite a sad thought...
anyway feeling really emotionally drained and mentally drained after coming back from the pre u sem...
having to wake up at the wee hours and sleep really late...
having to eat five meals a day
having to remember to naggg them and remind them to bring stuff
having to account for their numbers and making sure no one is missing
having to make sure they re all okay and no one is not feeling well...
im seriously getting paranoid
at one point of time i nearly couldnt take them
cos they just lacking a togetherness which i see lacking in some other social circles of mine...
they just cant agree
they just want things their way
but
they pulled through together
and im really proud of them
and my group had really a lot of pretty girls...
and i was like staring at them...so pretty!>.<
hahaaaa but anyway i seriously think being too pretty is trouble...which is what happened...wont dwell on the details...
anyway
i really miss them now
shit
so much
so much
i miss marks lame jokes
i miss cheryls smile and faraway look
i miss ashtons pretty girl smile and mother goose
lolx
i miss rj s blank face
i miss marcus teasing me SLO
i miss vj calling me a chauvnist
i miss alex talking cock
i miss donna s interesting facts
i miss calling wacky WHACKY and listening to her reply, YESH?
i miss michelle s hug
i miss hui hongs paradox
i miss jia mins smile
i miss raji coming in late
i miss ranvir poking fun at me
i miss weifen s warm gaze
i miss zou haos long talks
i miss rachels hyper and energy
i miss jeremy insisting to help me do stuff
>.<
i miss you guys, 27...so much it hurts...
anyway we WILL keep in touch
after checking out i made a mad rush to take a cab home and chuck my luggage at home and rush to take bus back to school
for choir
and i was pretty early
the velasco guys was exactly the same as last time i saw him at the workshop in cedar choir...still so jolly and humourous and zai...
haiz
oh yeah groupings for octets came out liaozzz
same group as ash and ck and eugene
gonna be tough...
esp wif ash and ck around...
esp ck, sure tekan me one, so zaI... im not...esp when theres ash there, i will pale so much in comparision...
anyway should get ready to be tekanned
dinner was xian
cos i was really stony and sleepy and sad
missing 27 ...
going home was okay lah..didnt want to take bus wif 156 pple cos they were all laughing and joking and havinf fun but i had no mood
so i took 157
then like really bad bad choice
maybe as bad as i take 156
anyway i stoned the whole trip...i hope i didnt seem antisocial, but ck wasnt talking also, and i didnt manage to conjure energy to talk...so i left the silence the way it was
sometimes i get reallt tired of talking to ppple
starting conversations
so i rather there be silence
haiz xianz xia...want to go party this weekend
but also dunno wat to do and where to go...
and probably noone is free...so i ll just stone at home...
anyway let me tell you abt the pre u sem
they fed us 5 meals a day
lolx guys definitely no need to worry
xianz...maybe will update aGAIN later, so stay up if u want to read...
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Friday, 4 June 2004
today lectures were pretty boring
left me worried about skill A and stuff
haiz really must mug my life away liaoxxx
>.< nooooo
anyway the phys test was really slack
and turns out i actually didnt fail as badly as i though i would
i got a near pass
not bad considering i didnt study at all the whole of yesterday and just immediately went to bed after i ate my very late dinner
sucked
anyway i sort of slacked my way thru the day
until we had choir
which was pretty enjoyable cos miss lim was back and most of us were in good form
so we sounded pretty good
and i was feeling really happy for the first time
we sounded good!
hahaha anyway i m pretty worried abt tomolo
sucks
i hate speeches and ploitics anhd stuff
dun want to say much or make empty promises
after all u guys know what sort of person i am and what sort of leader i would make
so i think its really up to the choir to decide who s the best for the position
all of us have our strengths and weaknesses
so....
hahaha haiz my sis says my speech should include stuff to make the choir feel important and like what i will do lah blah blah
and action plan and such
erm i really pride on having my word
as in
you have my word and if i say i will do it i will
you dont have to tell me twice
:)
haiz sucks
anyway went home immediately after choir
took bus
93 took forever to come...
and i waited forever...
now im home :)
what abt u?
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
left me worried about skill A and stuff
haiz really must mug my life away liaoxxx
>.< nooooo
anyway the phys test was really slack
and turns out i actually didnt fail as badly as i though i would
i got a near pass
not bad considering i didnt study at all the whole of yesterday and just immediately went to bed after i ate my very late dinner
sucked
anyway i sort of slacked my way thru the day
until we had choir
which was pretty enjoyable cos miss lim was back and most of us were in good form
so we sounded pretty good
and i was feeling really happy for the first time
we sounded good!
hahaha anyway i m pretty worried abt tomolo
sucks
i hate speeches and ploitics anhd stuff
dun want to say much or make empty promises
after all u guys know what sort of person i am and what sort of leader i would make
so i think its really up to the choir to decide who s the best for the position
all of us have our strengths and weaknesses
so....
hahaha haiz my sis says my speech should include stuff to make the choir feel important and like what i will do lah blah blah
and action plan and such
erm i really pride on having my word
as in
you have my word and if i say i will do it i will
you dont have to tell me twice
:)
haiz sucks
anyway went home immediately after choir
took bus
93 took forever to come...
and i waited forever...
now im home :)
what abt u?
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
Tuesday, 1 June 2004
Haiz yepps so today was pretty much a waste of my time
But it was funnnn!!! :D
Hahaha lolx I guess it really feels good to have so much money in your pocket after saving up for so long
But I decided that between buying small lousy presents for many people
And buying good quality presents for a selected few
The second is better
:p
Haha lolx so I will only give prezzies to some people and they will be really GOOD prezzies! So are YOU wondering if are one of them?
Haha lolx for basics
You must be a senior
Duh~ farewell prezzies that I am buying xia so j ones dun dream and you zhi nope I haven’t thought of wat to give you as a VERY belated b day present
Shoot of course theres mich and rui xia s prezzie which are due next week
And of course qiu hans
I am SO DEAD
and SO BROKE
But anyway must start
Im sorry if I didnt smile to you today
If felt as if my heart would break
Cos If I did I was sure my feelings would be so bare
So transparent
So vulnerable
So exposed
So I kept to the expressionless face and chose safety over chance
im sorry If I seemed stone or cold
I never meant it to be that way
Cause I was burning to talk to you inside
but styll my icy exterior covered me up
how ironic it should be
that I want to smile and not smile at the same time
that I want to remain silent and speak at the same time
but I gave in
and forgave the chance and endless possibilities
cos I styll cant find the reason to believe
and the hope to trust
tell me if you do
and one day
just maybe
I will smile for you
Anyway shall start with the beginning
This morning I woke up at seven thirty when I really should haf woken up at six thirty to do stuff
I ve got so much stuff to do thats its pilling up nicely into a small heap
>.< haiz yep anyway I decided I want to get all of the seniors to write autograph for me even though there are a few that I don’t really know or don’t even say hi to
:P lolx I was so happy to realize there are less than 5 of such cases
Hahaha so shall make the first pages of my autograph books nice
Haha gave becky the gilrs one already and wondering hu to give the guys one to first
Probably s h a u n or chin yaw first
And of course sher hs and ck have u guys written any stuff or scribbled any graffiti into me lousy bookie yet? >.< haha no hurry take your time but better write arhh or else>.<
Yeah anyway I dilly dallied and took my time to walk to the bus stop SO SLOWLY that while I was crossing the bridge I realized I had missed both 13 and 93 and I was like oh shoot! Will have to take very long
But turns out after 10 mins which seemed like an eternity 13 came and I went to change and waited for 157
Which came so quickly that it made me feel so damn lucky and so good
And I saw becky on the bus and she was like so calm and composed
Compared the state I was in 10 min ago frowning and scowling and worried and thinking I would be late
But turns out I wasnt
When I reached there most of the people were outside for the lt to be open and for the lights to be switched on
Warm ups were okay except for that lovely grasscutter which so easily and elegantly covered up our voices such that we had to sing much louder to compete with it
Combined sucked basically
Even the prac we had for dayong before the combined was horrible
Wonder why cos we sounded perfectly ok before the guys came over to slack and watch us and give us pressure
All the pitches went out and we were in like such a pathetic state
>.< I was like feeling damn sad but of course since I was in a good mood my smiles covered it up
And must make an effort to be happy so can bounce for exsuta
I mean like out of maybe 10 sops there are already 8 who have the xian diao face and aren’t mentally concentrating so of course we cant sing properly
Seriously we shouldn’t keep wanting choir to be interesting cos basically its competition and we keep doing repition cos we hav to make the songs good
If we don’t make a conscious effort to hype ourselves up or to cheer ourselves up and make it interesting then seriously NO ONE will
So I promised myself cannot be one of those 8 xian diao sops
Try to be hyper
To to be awake
Try to concentrate VERY HARD
Haiz but we styll sucked but at least I tried
I tried and that’s what matters
With ck conducting combined without the altos basically I dun haf much to say
I guess he was pretty upset with us cos we seemed quite bad
But I was like really getting more and more pissed near the end of the session cos most of the faults he picked at I was pretty sure I made an attempt to correct them or even in the first place I made sure they weren’t there
But then again choir is a TEAM activity
So it’s the GROUP EFFORT that counts
Haiz I saw ash give the indignant look quite a few times too cos im pretty sure she made sure not to make those mistakes and to take note of some small things and yet we styll get chided for them
>.< near the end I felt like breaking down
Looking at the sky made me want to fly
Tsubasa
I think I understand the song liao sort of
The feeling of not wanting to be tied down and wanted to have the freedom of choice to do what you want the way you like it
I want to sing what I like
I want to sing it the way I like it
I don’t want to be tied down by words like a pocco or crescendo or accelerando or whatever
I want ti interpret the song my way and sing it such that I feel I best sing it
But of course I haven’t reached that stage yet im styll some small lousy pawn
So for now expressions and technicalities really do matter
But I d like to explore further into the field of feelings
:)
Haha okay too much crap and nonsense
After that we went to thai noodle house again to eat
And it was the same few people with a few new additions
( funny if mdm lau had wanted to say that she would have said the same few people with a few new found elements >.< haha are you at excited state or ground state? Haiz will miss her so much I feel so bad lyke I ve been such a lousy chem. Rep lo )
Stanley was there stoning and Thomas was there crapping dirty lame jokes of course
Funny but seems like anything that comes out of his mouth sounds dirty
Anyway after that we went to eat ice cream
Cheryls treat this time lolx
:)
Haha after that went to meet mich and you zhi and 961 to take bus to ikea for some shopping ( harmless to tell you all where I went to buy stuff for packaging for the prezzies rite and lyke as if its confirm u are one of those im gonna give the prezzies to >.< hahaha :p happy waiting seniors!)
And we met Theresa on the bus
Then we walked around in ikea which was so HUGE and FUN
And them you zhi was complaining about being hungry so we went to eat
Note By this time I was already quite full
Anyway we ordered some stuff
I din want to buy anything initially but mich convinced me to try some stuff so I did
Argh spent the seventy in my wallet so sad
Yesh I ordered sheperds pie and yz got roast beef and mich got the swedish meatballs
And my god
OMG the meatballs rocked! Lolx more like they rolled
Haha okay not funny but anyway they re super tasty
And I like the cranberry sauce though not WITh the meatballs but rather by itself
Haha and the pie was good except none of us liked what was under the top layer which was creamy and soft and mushy
Peas and beans
Yuck seriously me and mich were like digging for the super rare mushrroms lol
And saying what next time must ask them if they have non veg sheps pie
Hahaha yz s roast beef was so hard and not tender
But the sauce was pretty good
Yeah and after that yz was STYLL hungry so he went to get desert and he got a slice of cheesecake and almond choc cake or sth
Which both ROCKED
OMG
Note by this time by stomach was FULL
And he styll was hungry
Lolx and he din haf money of course so I lent him
Anyway can always treat you now then you treat me back next time
But I doubt I will be able to save enough money to treat people again this time got so much money cos I saved so hard for a special cause so you guys better like your prezzies
Anyway mich was recommending the soup
So we went to get the asparagus soup and princess cake which mich kept talking about
Gosh and both were GREEN in colour
I was expecting the soup to be yellowish green but OMG it was totally GREEN in colour
But seriously the taste is rich and delicious its really only the colour that puts people off
No wonder they don’t have pictures of the soup around the café
Lolx
The cake was really really really really SWEET
It was OMG sweet
Hahah and yz and mich sort of had two small bits each and gave up
And we were lyke laughing
And yz was amzed at my erm sweet tooth cos I finished the rest
Actually it was ok except by the end I was starting to feel a bit sick after eating so much dessert and stuff
>.< haha must bring more money to ikea next time
Anyway we went shopping after that
Cant mention too much but it was really fun pushing the huge trolley around the place and looking for stuff they have such nice stuff there gosh if I had so much money id sure spend it all on stuff that’s so nice that I buy on impulse but I regret cos when I reach home I wun really find any practical use for them
Haha that’s one long sentence
Anyway sum it up in one sentence
It was fun
And bready came to join us shortly after that
Wearing the HUNG shirt lolx he was the spilting image of William Hung lo
Hahahaha brings back fond memories anyway must really have a class outing soon miss all of those ho left so much
Lousy English but please don’t blame me
>.< hahaha yepps so I went out with 70++ but came home with like 10 bucks? That’s like damn sad but lucky I bought some nice stuff
Shoot now to save money for the REAL present spent so much on packaging and wasting money on eating and stuff
Haha but yz and mich owe me some money so its okay lahz :D
Then we went to BK and stoned and ate and I forced bready to buy a caramel pie to treat me
Note by this time I was BLOATED
God knows why I did that maybe just cos I felt like eating it and never tried it before but anyway I ate the darn thing and near the end I was like shit I really regret this man
Hahah mich had a small bite here and there but she was really eyeing the fries more
And there was this small argument over whether taro turnover was worth trying cos yz and bread were praising it to the skies and I was neutral and mich was skeptical about it
Lolx
OMG going on my fifth page liaoz :p pai seh lolx
Haha near the end liaozzz then we went home and took opposite directions on the mrt
Bready had some time for one on one session with you zhi lo
Hahaha and it was mich and me
And when I looked at mich I wanted to give her a hug cos she looked so vulnerable and so tired out and she looked like she would have liked a hug
>.< but I was too shy I guess maybe even stiff
Im not used to initiating hugs
But if u want one im VERY welcome
Du rong and sneey both said im good to hug and lie on
And I said co sim nice and round like a meat ball or char siew bun lolx
Rou4 bao1 thats me
Anyway I realized I haven’t been really spending time with micha nd yz and hui hui sicne 3 months and its like ahh its all coming back
Sorry guys will talk to you more and really miss you a lot
How can I make life better?
I have to make a conscious effort to keep up with the times
To remake friends that I may have lost due to the wear and tear of time
To make new friends and to maintain the friendship
To renew and maintain the long lasting friendship between me and my old friends
To cheer others up
To make others smile
To cheer myself up
To make myself happy
And to make myself smile
:)
What about you? What are you doing today to make life better for you and others whom you care about ?
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
But it was funnnn!!! :D
Hahaha lolx I guess it really feels good to have so much money in your pocket after saving up for so long
But I decided that between buying small lousy presents for many people
And buying good quality presents for a selected few
The second is better
:p
Haha lolx so I will only give prezzies to some people and they will be really GOOD prezzies! So are YOU wondering if are one of them?
Haha lolx for basics
You must be a senior
Duh~ farewell prezzies that I am buying xia so j ones dun dream and you zhi nope I haven’t thought of wat to give you as a VERY belated b day present
Shoot of course theres mich and rui xia s prezzie which are due next week
And of course qiu hans
I am SO DEAD
and SO BROKE
But anyway must start
Im sorry if I didnt smile to you today
If felt as if my heart would break
Cos If I did I was sure my feelings would be so bare
So transparent
So vulnerable
So exposed
So I kept to the expressionless face and chose safety over chance
im sorry If I seemed stone or cold
I never meant it to be that way
Cause I was burning to talk to you inside
but styll my icy exterior covered me up
how ironic it should be
that I want to smile and not smile at the same time
that I want to remain silent and speak at the same time
but I gave in
and forgave the chance and endless possibilities
cos I styll cant find the reason to believe
and the hope to trust
tell me if you do
and one day
just maybe
I will smile for you
Anyway shall start with the beginning
This morning I woke up at seven thirty when I really should haf woken up at six thirty to do stuff
I ve got so much stuff to do thats its pilling up nicely into a small heap
>.< haiz yep anyway I decided I want to get all of the seniors to write autograph for me even though there are a few that I don’t really know or don’t even say hi to
:P lolx I was so happy to realize there are less than 5 of such cases
Hahaha so shall make the first pages of my autograph books nice
Haha gave becky the gilrs one already and wondering hu to give the guys one to first
Probably s h a u n or chin yaw first
And of course sher hs and ck have u guys written any stuff or scribbled any graffiti into me lousy bookie yet? >.< haha no hurry take your time but better write arhh or else>.<
Yeah anyway I dilly dallied and took my time to walk to the bus stop SO SLOWLY that while I was crossing the bridge I realized I had missed both 13 and 93 and I was like oh shoot! Will have to take very long
But turns out after 10 mins which seemed like an eternity 13 came and I went to change and waited for 157
Which came so quickly that it made me feel so damn lucky and so good
And I saw becky on the bus and she was like so calm and composed
Compared the state I was in 10 min ago frowning and scowling and worried and thinking I would be late
But turns out I wasnt
When I reached there most of the people were outside for the lt to be open and for the lights to be switched on
Warm ups were okay except for that lovely grasscutter which so easily and elegantly covered up our voices such that we had to sing much louder to compete with it
Combined sucked basically
Even the prac we had for dayong before the combined was horrible
Wonder why cos we sounded perfectly ok before the guys came over to slack and watch us and give us pressure
All the pitches went out and we were in like such a pathetic state
>.< I was like feeling damn sad but of course since I was in a good mood my smiles covered it up
And must make an effort to be happy so can bounce for exsuta
I mean like out of maybe 10 sops there are already 8 who have the xian diao face and aren’t mentally concentrating so of course we cant sing properly
Seriously we shouldn’t keep wanting choir to be interesting cos basically its competition and we keep doing repition cos we hav to make the songs good
If we don’t make a conscious effort to hype ourselves up or to cheer ourselves up and make it interesting then seriously NO ONE will
So I promised myself cannot be one of those 8 xian diao sops
Try to be hyper
To to be awake
Try to concentrate VERY HARD
Haiz but we styll sucked but at least I tried
I tried and that’s what matters
With ck conducting combined without the altos basically I dun haf much to say
I guess he was pretty upset with us cos we seemed quite bad
But I was like really getting more and more pissed near the end of the session cos most of the faults he picked at I was pretty sure I made an attempt to correct them or even in the first place I made sure they weren’t there
But then again choir is a TEAM activity
So it’s the GROUP EFFORT that counts
Haiz I saw ash give the indignant look quite a few times too cos im pretty sure she made sure not to make those mistakes and to take note of some small things and yet we styll get chided for them
>.< near the end I felt like breaking down
Looking at the sky made me want to fly
Tsubasa
I think I understand the song liao sort of
The feeling of not wanting to be tied down and wanted to have the freedom of choice to do what you want the way you like it
I want to sing what I like
I want to sing it the way I like it
I don’t want to be tied down by words like a pocco or crescendo or accelerando or whatever
I want ti interpret the song my way and sing it such that I feel I best sing it
But of course I haven’t reached that stage yet im styll some small lousy pawn
So for now expressions and technicalities really do matter
But I d like to explore further into the field of feelings
:)
Haha okay too much crap and nonsense
After that we went to thai noodle house again to eat
And it was the same few people with a few new additions
( funny if mdm lau had wanted to say that she would have said the same few people with a few new found elements >.< haha are you at excited state or ground state? Haiz will miss her so much I feel so bad lyke I ve been such a lousy chem. Rep lo )
Stanley was there stoning and Thomas was there crapping dirty lame jokes of course
Funny but seems like anything that comes out of his mouth sounds dirty
Anyway after that we went to eat ice cream
Cheryls treat this time lolx
:)
Haha after that went to meet mich and you zhi and 961 to take bus to ikea for some shopping ( harmless to tell you all where I went to buy stuff for packaging for the prezzies rite and lyke as if its confirm u are one of those im gonna give the prezzies to >.< hahaha :p happy waiting seniors!)
And we met Theresa on the bus
Then we walked around in ikea which was so HUGE and FUN
And them you zhi was complaining about being hungry so we went to eat
Note By this time I was already quite full
Anyway we ordered some stuff
I din want to buy anything initially but mich convinced me to try some stuff so I did
Argh spent the seventy in my wallet so sad
Yesh I ordered sheperds pie and yz got roast beef and mich got the swedish meatballs
And my god
OMG the meatballs rocked! Lolx more like they rolled
Haha okay not funny but anyway they re super tasty
And I like the cranberry sauce though not WITh the meatballs but rather by itself
Haha and the pie was good except none of us liked what was under the top layer which was creamy and soft and mushy
Peas and beans
Yuck seriously me and mich were like digging for the super rare mushrroms lol
And saying what next time must ask them if they have non veg sheps pie
Hahaha yz s roast beef was so hard and not tender
But the sauce was pretty good
Yeah and after that yz was STYLL hungry so he went to get desert and he got a slice of cheesecake and almond choc cake or sth
Which both ROCKED
OMG
Note by this time by stomach was FULL
And he styll was hungry
Lolx and he din haf money of course so I lent him
Anyway can always treat you now then you treat me back next time
But I doubt I will be able to save enough money to treat people again this time got so much money cos I saved so hard for a special cause so you guys better like your prezzies
Anyway mich was recommending the soup
So we went to get the asparagus soup and princess cake which mich kept talking about
Gosh and both were GREEN in colour
I was expecting the soup to be yellowish green but OMG it was totally GREEN in colour
But seriously the taste is rich and delicious its really only the colour that puts people off
No wonder they don’t have pictures of the soup around the café
Lolx
The cake was really really really really SWEET
It was OMG sweet
Hahah and yz and mich sort of had two small bits each and gave up
And we were lyke laughing
And yz was amzed at my erm sweet tooth cos I finished the rest
Actually it was ok except by the end I was starting to feel a bit sick after eating so much dessert and stuff
>.< haha must bring more money to ikea next time
Anyway we went shopping after that
Cant mention too much but it was really fun pushing the huge trolley around the place and looking for stuff they have such nice stuff there gosh if I had so much money id sure spend it all on stuff that’s so nice that I buy on impulse but I regret cos when I reach home I wun really find any practical use for them
Haha that’s one long sentence
Anyway sum it up in one sentence
It was fun
And bready came to join us shortly after that
Wearing the HUNG shirt lolx he was the spilting image of William Hung lo
Hahahaha brings back fond memories anyway must really have a class outing soon miss all of those ho left so much
Lousy English but please don’t blame me
>.< hahaha yepps so I went out with 70++ but came home with like 10 bucks? That’s like damn sad but lucky I bought some nice stuff
Shoot now to save money for the REAL present spent so much on packaging and wasting money on eating and stuff
Haha but yz and mich owe me some money so its okay lahz :D
Then we went to BK and stoned and ate and I forced bready to buy a caramel pie to treat me
Note by this time I was BLOATED
God knows why I did that maybe just cos I felt like eating it and never tried it before but anyway I ate the darn thing and near the end I was like shit I really regret this man
Hahah mich had a small bite here and there but she was really eyeing the fries more
And there was this small argument over whether taro turnover was worth trying cos yz and bread were praising it to the skies and I was neutral and mich was skeptical about it
Lolx
OMG going on my fifth page liaoz :p pai seh lolx
Haha near the end liaozzz then we went home and took opposite directions on the mrt
Bready had some time for one on one session with you zhi lo
Hahaha and it was mich and me
And when I looked at mich I wanted to give her a hug cos she looked so vulnerable and so tired out and she looked like she would have liked a hug
>.< but I was too shy I guess maybe even stiff
Im not used to initiating hugs
But if u want one im VERY welcome
Du rong and sneey both said im good to hug and lie on
And I said co sim nice and round like a meat ball or char siew bun lolx
Rou4 bao1 thats me
Anyway I realized I haven’t been really spending time with micha nd yz and hui hui sicne 3 months and its like ahh its all coming back
Sorry guys will talk to you more and really miss you a lot
How can I make life better?
I have to make a conscious effort to keep up with the times
To remake friends that I may have lost due to the wear and tear of time
To make new friends and to maintain the friendship
To renew and maintain the long lasting friendship between me and my old friends
To cheer others up
To make others smile
To cheer myself up
To make myself happy
And to make myself smile
:)
What about you? What are you doing today to make life better for you and others whom you care about ?
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~
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