nearly overslept again today, maybe cos stayed up till early this morning to play that crimson room thingy....
my woke me up, mom rocks!:D
and she made a sandwich for me which i grudgingly ate...
hmmmm den i took my time to go to schoool and mug at the canteen while listening to dancing in the moon light...

was mugging fer quite some time,going trhu econs chapt 4 and 5...
den cheryl came with her thick file of bio notes, MUGGG!
afta a while the comm pple came one by one...
den we had sectionals which was okay...

and choir which was not so okay, half way thru dayong i thought my diaphgram would split apart from exccesive pushing or sth, it really hurt....but lucky there was a 5 min break which really helped a lot...

after choir wanted to ask ash and sida out fer lunch but they went to church with ck and qj...o_0 ck and sida at church?mmm maybe they ve been successfully converted

anyway wanted to go eat with the 156 pple and cross the bridge pple but they wanted go town, which was where ck sida ash money well they were at, but didnt want to go town, really didnt

plus nows not a good time to go out for so long, will kana tekan by mom, she already so lenient liao, let me go online so often...

ended up i joined sher and rambutan for lunch at prince which was near and convenient and quite yummy...
hmmmm den we talked some crap and stuff...and boy can rambutan crap...and i was like, crapping back lah...
sher looks so sad these days, i dunno what to do to cheer her up...haiz all ck and hs fault,jian4 se4 wang4 you3! how can liddat?....mmmm i agree with her dat distance is a factor in determining ur close frens, as she said, she was closer to them when she was styll staying in bishan...

haiz.>.< trying very hard may not = results.
i know that very well, but styll....haiz.
at least i tried ?....>.< haiz,how to cheer pple up?i d like to see sher happy and smiling, but nowadays shes very stressed by what miss lim says abt the sops,not her fault la, its OUR fault...>.<

there are some times when you feel like you re so useless when you cant really make a difference or sth or that your ability is very limited...and you want to cheer pple up but you cant even cheer urself up...

hs was trying to dig stuff out from me again but sher was so nice and fended me off from his curiosity attacks...frmph...thats the diff btw a girl and a guy...anyway like not = anything going to happen
most of the time life goes on as normal.
i styll have stuff to mugg for cts and i still have to do boring stuff like brush teeth and yada yada etc...hahaha i am lazy pig

its good to face up to reality and embrace the facts , so you can be a better happier person.sometimes, things just cant go your way, and sometimes you just get hurt.its ok to be sad but i guess you have to learn to pick yourself up to try again...even though theres styll a risk...

mmmmm good advice but hard to follow....

lots of pple i know suddenly becom so religious...
i doubt i will convert or anything, and well....lets say i styll havent come to close terms with god...or rather i should say i dun really like the way some religious pple do things...

i never understand why god cannot forgive those who believe in another religion, i mean, if you re all great and forgiving, why cant you show these misguided pple the light and lead them back to the correct path? as long as they re so called willing to change, den i see no problem, what excuse for this that only christians can go to heaven....i will never understand.

mmmm and i dun like the way some christians 'force' their religion onto others, preaching and stuff regularily even despite the person already having said NO i m not interested...and also many cases of pple inviting others to 'parties' end up turns out to be preaching session...i really dun like...

no, dont get me wrong.
i never doubted god.i believe there is someone special and great and forgiving out there protecting all of us,giving us faith in all we do. its just that the way society portrays this,abt religion, i can say i am styll to young to make a well informed decision to what religion i should follow.

god is there
perharps all these are the same perharps they are all diff forms of the same god.hmmm but i am styll young and confused, and till i am mature enough, i guess its pretty safe for me to say that i believe in a god but dont know which religion to follow yet.
im not a free thinker.

all this stuff, haiz i hope i wun get brashed up by christians after they read this blog...also dun haf to give me answers to my questions on ur own blog, lots of pple tried and none have succeeded in giving me an explanation that i find is understandable....anyway let me search for the answer myself, yeah? i ll find it one day, im sure....

back to everyday life....
gives me the creeps, but nows bright daylight, so i ll go try out that viridian room thingy, hmmmm

stuck at the middle, but not bad, at least i know have to do sth, some stuff like, erm okay cant say in case u havent played and dun want me to spill the beans...

mmmm peseverance is the word
maybe i ll go mug a little later, xian xia...
i ll update later at night again,saty up if u want to read it fast.:)
mmm meanwhile lemme crack the problem


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