supposed to be doing sth constructive now
but i really cant bring myself to go tidy up the whole stack of stuff thats flooding my desk and the stuff on the floor of my room that i brought to pre u sem...>.<

so its styll lying at the exact same spot as it was two days ago when i came back..

shoot! taing cab more and more ofen, must be due to someones bad influence...
broke liao and haben buy sop seniors prezzie yet...ahhh will get sth one...xu cen, lynn,sze jia..
got sher s one liao though...

yawnz, its too early yo prepare, so i ll get the raw materials reay first then come back from germany then make...

i have sinned...ate too much choc today, must go exercise later..:p not so much worry over my weight, but just that i feel disgusted after eating too much sweet stuff and it feels goos to sweat things out then bathe..
like i told you hs, im fat and i know it and im okay with it
cos i love food too much...im a authentic foodie...

:D

waiing for pple to update their blog, but that doesnt seem to be happening, so i update lo...>.<
very hot and stuffy nowz...must enjoy today thoroughly cos monday must start to mug liaozzz

feeling like a idiot in so many ways...
tried to upload the 27 photos onto the msn group, took up so much space lo...>.< then i also dunno how to resize lehx...
then yesterday went out with ck and got luffed by him cos when we were at yamaha he was looking at some really chim musik stuff
and i was looking at beginners books for musik with nursey rhymes and lots of nice pictures that amed it more comprehensive...

haiz

i would have liked to learn how to play musik...
but what instrument?...
did i tell you i had a mad obsession with the harp when i was young?...i always wanted to laernt it...but so ex...and its so elegant...not chor lor like me...
about that, when i was small i really loved the white madonna lily...so white, so pure, so elegant...so not me...>.<

hahaha now if u want to give me flowers, i d just scoff at you...waste money...just get me some wild flowers and grass...im more like that
ye huo shao bu jing chun feng cui you sheng
:P
lolx


i was listening to a song on the cd player my sis was playing...
it was eason chans, wo me dou hen ji mo...
maybe its tru, i think most pple dont really know what they want
they generally know what they DONT WANt but what they truly deisire what they truly long for they actually dont know...

quite sad lah...>.<

i want to go outttt
haiz but go out sure spend money...bus fare, food fare,movie fare, buying stuff fare..
what can u do when u re out?...i want to talk to qiu han and walk walk...that kay poh ger ahhh..worried for me when im not even worried abt the state im in myself...
ger ahhh miss u so much...even though always hear u on the fone...>.<

so many things going on my mind...
haiz

nowadays so many things i do is based on auto pilot...when can i do stuff out of free will and just a sudden mad desire?.

the most beautiful things are those that madness prompts and reason writes...A GIDE

the guy who wrote that is one mad and crazy person...but i love it...

:)

comtemplating whether to cut my hair or keep it after the germany trip...
despite all the encouragement and pleas form my friends and pple to keep long hair...saying that long hair is nicer,
i styll have this urge to cut it off
im not the pretty girl long hair type...
im the loud brash tomboy impulsive short hair type...long hair is so not me...
and besides i made a vow never to keep long hair for anyone...not even for myself or for someone i like...
so i think i ll cut it...

anyway u should like a person for the way she is right?...
>.<

i have a mad obsession for beautiful pictures...
u noe the one on my msn pic show a guy and a girl kissing?...its so beautiful...the angle its shot at, the wyay they look, eyes closed and so beautiful...its a piece of art...

haiz...crapped enuf for a day...want more?...stay tunned.
~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~