haiz a lousy start to a hectic morning
technically i slept only this morning so i cant really lblame myself, after all i am a NO SLEEP = NO ENERGY person
sleeep
lolx i rmbr waking up at six cos i put the alarm at six
but obviously i went back to sleeep again cos the dream was too good to be true...[dun tell u what :p]
and when i woke up on my own accord
i rubbed my eyes and forced myself to look at the clock
and the time was 7.45
oh, it was 7. 45
7.45
hmmmmm
i stared at the clock for 10 secs and waited while my brain malfunctioned and slowly processed the data i fed it...

7.45
hmmm

OHHHHH!!!!
SHOOOTTTT! 7.45!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha i was in a hectic mad crazy rush
dug out the very long ago iron de shirt for pre u sem which i did not use and dug out an unironed skirt and just wore the darn thing
then hastily rushed out and took bus to school without eating breakfast

that really hurt
not eating breakfast
by the end of the prac i was practically starving...but it was ok cos the hunger came in pangs, not helpful that miss lim kept saying the sops werent giving enough and i kept blasting as much as i could during the loud parts and that required really A LOT of effort

prac was okay but i wasnt really happy cos i heard split sound...
mmmm and i still think the sops dun sound like one voice...

>.<

i really need more sleep
haiz was really acting abnormal today, pardon me if i seemed antisocial, standing by myself in a corner of the bus, refusing to go over and stand and talk to you guys
but i noe i go over thomas sure tease me, so xianz i rather not
anyway that corner is really cosy
:)
but i was really happy to go out and watch movie with you all :)
hahaha and its fun watching beng hee luff till his face all red and stupid thomas tease me, wait till i tease u back, i give u face only lohz >.<

watched eternal sunshine
i have so many comments but as usual i didnt say much
sat btw ck and ash for the movie and ck was luffing so happily at some parts of the movie and ash was sort of making small comments here and there
sorry if i was stoney...
i was thinking so much
too much
the movie is brain draining
and also emotionally draining

and i felt fatigue overwhelm me during the course and after the movie...was really mentally and emotionally tired

too many ups and downs is not good

anyway i suddenly realised with a dread that the book is with kairu who has been holding on to it from god knows when and we both happily forgot...
yz has the comic version...I WANT IT BACK YOU ZHI< YOU HEAR ME????
lolx

cannot lend ck or ash nowww...haiyohhhh
but kairu also so poor thing, so tired and busy cos of elect stuff
>.< but i styll want my book back
seriously if i lost it id cry and maybe go mad

but of course i could save up and buy a new one:)

while we stoned around in borders i dunno what the other guys did but i was sneaking arnd the musik section looking for stuff
no shanghai lounge :(
couldnt find hoobastank even though im sure if i ask sure got
but i guess if u found it myself i d be more happy, rite?
maybe....
so i stoned arnd for a while
den went to look for them

ck was reading some book abt astrology o_0
and he was asking our b days to find our characters and stuff >.<
i was wondering...
oh never mind that
then i found a book on handwriting character and i was reading for fun
so boring

back to the movie
hmmmmmm its basically abt a guy called joel and a girl called clementine who meet and fall in love
then they have many tiffs and quarrels and she decides to erase him from her memory
angry that she should do that
he chooses to do the same, only to regret
and after that i shouldnt say more stuff if not not fun liao
go watch b4 it dies out, its really good, worth 6.50 at least

while the whole movie was showing the song la vien rose was playing at the back of my head and i was rmbring the first NC 16 movie i watched, love me if you dare
qiu han thought it was a waste of money and time
but i thought it was fantastic
madly fabulous
crazy
lovely
beautiful
whatever
:P

the most beautiful things are those that madness prompts and reason writes

im getting mad very soon, does that mean i have a very small teeny weeny chance of becoming beautiful?i wish!...>.<
anyway beautiful is a very vague word...
and love me if you dare was a lovely beautiful french love story
and so is amelie from monmatre
>.<

haiz

the showw....hmmm i felt drained cos i actually felt myself feeling for joel, like the part where he was trying to run away from the memory eraser people so that he could keep those lovely memories of himself with clementine
actually we dont need any memory erasers, when we re old we ll eventually forget...sad isnt it?...why does it have to be this way?..i want to rmbr liking you, or at least the feeling anyway, even if im not meant to be with you, the memory is dear enough...

is it good to show everything?
not good right?
is it good to live like theres no tomorrow?
is it good to teel the people you love that you love them?
not good right?

haiz

but then again i like happy endings
even if i know out of 100000000000000000000000000000000 endings
only one is a happy ending
even if
even if
the ending isnt my ending
i d like to believe that
love has what it takes to go beyond simple memories
cos it probably really means much more than that :)

tomorrow going to eat with qiu han they all
miss qiu han so much...
eating yosh?hopefully...yay:)

~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~