Decided to write a very long entry about some of my thoughts after reading some entries of other people in their blogs
Was talking about criteria yesterday when I was darell and weiling
Actually unlike what my pink princess thinks
This court jester really has no dream guy
The person I like is FAR from what people term a dream guy
Basically I just want someone whom I like as much as he likes me
As most importantly he loves hug
MUST because I love hugs even more than kisses
I really need comfort and security
Romance?BAAAHHHH
>.< all I want to is feel safe and snuggly and warm and comfy
:)
I hope thats what I ll feel like when im with you
Whoever you are
:(

Haha anyway auddie NO WAY I m telling you
To you
I hope
I will forever be your jolly green court jester
The pretty pink princes may fall in love with a prince and get married and have children and become queen but I will forever be your green court jester
That is the unspoken rule I must abide
It may be sad but it is destined that the court jester stay single all his life
He may play the role of godfather and nanny to the young princes and princesses
But styll he must spend the rest of his life
On his own
Because he is the green court jester
:)

You know what I mean?
Anyway if you think im mad then perhaps you re on the right track cos this is my world

So many a times
I have thought of keeping my hair long
People say
Wenlin, you have such nice soft hair it would be really so pretty to keep it nice and long
And it would definitely make you look much more feminine
And I say
But I like it short
I once knew of a friend who once kept her hair long for someone she longed for
Till today she refuses to admit that she has really loved the person before
But to me
What she had done
At that time
Was a rather silly but pure and true specimen of love
Girl
Why did you? I mean how could you?
It hurt her so much that she finally cut it away
And the pain was gone

And I think
Am I willing to keep my hair long for someone I long for as strongly and dearly?
Not very possible
At least I havent reached that mad state of mind
I am still sane
I am still afraid to give
I guess that if you ask me to keep my hair long
And I keep it for you
For no one else but you
Then
I am in deep shit
Cos I d probably be in love with you

What is it about long hair that so appeals to guys?they like to toy around with it and see their girlfriends all pretty with long flowing hair and such
If you like long hair so much why dont you keep it yourself? I know its really not the same but styll I refuse to see the point if there IS any
If a guy likes me
He d like the way I am right?
Liking someone is not about wanting to change the person to suit you but rather to accept his flaws and his weaknesses and embrace them
Something like that anyway
I mean
Would you still love me if I were old and had no more beautiful long smooth silky hair?
Like what mr ducro said
Loving is
Loving in spite of
Not because of
I like you in spite of your bad temper
I like you in spite of you treating me really badly sometimes
I like you in spite of you giving me the cold shoulder
Would you like me in spite of my short hair?
Would you like me in spite of my childishness?
Would you like me in spite of my stubborness?

All the thoughts running through my head
Im getting confused again

I know what criteria
One last very small request
One small but significant but important but very hard to achieve criteria
I must be your first girlfriend
You definitely will be my first
:)

Sounds simple and really easy but at this age
At this age
Not very possible
More than ¾ of the population has been eliminated in the progress
I know this may sound like an unreasonable request
It is unreasonable
It is very unreasonable

But like a famous person once said
Women are jealous creatures
And after all
I am a woman
All the big fuss over me being like a guy and me acting like a guy and sometimes even dressing up like a guy
But deep down inside I am styll undoubtedly
A girl
Maybe sad but true
How I wish

Oh but never mind what I wish
What a dream
What a dream
But a castle on a cloud
How can you find true love in just one try? But I believe its possible
Really it should be

Haiz
Anyway i hope u re okkie princess
Hows prince? I hope you two didnt get into trouble :)
I want to see godchildren hahaha maybe not so soon of course but in the future of course

About me keeping short hair being stubborn
I admit its true
But its a sort of resistance
The very last sort of resistance I can have to keep for myself
My keeping short hair [anyway its not very short but im gonna cut soon]
Give me a good reason to keep long hair
Convince me convince me convince me
:) but I doubt you can I doubt you will
Till then I will not keep my hair long for anyone
Hahaz


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