was eating lunch with qianlyn when i got this sms from shannon:

'had the weirdest dream today.

dream that you gave up being vegetarian and gobble down a steak. O.o."

very funny, nono.

kept me amused for the rest of the day.

i've been having my fair share of dreams lately,

but it's mostly been about being able to have a second shot,

about having the chance to reverse my mistakes/choices/decisions

and also...

well.

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'i don't get it man, psych. it's like, your face; you have this emo look sometimes, and it's like 'i hate the world, fuck you, i just slit my wrists the other day, fuck off', and then sometimes you're like girly and fluffy and all.'

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'hi.'

'er, hi?'

'i haven't formally introduced myself. my name is-'

'i know your name already, it's sherman.'

'oh. yeah, sherman. but i don't know your name.'

'... it's ok, you don't need to know.'

'no, but i need to know.'

'no, it's ok, you don't need to know.'

'no but i need to know it.'

'no, seriously, it's ok, you don't need to know.

er, i think you should be upstairs or something.'

'no, but i URGENTLY need to know it.

even if i get fired by the boss i need to know it.'

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