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suddenly 

it hit me that

I HAVE WAYYY TOO MUCH STUFFF!!!

i have FREAKING TOO MUCH FREAKING STUFF!

clothes books shoes papers notes pens clothes more books random things

what am i going to freaking do when exams are over and i have to freaking shift home

i don't have a at-my-beck-and-call boyfriend with a car to help me move the stuff and send me

i dont have a rich-to-boot sugar daddy with a INSANELY LARGE car and 8764567112 free time 

suddenly i realised

since i freaking came to nus

for every single freaking vacation

I HAVE CONTINUED TO STAY ON CAMPUS!!!!!

secretly i think i did everything because

i know i would die if i have to move back

BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

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suddenly the image hit me

the pathetic feeling of lugging everything

back home

ALONE 

just like how i lugged everything from home to hall

for the very first time when i was a newb

except that

now i have

12678654321345678 TIMES MORE STUFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH MY GOD =( =( =(

what am i supposed to do????? 

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