how long does happiness last?

as long as the ice cream on your stick

before it starts to melt and drip

how long does happiness last?

as long as your smile the second

before the polaroid comes out from the camera

how long does happiness last?

as long as the sigh of relief you heave

before you check your results on the tutor's door

how long does happiness last?

as long as your complexion remains flawless

before your pimples break out and trouble you more

how long does happiness last?

honestly,

i don't know.

i ate a donut yesterday,

and it kept me quite happy,

for about less than 20 seconds.

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your hand is seriously too cold.

too cold for a person.

you should wear gloves, or mittens, or something!!!!!!!!!!!

:(:(:(:(

it's too cold.

nobody should feel cold inside.

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did i just get asked out?

i'm really not sure because i didn't feel anything.

[are you supposed to feel excited/honored/happy?]

but now thinking back, and analyzing what happened,

i guess from a logical point of view [taking a 3rd person view]

it seems quite like that's exactly what happened.

...

...

...

okay so maybe i'm dense.

it's not like my fault, right?

cause amoebas have no right to be asked out.

[they propagate by themselves, didn't you know?]

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i just bought a lot of food yesterday when i went out with esther.

i told her i ll be needing it because 甜食is a must during the 闭关修炼 recess week period.

but i wonder if i'll really be able to studying to reach that state of mind.

and of all times now the distraction comes back.

just when i thought my mind was clear.

太弱了。

原本不想承认，

可是

看来

我还是需要武装自己。