do we seek company because we are ultimately destine to live our lives alone?

to lean, to wander, to wilt, slowly,

day by day, second by second,

before we concede to our fate and 

disintergrate, back like how we came, 

into people's tears, 

fragments of their memories,

occasionally, part of their time,

and 

nothing.

i find no solace in your company,

because perhaps it is eternal rest i seek

in a solitude that i will never be able

for now,

to find.

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they're amazing.

never mind they cross-dressed for their 3rd album cover.

[on a side note it was actually quite tastefully done.]

i wish i could see them live again. 

i'll never forget the feeling.