i must have some bad karma with nus, maybe accumulated in my past life, because everytime bidding comes around i get really anal and i just cant seem to get my modules right.

which other year one is left with 0 modules at the end of round 2 and had to end up taking 1 year 1 module, 3 year 2 modules and 1 year 3 modules during his/her first semester?

now i cant get my core, which i paired with another, following the advice of some smart seniors.
sometimes i really hate it.

and i missed my module preference exercise, which i mistook for major declaration exercise. its like really im quite pissed with myself. im sad, hungry, frustrated, and want to cry.


at the same time, it's lunch break now at rag and i have to start work in 1 hour's time. i just want to sit in front of the computer the whole time, and make sure i freaking get the module. in year 1, it was orientation. now, it's rag. i never seem to learn my lesson. next year i swear that i wont do anything else, except monitor the bid points every single hour, and especially after bidding ends.




how now?

it's silly im worrying over such things, but i just cant smile when things never go as i planned. it sucks, it just sucks.