not been doing much lately. just slowly anticipating the subtle progress of the float, the side props, and my relationships with some people, and one person in particular.


its a little weird, because i always have these weird dreams about things that preoccupy me in the day. as the chinese saying goes, 日有所思，夜有所梦. what issues or pressing matters that take up your full attention while you are awake during the day, you will dream about and be concerned at night while you are dreaming. REM and non REM sleep? im wondering if they are night tremors...

like i envision the huge paper mache rolling off from it's attachment point and crushing some helpless civilians along the way, maybe president s.r. nathan and kent ridge's float included.
not that i dislike the idea. frmph. *smirk*




im slightly dreading school, and the swell of responsibilities and small pile of things waiting to be done once rag ends. im sure for a while, maybe just a little while, after rag i ll feel vacant. because what has preoccupied me for the past 3 months would have ended suddenly, leaving me with a hollow space to fill up. i ll see the same people again around, though maybe not so frequently, and we ll always have fond and not-so-fond memories for us to reminisce and hold on to, but things will never be the same again, which is a beautiful regret.




just a random thought:

i think i need to buy more bandannas or else more people will keeping asking me if im from monk's hill, or if there place i'm standing at is a nunnery.

do i look like a eusoff takraw guy?
it's funny but i kind of like the response both ways.