i MUST blog about that bout of brilliance. I MUST blog about my wonderful teammates and spectacular goals.

driven by a a stroke of unfathomable wit;
overcome by a wave of unbelieveably good luck

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHH
*yelps*


b block girls won the street soccer game.
ok, so what if most of the games were ties.
ok, so what if we won c block narrowly by comparing goals scored
ok, so what if the game was totally unglam and substandard compared to the guys' game

Yipeeee!!!! *yelps*

meanwhile, im drowning in the amount of reading overhere....
maybe i should file for graduation soon
get married, have children, iron clothes, mop the floor
it seems like a wiser choice... i dont really think im cut out for this...
then again, washing clothes and changing diapers isnt really my cup of tea either
but i can iron quite well though.
eh....

urgh...

frmph.


thinking about things recently.
i keep having this hard internal struggle with myself over whether or not to take money from my mother when she offers me [oh-so-nicely-and-understandingly]. If i take it from her; there are so many implications. On one hand i want to be independent and try to pay for my own expenses; on the other hand im barely scraping by considering the mearge sum im getting from tuition... but i dont want to cause financial burden to her... taking into account the fact that dad is getting half pay only now because hes studying again... i wish i were able to pay for my own hostel fees and transportation fees.

its ridiculous but i spend time reasoning with myself over this.

i should just bloody study harder and not let her worry about my grades
like studying was so easy[yea, it still is, trust me]

ok, you can probably feel the acid dripping from the corners of my keyboard...
cynicism is my most lethal weapon.



sigh. need to read materials.
hope i dont zzz before i finish them.