okay its sunday morning. haha. *sigh* im still worried about you-know-who [actually its a lot of people but i still worry despite knowing that me worrying will not help anything bleah] and you-know-what/s

frmph. lets start with yesterday morning.
i slept from 7 the night before to 8.3 yesterday morning and i woke up feeling groggy and tired. sleepy also. but quite energetic. its like when you owe ur brain a lot of sleep and suddenly pay your brain back the total number of n hours all at one go your brain is overwhelmed and its caught off guard. haha. maybe.

i stoned a bit and sat around. i was determined to do work. but surprise surprise i did not get any work done. oh well. *sigh* i watched the clock dreamily as time ticked away and waited so i could meet my dear endomorphine at 12.30 to lunch wif her but she suddenly called to say she had to study for tests so cannot. :( boohoo. haha. but we would meet and talk a little and she would lend me her court shoes.

then i left the hse at 1.00 to take 13 to her hse there, at the other side of bishan.
while i was waiting at the bus stop she called and she was like,
[in chinese, cos we always speak in chinese :P]
'WENLIN!!!!bu hao le!!!'

turns out the blur queen left her court shoes in her school after her performance on friday night. lolx
shes so cute and funny i dunno what to say. *shrug* then i was like, calm down qiu han, calm down.

come to think of it, if it were the old me, i might have yelled at her or sth and made things worse but it seems like i hvae a better anger management now [yay :)] and i can think better... lolx.
so i told her to meet me at her hse the bus stop there and take the same 13 that i was on to aj

it was damn weird when i saw her and she boarded the bus, all flushed and anxious and worried and pai seh and what have you and she stuck out her hands and said,
NAH!
and gave me 1kg worth of red bean paste.

i was like,
HUH?
and then,
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAAHAHHA

it was so funny. cos i told her i was planning to buy red bean paste to eat as bread spread and her hse downstairs got sell so i was planning to buy it on that day... but since we were going to get the shoes no time to buy the red bean paste.
I SWEAR I DID NOT PLAN TO BUY 1KG WORTH OF IT. 1/2 a kg is more like it. XP

then we talked a bit and took bus to aj.
haha. it was fun sitting at the bus stop waiting for her to come...

in the end she found her shoes and so i could perform [yay?]
but it was totally my fault not hers... haha. i mean i should have gotten the correct pair instead of borrow from her and trouble her mah ... but qiu han is the best thing that has ever happened to me and shes stuck around with me for as long as i can rmbr since the day we met even though sometimes i ve taken her for granted. *sigh*

:) den i realised there was 852 at the aj bus stop so i took 852 and she so nicely waited for it and talked with me when she could have and should have taken 13 and went home first instead. ^-^

then i met siew peng on the bus. *sigh* shes so pretty lah. and yes, so charming. and i was so alarmed. haha cos i didnt know what to do or say. pretty girls are hard to find, but pretty girls who are charming and nice are even more rare...
i rmbr the first time we met she said sth like
'you look very familar'
sounds like a pick up line a guy would use on a girl except...ERMMMMM -_-

den after warm ups and during combined she suddenly came up to me and said
'wenlin i tink you re very pretty'
and she said it with such genuine honesty like she really meant it i felt like crying and yelling and screaming and blushing and running to a corner to hide my face
sigh. i was so shocked. i didnt think my heart could take it
i wanted to say,

'NO WAY!!!! YOU RE THE ONE WHOS PRETTY, NOT ME!!!!'

sigh. haha. pretty girls with the charm. i dunno if i should feel weird or plain absurd or thankful or appreciative or what. sigh.

college day was like a breeze. breeze as in not that it was easy but it passed to quickly i didnt know what to make of it... anyway i felt that if we sang sleep i would have started tearing.... haha. thank god we didnt. but we sure sounded a lot better than during those sucky rehearsals... :) yay. but i felt disgusted cos the sops sounded so airy. wait, WE sounded so airy. haha.

then we went out for dinner. which wasnt as good as i imagined... quite expected lah. nowadays all the choir outings seem to be a let down. maybe cos i anticipated too much. like nvr reach climax then end liao. maybe its the big As thats draining everyone. we seemed to be so high last year

yesterday night was...
truly...
sigh.
hahaha. a emotional roller coaster ride.
i didnt know what to do lah. i didnt think my weak heart could take all of it...
sadness, confusion, helplessness, surprise, embarrassment, excitement, joy, etc,
i was like
overwhelmed. hahaha.

yes now my heart has reached a whole new level.
i have a higher threshold of emotions now. sigh. but there are more problems to face...

but im quite happy. for now :P haha.