dunno why this blog doesnt seem to have the 'title' function. *confused*. anyway, its cool blogging here again. :) haha. used to blog almost daily here last yr...

woke up at seven on the dot this morning to pass qiu han the court shoes that she has so kindly lent me since germany last year.. :P since she said she wun be used so i permanently borrowed it from her :p tanks so much girl! *ji youched*

feels weird typing in english since we always converse in chinese. converse. wait. we never converse. we re not companions. we re friends. :) and we always talk, never converse. lol. trying to hulk up the vocabulary of words so i can write a gp essay of reasonable standard... i hope. such tht teo will shut her mouth up and not blabber and complain and ask us to use our brains and not leave them outside the classroom

anyway, i realised that i found my new comfort item: qiu han!
actually she has always been... just that i realised it again for the nth time where n nearing infinity...
she just melts everything away lah. haha. shes so warm. so wen rou

just went to her hse wearing my sleep gear : house tee and black shorts. a bit longer than fbt type, and my nice green lousy cheapo flip flops which is super comfy. haha. got a couple of weird stares at the bus stop but nvr mind. den 13 came so promptly i was swept off and before i knew it i was at her hse at 7 30 and we were supposed to meet at the bus stop at 8 lol. so i walked arnd the market near her hse and stoned. bought a waffle [hurraaaa!] red bean! [double huraay!] but so ex, 1.2
one dollar twenty lei
but a lot of red bean. so i was smiling like this ^_________^

bought a peanut one for qiu han. dunno if she liked it. lolx. had to force her to take it since she said she ate breakfast liao bla blah... lolx. den eat and stone at the bus stop. got even more weird stares. lolx. but nvr mind. den eat finish liao, thirsty so went to get chin chow. too much lah. so big cup 50 cent. haha. den qiu han came and we talked and i offered to take bus wif her to aj since so near and i want to talk to her more

and i did. :) haha. sigh. i miss her a lot....

i hope my gf is ok. ash looked super tired and worn out today. sigh. u need can always call me. my fone ok 24 -7. :) i can always talk or just listen loh.
i miss my gf too! :) hope i can be there for my gf like qiu han is there for me... can always feel a nice warm sense of security when i talk to qh. like i know even if the whole world gives up one me she wun...

den went back home to change bedsheet b4 mom start nagging abt it. den must study cos afternoon darell asked me out. lol. she super cute lah, i change bed sheet half way she call, den she was like, 'WENLIN WENLIN YOU MUST COME OUT GO OUT WIF ME COME SHOPPING WIF ME NO ONE WANTS TO COME OUT WIF ME ' and i was like, HUH? lols. :) cranky darell. but shes so cute lah/

haha. i dun ever say cute darell, not in front of u. my cool = your cute. but u are cute to me!

so we went shopping and stuff. lolx. i treated her to a bag of famous amos cookies and she treated me to a bag. diff types. lolx. so funny. and i got jerry this super cute birthday cookie with the
happy birthday message printed. =_= so diao. haha. den we went in search of stuff for darells super funky and cute mom and fren sharon. ended up getting them stuff from far east. a bit far. haha. but okay lah, ate as we walked. :)

i bought a green bangle! so funky. haha. and got a green nacklace too. 3 for 10 bucks, me weiling and darell. XD all got one. all diff colour. yay. now both my cliques got some signature item or sth in common. yay

im seriously colour coded. dun look at anything thts not green... haha. like im a plant or what, i start stoning and photosynthesizing on the spot, using my chorophyll... =_= sigh

went to meet ash and money well and ck and hs and aud
and of course bday boy jerry!

jerry is super cool. i decided he will be my idol cos he is super good and so mature and so serene and hes like so at ease with himself and hes like so calm like hes attained nirvanna or gained enlightenment or sth haha. and he reminds me of miss tham so much

we ate and stoned a lot. some weird hot ramen. super hot lah. haha


a lot of nonsense.
im feeling like im not really myself. i love myself when im with qiu han. :) cos she makes me feel at ease. i dun have to be wearing anything proper, dun have to act feminine or act guyish or whatever i am just me

i am just me.
sigh