to my dearest president, cutest friend, best boss and... much much more

hey there. i m not sure if u read this, but i guess i just wanted to say that u ve been a lot. to the choir. to the sop section. to me :) also.
do you know pple worry abt you do you know pple care abt you do you know pple love you do you know do you know do you know pple worry abt you wait. im repeating myself. sigh. T_T

sigh. T_T
im not sure why, i didnt know you that well last time, so wasnt close to you. but from the time, from the moment u become my president, my boss, u became my friend as well. it didnt start off like that at first. things werent like that. but... :) things are the way they are now. and its like i have my arm over your shoulder all the time. cos i hope i can be there for you. but you re always so....

:'( sad must cry, angry must yell, happy must shout, hungry must EAT. and not forget that ashghee.
sigh. =_= how to ask u to eat. you know, u re super bad, make so many pple worry for you. sigh. not the way loh.... but how can pple bring themselves to hate/dislike you even a little bit
you are so small but the burden u carry is so big

argh. sounds corny. how to tell ash this. best if she reads this. if she doesnt, ... i just keep putting my arm arnd her shoulder. lol and she puts her behind my back :) so sweet. bf and gf.

how to get her to eat? and see a good doctor? sigh. how to cheer her up?
what do you do when u are sad? i eat sth sweet. usually does the trick for me. my gf just told me she likes to hug sth. wish i could always be there for her to hug ^-^ im good to hug loh *smug smile* i like to eat... thus my size. happy also eat, sad also eat. lolx. nothing also eat

but how come now nothing seems to be doing the trick. ice kacang has lost its kick liao.

tried buying choc cheesecake from 7-11 [woohoo!] and sat down at the void deck under my hse there and eat. war lou. it tasted quite good. but i was still sad. cheat my money. red bean anything... i want to eat....

sigh.