feeling a bit off today. *sigh* i felt so tired and so unsure that i wanted to rest my head on anyones shoulder, just anyone. luckily i was sitting on the window seat so my here rested against the window pane. lolx :) saved me from embarrassment. :P

interviews were draining. i realise pple dun know what it means to take over my job. they think its just collecting biodata forms, doing up the notice board. *sigh*. so this is what i get for adding so much value to my job. you know what i ve done and you just ignore it. sigh sigh.

i realise that my job can be super slack. so why didnt i slack off? damn, maybe i should have. haha. but im not the type. not saying im good but just frankly i m the type who does a job and does it well...
if you want recognition for a job, this is not where to find it. if u want to know, i think only the comm really appreciates my efforts cos so much of what i do the comm sees... esp my dear gf. sigh. slog so hard and this is what i get.

but true, tammy says im not the type that works for recognition.
i dont
but you do, am i right?


im getting insecurities like any stupid girl.