the fact that i exist takes priority over what i am. existence takes priority over essence.
satre says that man feels alien in a world without meaning.

just a small bit from 'sophie's world'. a fabulous book. i think i ll reread the whole damn thing and try to do a summary of the central thoughts and philosophies of all the philosophers included...
i was particularly interested in marx and freud. freud is a sick fella but he is damn brilliant...


have you ever noticed the absence of sth? like when u sit at the cafe and wait ages and the person u re waiting for just doesnt appear? you never notice anything around you because nothing is as imptt as the person u re waiting for...
a central point in sartres philosophy.
we are partly instrumental in deciding what we perceive by selecting what is significant for us.

sometimes i sit on my bed staring at my phone waiting for that sms that im expecting but never seems to come. its absence seems so significant to me...

enough of philosophy.
i had a craving today so i finished a medium sized bar of choc all by myself. den i felt fat so i decided to run/work out. one hour non-stop of sweat and water and lactic acid
damn good. i feel so good.
havent done this for ages

i truly am an adrenaline junkie. *bleah*
haha.

back to philo. my life has been = philo , for the past few days...
freud say sth very interesting. after studying his patients and analysing his own dreams, he came to a conclusion that all dreams are a form of wish fulfillment
agreed. to some extent. but i cant rmbr most of my dreams anyway

enough le. a lot for u to think. :)