udating upon the request of my dear gf. who happens to have went offline. =_= so why am i updating? because im waiting for hui hui to send me the ppt for the physics presentation on aurora.

aurora is a brilliant flash of colour/light u see at the northen hemisphere
dunno the physics of it, but our graduation night theme was aurora. i thought it was pretty nice.
*shrug* no big deal that it was held in the school hall, because all the girls were dressed to the nines anyway. lolx like some big competition going on.

T_T is it really worth it to spend so much money so u can look good for just a few hours on a ceratin day?

anyway, im digressing. haha. :)
went downstairs to eat 7-11 mashed potato. yumm :D. ha ha. listening to dancing in the moonlight now. been trying to find a place to download mika's carrot and whip but its so new that no website has it.. hmmm but i dun want to buy the album just for that song leiz/

im having trouble with my reason and my senses. which one do i believe more?
i think im more a sense person than a logic person. but are equally important...
plato based his philosophies on his senses
but aristotle relied much more on his reason.

is it more imptt that 1+1 = 2, or that what i perceive of that object is that it is green?...
:) mind broggling thoughts. so fun!!!. ha ha. kind of exciting.

my sis dug out my other sis's old fantastic female albums
wow. havent heard them for ages. like jennifer paiges' 'crush' and olive's 'im not in love', macy grays 'try'... ha ha. so many songs. :) 3 albums!!
and i ve always wondered why mtv nvr came up with a similar album but for males.
like, erm
'marvelous males' or sth. ha ha. im sure that would stick :P. :)

try to say goodbye and i choke
try to walk away and i stumble
though i try to hide it, its clear
my world crumbles when you are not there!!! [she sounds super muffled here]

lolx. macy grays voice is ever so amusing. mimicking it should be some fun novel activity. ha ha.
on the other hand, i think her songs are kind of nice too... :) and shes a single mom. not easy for her... you go macy!!! ha ha.

is it ever possible that you can love someone else more than yourself? other than god, for those who believe in god. hmmmmm
essentially it should not be possible if one were to base this on the assumption in the form of this chinese saying, ren1 bu4 wei4 ji3 tian1 ju1 di4 mie4. means, if one doesnt put his/her interests first, the world would crumble and diminish. hmmmmmmmmmmm

i suppose if u love someone strong enough, you would want to give up everything for the person. but that is, if you love strongly enough. another mind broggling question.

i was reading through sophies world again when i noticed sth very special
this guy, emperdocles. [490-430 B.C.] said sth really interesting.
he believed that nature consisted of four elements. earth, air, fire and water. all things on earth were made from these elements but in varying proportions. basically, nothing changes. what happens is that the four elements combined and separated, in the case when a living creature is born and when it dies.
he believed that there are two forces at work in nature,
he called them
love and strife.

love binds things together, and strife separates them.


he sounds like a romantic. hmmm. i ll talk more about the era of romantics next time.
what do you think? :)
i think i want to read up more...

shall blog more :) ha ha.
i ve been pondering on what freud researched and said... but dunno why maybe think too much i havent been having any dreams lei. =_= diaox. ha ha so how to decipher. or maybe i have but i cant rmbr. so not fun. ha ha.
i want to dream.... how to tap on the subconscious?... to reach a state of surrealism?...
to get past the red tape and tap into the deepest darkest desires within...


love binds and strife separates.