okay im feeling kinda pissed now cos the stuff i wrote for the past 15 min has been accidentally deleted by a accidentally press of the backspace button.whatever.

okay i guess u awful bor liao/supportive/bored readers out there must be really bored by my continuous monotous (not that u can hear my voice haha) ranting about my life my complaints my feelings my emotions my happenings so i ll write about what i like abotu others and what i wish i could be like others

i wish i was as slim and co0l as fanny as cute and adorable as jasmine and auddie as huggable as jiwei and ying xiu as comfortable as hui hui and kairu as perky as kimmy and joyce as interesting as jia hui as engaging as michy and shaun as trusty as serene as lovable as sher as talk cock as yichao ant and heng as blur as tiong as war kao as bready as zai as li jing as rational as rambutan as friendly as sida as diao as ck

bah. and lots more, but im forgot.too long, and the list goes on...

but im not, im just me.
like i read in a book, im special, cos
im
specially ordinary. frmph, whatever.>_<

sometimes i wish i were a guy, more freedom, more frankness more boldness more confidence more more more more so much more.
but i m not. bah.

well, sometimes lifes just not fair i guess. ill have to make do with this.