yawnz.
yeah literally crawled outta bed this morning to go school bus stop to wait for rui xia so she can pass starch spray to me,gosh, rui xia, i owe u one! >_<

oooh this is my 100th entry.:)
manz, feeling sleepy but hyper.what to do?
so nice of mom to offer to watch my luggage and wait while i happily go meet the rest of royal family for dinner >_< i feel so bad, i owe you a big one mom!!! >_< my mom rockz lah!

whatever lah,:)
i suddenly realise with a dread that when i come back there will be a mountain of homework to welcome me back...nooooo!!!!!
>_<

flaming is bad bad bad and i feel the guilt liao.:(
whatever lah, let me sin, i sin liao must be punished...
i realised a weakness of my own that has surfaced thru this incident...i speak too boldly and brashly,without caring about the feelings of others.there,i feel it, WHAMM! in my face.
wake up girl,
>_<
haiz.

what is acceptance? if u care about a person it means understanding and willing to cover and not care abt weaknesses and faults of the person, but also helping the person right? whatam i supposed to do? what is wrong and what is righT? flaming is definitely wrong but what about keeping mum? thats not right either?
>_<

BAHHHHH.

hmmm princess say want to treat ne later?hah, wonder if she ll be successful not...:) haha come to think of it, i tink only qiu han has treated me b4...:P:D.

hs gaming again.haiz.whatever loh, i can slack around and spray the starch thingy...qiute last min but hu cares, at least i m gonna do it...bought lots of food,wont go hungry.
felt like crying when my mom said she wun mind waiting for me and looking after my luggage for 50 mins while i eat with royal family...small sacrifices mean so much to me>_< thanks mom.
and i felt i d been punched in the stomach when ck said he d pray for me cos i was sick, even after i flamed him so badly on this very blog.>_< man, why do i have a conscience?

>_<

i ll take this 100th entry to think and reflect on the actions i ve done these 7 months of year 2004 and think of how i can improve and change for the better,self refelction id very important.i said pple cant change me, but i can change myself, for the better, at least. :(

special thanks to rambutan for lending me that plug thingy or else i bring the silly kettle for nothin...:) thanks dude!

:D

off to eat and think. i eat better when i think, i think better when i eat.whatever it is, i better think ebfore i do anyting else again, in case i get into trouble.
:(


i am what i am i do as i like...do you understand?