as i unpacked i realised i didnt buy a lot of stuff at all, not as much as i tot i did.... oh well.:) hahaha
frmph had a nice long talk/arguement with my dad over our choir, he made me realise so many things, he could tell me that he expected this outcome, cos he could see we were not very well prepared from the start, and we were like last min muggers, which i totally agree. frmph, we lack the team spirit and togetherness and determination to win, to excel, we lack the will power as well. we lack the experience, i saw so many people freak out before the performance, so many people looking scared. heard cracked voices and wrong notes, and of course our stupid blaring mistake. i simply did not understand why, cos stage fright has never been a problem for me so i am unable to comprehend.my mom was like, girl arh, you ve been performing since you were p3? how can you compare to those unexperienced pple? and i was like yeah, tru tru, and my mom was like, also cos you re so daring, you character is the sort tian1 bu4 pa4 di4 bu4 pa4 that sort. hahaha.lolx, must train them more, we have so much more to do till syf 2005 and xiamen 2006. btu im not aiming for finals, im aiming for the top spot, vj, ac, hc, watchout! :D screwing up sacred was a good wakeup call for all of us,. im glad we found the determination and strength to do our group best for contemp, cos we were all so happy. we cried both tears or sorrow and regret and also tears of joy.:)
group five simply rockz my world. lionel is so nice.:) rmbr the late night talk i had wif him and hs at the hotel room stairway, complaining abt wanting to go back to bredbeck hotel, and wanting to sneak out late at night and ended up got stuck , couldnt go back in hahaha and the angry attendant! lolx. ling cong is someone i have misunderstood for so long,last time cannot stand him cos find him totally inconsiderate, blasting away at high notes covering up anyone within near vincinity of him.bleahhh hahaha im glad i know him better, cos hes a great guy, rmrb his seriousness and lameness and act co0l lolx, how he intently and patiently adjusted his cam to shoot the flowers and candle at the restaurant, how he so nicely offered to help joan lug her luggage arnd while i offered to carry his cam bag :D generosity is one big circle.:) and he is simply so nice and humourous! haha. i ve seen another side of ash that i have never seen before, as a person, a real individual, as a friend, a girl, who wants to be cared for , loved, and i feel myself loving her so naturally that it even shocks myself :) joan is so cute, haha and blur also lah, :) poor girl sprained her ankle, hope shes better, yeh?:) haha rmbr talking to her abt stuff on the bus while the rest shopped and hs and ash and ck went to look for the toilet, played snap and she was so triumphant when she got the larger pile of cards lolx.:) and we talked abt her leg and how pple helped her and stuff, and how ck was dependable, good for you ck!>_<>
i guess our group is so close cos most of us dont belong to a clique so we dont mind staying together cos we dont have cliques,:) which is why we bond so easily. rockz lah. we re always group five? ALLHERE!!! :D and also always together. thanks for letting me know these people better.
frmph in bredbeck hotel haha at forst everyone was complaining abt being in the middle of a forest and all, not having kettle and house one not having attached bathrooms, but we really loved the feeling of a second home, being so close to nature, so close to each other, the lovely shared bathrooms, the warm and cosy commonroon, lame games and instant noodle parties. thanks to sneey for rooming with me and tolerating my extremely low level of hygiene and being woken up in the middle of the night to the sound of me cooking water for the two lazy bums next door.
i have the feeling that stupid knighty took me and my kettle for granted but oh well no matter how much that pissed me off, his act pathetic look and lame jokes always managed to make me smile. stupid knight! didnt get to talk much to him in the trip cos maybe he was always wif his cliquer or on bus A, oh well. haha realised theres lots of pics of him and stanley.lolx.oooOOh theres a bnice royal family pic which i am going to update later or sth...damn nice. knighty is a fun chum, but bloody bastard. talk about having the best of both worlds.whatever, at least he helped me finish the cup noodles, haha, yeah and finally another person who agrees that xo sauce seafood cup noodles rock! hahahaha once you pop you cant stop!
and hon seng hahaha, lolx.:) silly rambutan. pissed me off when he teased me abt eugene, which i repeat for the nth time where n---> inifnity, that i dont like eugene as anything beyond a friend. made up my mind to give him cold shoulder after that but seems like 5 min later after the contemp final results were annouced we started tugging at each others sleeves and yelling and complaining and feeling upset together.lolx. hahaha was sulking cos my cd player, luggage and kettle lid failed on me. just died, like that, when i was dependent on them , esp cd player. man, how many times when i was lonely sitting by myself that the cd player was my silent companion, that when i wanted to talk cock rambutan and sher were playing cards and knight was on bus a that cd player stayed with me....:) haiz, must save up for a new one. anyway speical thanks to rambutan for being my sulk bag and trying to cheer me up as well as lending me haf of ur earfones to listen to beatles. rambutan is just so mature and understanding...haiz.felt worried after the talk with him and lionel at the stairs, seems as though hes keeping a lot to himself. hey, if you need a punch bag, can tell me yeah? you may think i dont deserve to be treated that way but im your friend, so let it out, you ll feel better...:) theres sth so sad abt him that i cant quite put my finger on...>_<>anyway did i mention why they wanted me to help boil water?cos silly royal pet brought a teeny weeny small kettle while i brought a 1.8 litre one hahaha he boil 5 times also not equal to i boil once, haha plus the fact that the kettle actually cracked! lolx.so funnny :D hahahahahaa. so had to help them boil water, and stupid knight got the nerve to complain that the water boiling hot, not warm enuf sommore...
la lala.feeling really pissed that all that 10 pages worth of stuff i spend 4 hours typing should be gone. whatever la. haha.didnt go school today, that responsible part of me in charge of waking up the rest of me reported sick today haw haw....oh, didnt talk much to ck on the trip but was so touched when i he pigged backed joan and helped her so much.:) really really proud of him, and that was awful nice and self sacrifing ...:) shoot!*regret*didnt get to take pic wif him...whatever la, theres always seniors farewell...:)
oh, worth mentioning, the street lamps there, creepy, theres no flashing green man, its from green, then 5 sec, then immediately red, lolx cant afford to sashay across the streets like you can in singapore.:) the food there, bagels, barguettes,bread, pastry, eh, hot dogs, sausages...xian diao lohz.>_<>
it rocks!!!! hahaha
any ice cream store off the streets of bremen sells ice cream thats way cheaper and nicer than ice cream from swensons, than haegen daz...esp that fifty cent per scoop ice cream we found in the high glass ceilinged shopping centre....the schokolade just rawkz!!!!>_<>
lala dee dum.the churches were so nice, it was so great singing in them that you really felt holy, like there was this holy light shining on you. walking around the streets was fun and really you could never feel tired, god knows why.
never regret this trip, every single bit, even screwing up sacred.
i sulked on the plane as we went back...cos i didnt want to go back, i wanted to be wif group five, to room with sneey, to stay next door to knighty and rambutan, to have instant noodle party in house one common room, to stay in bredbeck, close to nature, to forget abt my cts, to forget about spa, to forget abt lots of things that dont matter that much to me.of course i missed my classmates frens and family.but homework, results,etc....to me these dont really matter. anyway its the people at choir who keep me going,not some weird songs with weird tunes and weird interpretations that i dont understand...its these people who make me look forward to choir. i hope i am such a person for other people....:)
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i dont want to pretend im not sad, cos at the farewell so many people will be crying...and so many people will have to leave...and i have so many presents to prepare and so many hugs and goodbyes to give...i dont want to promise that i wont cry, i dont know for sure if i will,but i probably wont, i ll be crying inside, cos even though i ve known you guys for a while its seems like an eternity...
thetrip was an bittersweet experience, i ll rmbr it for life
theres enuf looking back, now to the future.
seniors farewell.:(
promos 2004.
syf 2005.
cts 2005.
a levels 2005.
xiamen olympics 2006.
HEREWECOME!!!!:D
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