today was pretty okay...except i woke up in the middle of the night at 11 30 pm to find that the stupid fan had switched off by itself, which i tot was superbly amazing..>.<

and just incase any of u are wondering, HUH? what abt the air con,
well i m not as hao3 ming4 as any of you guys, dun haf the priviledge of having air con in my room...

yesh yesh, its not that my parents are broke, they wanted to get air con for us, but the connector thing pckge we wanted was applicable cos me and my sis room too far from my parents room...>.< anyway its a luxury, after so many years of living without air con, i d be okay without it, i guess...
and thats why even though you guys complain abt the air con in lt being too strong, i shut up and squeeze out every bit of marginal utility i can get from it...even if im freezing...

absence makes the heart grow fonder i guess...:)

anyway too much air con makes u too dependent on it...and also too much is bad for skin, which is why my skin is in an ok state...lol

:p will stop convincing myself that air con is BADDDD

lolx...

well today started off on a bad mood cos of last night
actually it was the swicth that was spoilt, not the fan...>.< so after much failed attempts to fix things i grouchily woke up and asked my mom to help...once shes started helpinh she started grumbling too...stupid fan...lol me and my mom are alike in so many ways...

anyway i got back into bed later in a bad mood, and i sort of threw my temper at my mom..>.< sorry mom! really din mean it, i ve got such a bad temper...>.<
aww manz...i feel like i ve been taking some people for granted sometimes...
especially my family and my friends...
haiz, will cherish u guys more, k?...

:)

thanks for tolerating with me :)

anyway i think coming to jc has really been a turning point in my life...
no, my grades havent been up to standard
btu serriously what matters to me is not those stupid red and black marks on paper..
its how many people i can befriend and love and care about...

love to me has been such a blur and unclear concept...
all the way up to secondary school, even

my family is the good old very gu3 ban3 old fashoined family...
my family tends to not express their feelings so openly...
and we dun really show our affection much either..
in fact the only time i remember my dad saying he loved me was when i made a grave mistake and he was scolding me and i was crying ...
i was really sad cos i felt like this revelation came so late and i hadnt realised it for so long...

love is something many people are afraid of
i used to be one of them..>.<
now , if you re feeling sad , and u want a hug, i wish that i can be the one to hug you and say lame jokes to cheer you up
:)

because like what i ve said before, i ve got so much to give, so many people to loove

:)

so never doubt yourslef, never doubt your feelings, and always follow your gut!
:D mine is super accurate!

lol...



~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~