stupid...i just wrote so much and the stupid comp went mad and cleared it all

anyway what i want to say is yesterday im sorry
and if u want to know mroe you can always ask me but i might not neccessarily teel you depending on whether i trust you or not and also that sorry to tjose i indirectly tortured yesterday by torturing myself..

ps when you re online and if u wan to talk to me then you start cos i wont take initiative anymore..its tiring and upsetting and also you never know when you ll catch someone in a bda mood so i rather not risk it

and ck the books not with me should be with hs or sher i dunno you passed it to them rite so u should noe better than me

you guys wiull have to settle for this post ...at least im writing sth
yesterday i was so depressed and sad and mad that i had the notion of giving this up...

anyway thanks to thos ip pple and some pple like sida who tried to help cheer me up :)

and of coiurse to lalalalovesong which kept me going even when i wanted to break down and cry yesterday

im okay now..except i screwed my prac...but heck

now i shall go to class and sleep..eating is a more vague and faraway notion to me...

haiz

ZZZzz

~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~