记得上次流泪还算是蛮久以前的事-

那时真的觉得很差劲，很失控，对自己很失望。

很暗的车上，只剩下司机和我两个人，

也没痛哭什么的，只是静静流泪-

也不知道是怎么开始，只是

察觉到的时候，发现我的脸上湿湿的，

原来是泪。

回想看，也觉得太夸张，

像自己是小说的女主角似的。

可是也没夸张，就真的刚好是那样。。。辛酸啊！

过了那次，经历了无数次不同的情况，

不知道是心变强了，还是麻醉成功，

无论多么烦多么难过多么伤心，

就是没有流泪。

万万没想到会是看到简讯流泪。

真是个让我又哭又笑的人啊，

你。

我认命。

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sometimes I have this incredible feeling of being perfectly at peace-

as if I am not a single person, or a separate entity, but rather,

it's like we are all part of each other, part of this planet, part of other living and non-living things;

and for that very small passing moment I just feel this incredible sense of being a small, but significant part of a much greater thing/being,

I don't quite know how to adequately put this feeling into words, but

this feeling amazes me.

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加油！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！