Don't run away, cause I don't know where you go
I don't want to know
Don't follow me in, cause I don't know where I'm going
Or how long i'll be

Living in a dark tower, getting darker by the hour
Will I wake up from a dark, dark daydream
Nothing can wake me from myself

Not you, or no one else

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别人都有的东西。

明明知道渴望拥有别人拥有的东西，那是多么愚蠢无知的想法-

那也不是不可或缺的东西；

在路上走着走着，

多普通，多平庸，多不起眼的人都有的东西-

为什么自己没(资格/办法)拥有？

明明知道有些东西可遇不可求，

有些东西就是顺其自然，

可是还是会想要；

好想，好想，好想要。

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test.

sometimes I do get the feeling that when I'm with someone, it's as if I'm constantly being subjected to a test - whether I talk, act, dress, interact, perform even-

according to that person's expectations/wishes.

why should I subject myself to this?

No, no longer.

(今天)我答应自己，

再也不。

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A is A,

B is B.

A is clearly different from B,

and B is clearly different from A.

So why expect/hope for B to be like A?

if you want A, then just get A,

not hope/expect/want B to change to become like A.

or if you're capable of, go find C, who is willing to change to become like A.

because B isn't/would never.

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(虽然不容易)

要努力让自己快乐！