I don't believe in God.


I'm not saying this in opposition to those who believe in God, nor am I saying that I would never believe in God in future; it's simply how things are now. Sometimes things have been okay, sometimes less okay, sometimes not okay at all,

but somehow I've always managed to get by.

It's what people do, it's how people survive-

even if things aren't okay,
they/we (find some way to) make things okay, somehow.

we manage, we survive, we get by.
because I have always and always believe that,

even if things aren't okay now,
they will be-

they/we/you/I will make them okay.

(or God, if you believe in God and need God to.)
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If anything I wish I were better at consoling people.

but things will be okay.

I believe they will be, anyway.

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heard at Timbre today.





I still remember the slight chill running through my spine when I heard some random school band play it the first time - when/and I was only 17.

playing in the car as Nono was driving yesterday.



sometimes it's a good hurt
and it feels like I'm alive

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suddenly thought of this song-

don't know why because I usually don't like songs like this, I don't.
but I like this song, I do.