cats make me happy, because-

just me because, well,

they remind me, (kinda), of,

a different version, of,

me.

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(and so)

stuff yourself silly but (you) still feel hungry

drink yourself mad but (you) still feel thirsty

surround yourself with things but (you) still feel empty

surround yourself with people but (you) still feel lonely

living in a world (of excess) like this

living in a lonely time and age

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you know the feeling of doing something you know shouldn't be done/is horribly bad for you and being scared shitless that it's hurting but yet not being able to control yourself from not doing it because it's the only way/thing that reminds you you're alive?

do you know that feeling?

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sometimes i actually wonder in the early mornings sitting on public transport if a black hole would suddenly appear at my feet and swallow me whole

(and what feeling it would be like for me to be consumed entirely)

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i am madly attracted to colours (and shiny objects) because (in my humble opinion) that's my way of compensating for such a boring black-and-white person i am deep inside.