because it's sunday and i love this song!

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No pjs but i went anyway.

i think i'm starting to get a little tired? of meeting new people and trying to get to know them and cracking their shell and answering the standard questions 'are you local', 'where do you work', 'what do you do for a living' etc. I mean, on a 1-to-1 basis, things aren't that bad because you really get more control over the degree of conversation- 40% listening 60% talking, or 50-50%, depending on what kind of person you're listening/talking to, but when it's some mass party and you're basically talking to a new person every other 5 minutes it can be really physically draining and i can't repress the recluse in myself that just wants to retreat to some quiet, nice, place by the beach with a nice lounge chair, sea breeze and a little booze.

It was a bit much but i had fun.

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do you sometimes get the feeling, that you misunderstood a person, and that they are actually something you thought they're not?

you saw something, or experienced something, that made you deeply feel you no longer know the person for who he or she was (or what you thought he was)

and then something else happens, and then you feel bad/guilty for jumping to conclusions, and for misjudging the person, and that your first impression/judgement was actually correct, and that he or she is exactly as how you first experienced/thought he was. You feel happy, relieved, and at ease for being assured that your negative feelings were unfounded, and you go back to being in that nice comfort zone of things being coherent with what you imagine.

then.

something happens,

and you realise your supposedly erroneous judgement may have been correct after all.

after which you sigh in resignation,

and give up trying to figure this person altogether,

because this is just way beyond you.

yes, it happens.