can't remember the number of times tears sprang to/in my eyes today but i pushed em' back-

today was not my day but on hindsight, the lunch treat from esther , and the long phone call from/with J-

thing's aren't so bad-

(now that they're over)

i will blog about it on another day-

when i am about to recount the incidents/ordeal in a objective and as-a-matter-of-factly-manner

for now, a song very apt-

oh cheer up,

(maybe i will go to a corner and say some encouraging things to myself for a while)