pretty interesting. but i can't draw cartoons for nuts!

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i think i [somehow secretly without my own knowing it] mastered the skill of looking like the confident and interested and smart and intelligent employable candidate.

job searching and soul searching and worrying about the utilities bills aside,

this whole dressing up, getting prepared, photocopying educational certificates, hell, even the filling in the whole 20-sth pages worth of stupid government-related job application forms have been rather fun. it's really like i'm starting to get a sense that i'm really in/going through the transition into a whole different [and oh-so-very-long-and-dwindling] stage of life that i'm probably gonna be in for the next 50 years or so: work.

fresh graduates really do have this fresh, clean, very naive, unpolished kind of newbie look.

and i am just DYING to shred/shed[dunno which is better?] it. like NOW.

along with the [tad-too-short] fringe that i [accidentally on the spur of the moment] decided to snip to fill up my spare time and to ease my boredom.

i basically snipped 2 years off my face. probably.

boredom always leads to irrational [and sometimes unspectacular] decisions.

[though not that eventful] this week looks to hit the halfway mark away,

and once again i have wasted another few days of my life[and youth].

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just looking forward to hitting the books for the last time,

[hopefully] hearing good news from the phone in the next few weeks,

and the nice warm feeling that i will be no longer unemployed.