i wanted to write a post,

on how i feel about deepee,

about my worries, my disappointment,

about my hopes, my anticipation, my desire,

about my excitement and my happiness,

about my fears, my inadequacies,

about feeling out of place,'

about having no friends,

about insufficiencies,

about regrets,

about...

about a dozen things.

but nothing came out right.

all i can say is,

oh, like hall,

deepee to me

is such a bittersweet thing.

sometimes i almost feel tears brimming in my eyes,

and the taste is lingering on the tip of my tongue,

but the corners of my mouth are turned up,

so i'm not complaining.

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i wish they used this kind of music for DP.

because i think,

it would be awesome.

Moloko lyrics

Moloko - Forever More Video - Moloko Music Videos

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if i had one wish

for now it would be

for me to go back to year one and audition and get into june's dance,

because 3 years of deepee and no other dance has moved my heart like hers.

but i am no dancer;

i dance,

but i am no dancer.

i am not a part of them.

if things happened,

if time could turn back,

then things would change;

my friends would be no longer,

and i would be,

no longer.