i hate msn emoticons/smileys/whatever.

whatever the hell does ':)' or '=/' mean?

i know this must have been the nth time i've said this already,

but countless times i still find myself staring at my handphone,

or my computer/laptop screen, perplexed, trying my best [rather sadly]

to decipher whatever hidden/or not message that has been sent to me.

it'd be much easier if people spoke their mind,

didn't censor their thoughts/actions,

just did/said what they wanted.

it would probably result in loads more of faces being slapped,

tears being shed, friends being lost, hearts being broken,

fight breaking up, people losing their minds;

but also i think it would reduce the regret-

whatever little regret

doing or not doing

no regret;

at least i/you wouldn't have to waste time/wreck your/my brains over what the hell you/i are/am trying to say/really actually mean/are/am thinking.

just a-

'i like you'

i love you

i hate you

i miss you

i want you

i envy you

i despise you

i think you're cool

i want to forget you

i think you're stupid

i don't care about you

i think you're awesome

i think you're just insane

i hate you just go away scram

i wish you would be here forever stay

whatever it is,

whoever it is,

just for a day,

[i'd like to]

be stupidly honest;

[if you] ask [me] a question,

i'd like to answer it with all/in all my truthfulness and with honestly,

however vulnerable, however unacceptable, however inappropriate,

i'd like to say the truth.

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for a day, ask/be asked [anyone] a question,

tell/be told a/the answer,

and don't lie.

don't lie.

it's not that difficult.