the more you like me, all the more you will remind me how truly resentful of myself i am

the more you try to stop me, all the more i will ignore and say you don't understand

the more you try to persuade me, all the more these words seem redundant

the more you stay with me, all the more i will try all ways to leave you

don't be stupid; you don't understand

you can't stop me 

but you  can   watch    me     bleed.

why not enjoy it while you can-

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when there's no air conditioning it's freaking hot

when there's air conditioning then its freaking cold

what the freaking hell is my problem?

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secretly i keep it a secret to myself so it will remain a secret because i know its a secret and if i tell then everyone will know and it will cease to be a secret any longer and 

you will never look at me the same way again.

i feel as if sometimes i would burst and explode

but that's really what i'm best at

keeping people's secrets.

yours, 

hers,

his, 

and mine.