in the end it was true.

that no matter what they said,
how i tried to change,

it still mattered.
it still matters.


oh well.

but i should be glad,
right?
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dear sir,

i did not think my heart could take it when you called for me to answer a question today. it was truly a very challenging task to withinstand your very mesmerizing voice that had a somewhat
hypnotic effect on me. no kind of coffee, nescafe, tea or everyday beverage could have a wakening effect on me. it scared me and thrilled me the same time you seemed to remember exactly where i sat last lecture and also that you called me last week to answer a question.

i do believe that however tiring and difficult it may be,

it is always very rewarding to listen to your lectures.

i look forward to the next article and more readings which i cannot seem to comprehend, as well as sleepless nights panicking about not knowing what to answer when asked in class.


yours sincerely,

wenlin
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