when someone who usually looks pissed/preoccupied/too busy to 'entertain' you during normal days and usually speaks to you in an annoyed tone/acts like shes brushing you off suddenly calls you and asks you with an extremely sweet voice,

you know that she definitely wants something from you.

and if you dont have it,
the other party just can't conceal the sudden lack in interest,
and the rather failed attempt at trying to make conversation to fill in the blanks;




somehow,
that disgusts me.

it's unnecessary, i know;
but nevertheless, it disgusts me.
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tired.



i think i took on too many things this sem. again. ya, i dont seem to know my limits.
im pretty glad that for once i dont have to wake up in the wee hours of the morning and try to swallow something down before heading off to that godforsaken place in tanah merah. no offence, skc, but your location is really seriously ulu.

individuals.
i am seriously amused that i am one of the seeded players. like excuse me? a 5th kyu-er?
haha. then again, like the many things that have fallen into my lap, since my batch of ladies consists of me, er, me, and wow, me again [sempo: me chuken: me taisho: ME AGAIN]
thus, it is all a matter of by default.
but, like i learnt last year, yes, ho, ho ho, individuals is all about just whacking and observing opponents for the team matches, since YKT is all about team glory.

team.
cant say much since its not supposed to be divulged, but i realised that its not quite as what i thought it would be. i thought that it would be possible to mature to play another part or position, but perhaps some people are simply more suited to or naturally like to and have a certain fighting style.
that, myself, i can't deny.
but peter sensei's words,
priceless.

then its back to chingay and deepee after ykt again.
deepee is loads of fun because i love love aiting's emo contemp dance, so challenging plus cool!
on a side note andrew boey is my partner for a part but somehow we dance too far and i can never touch his hand and turn in properly for one part which kind of annoys me, but i guess we ll have to build up more erm, mo qi, as the practices go.

and bingjie is damn funny when he forgets dance steps man.
he's really friendly and tries really hard, but when he forgets the steps ah,
hahaha, like hahaha x n where n -------------------> infinity funny.




amusing.



alright, better sleep soon.
sigh.