and every single thing he said was true.

about my forgetting the pure enjoyment, the whole original feeling of training for myself, my being overwhelming, wanting to micromanage everything, not wanting to disappoint people, my inability at drawing where the line between responsibility and personal training.

and i haven't had that in quite a while.
someone being worried about me, telling me to study, and not to slack/be so busy so much.





thanks for being a friend.