today's hall dinner was nothing short of the usual disappointment.
goodness, i'm getting classically conditioned to dinner time itself, dinner time being the CS, conditioned stimulus, and my distaste for hall food being the CR aka conditioned response.

i make myself sound like a salivating dog.
or, so pavlov would wish.
i'm a big supporter of classical conditioning by the way, so no issues on that.

not with the state of our dismal hall dinner. heh.

i'm looking at the lunchbox [it's dinner, so i should call it dinner box?]
and wondering why i chose that veggie and now come to think of it, maybe i chose it purposedly so that i have every excuse in the world to avoid it because i oh so dislike it's aftertaste? because if i chose a neutral veggie i'd be obligated to stuff some of it inside of my rather reluctant mouth?




so,
nothing much happening, except for me slacking, doing some last minute work here and there, and deciding to buy some stuff online.
it's quite exciting really, like smashing exciting, with all the sales and sprees and i've recently taken a fancy to window shopping shoes.

hell yeah, i know you can't try the sizes and they probably wouldn't look good on my fat and broad and oh-so-not-elegant-feet but hell yeah they really look pretty.
and i really am starting to realise the wonder of heels and how the stretch my calves and elongate my not-so-slim and rather muscular looking short legs.

how i wish people would use 'tall and willowy' to describe me.


ah.

here, the pretties.






i really like this pair of oxfords with kitten heels.
im waiting for the preorder to open, but it might take ages. sigh.














my sis says dont be stupid and pay close to 30 for this. luckily i did not. but something keeps drawing me to it.












this is really cute/funky/whatever.
if i have to wear heels to work in future,
this is what i'd wear for sure.




















OMG. i LOVE this. like 100% love.
dont ask me why, it's pink, its girly, it has straps, it's really high, but

hell yeah, i'm getting this.






















i like this. but it's quite a hassle to get online, and not that cheap, so i ll have to give it a pass i guess. pretty neat though.
















i dunno. marni inspired flats. flats make my already fat feet look fatter.

somehow it's just ugly/beautiful.

















alright enough about shoes.