this is for soohf, my roomie, who has turned 21 today.
she is one year my junior, but much to her disgruntlement, one day older than i.








happybirthday to you.

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i'm glad things went okay overall, and that everyone seems to be happy.
but being me,
as always,
it's hard not to be hard on myself.

i can't deny, that for some moments, in between, i was squirming inside, and wondering what the hell was i doing, why things couldn't be done better, why i couldn't have had the foresight, couldn't be more wise, couldn't lead the committee to fulfill their full potential.

sometimes it's a little discouraging, a lot hard.
sometimes i feel like this responsibility is too heavy, much to hard to carry,
and that these shoes are far too big to fill; a size mine could never become,

but your hugs encourage me, your presence assures me, that we carry this together,
your words warm me, comfort me, inspire me.
thank you guys, for everything.



i'm just glad the busy week is over.
time for a small, small little break.
this break is so nice, so promising, so hopeful, that it almost feels like its stolen.

a stolen afternoon.
and a lazy sunday morning.
boy, i can't wait.