it's a little disappointing because a year has passed, my hair has come and gone, and is coming back again; people i've known have changed; my chin has become slightly sharper; my bestie has gone to hongkong for exchange; my CAP score has improved slowly,

and yet things in here still haven't changed.


guys [and even girls too] still like to drink beyond their limit, get drunk and puke all over the place and have to trouble their friends to slap them and carry them and to get puke bags for them and take care of them. guys still like to drink and pretend/or really get drunk and have their hands all over the place because getting drunk is a fabulous excuse to do whatever you want and to have your hands all over a hot girl even if you're attached.

so that's what's clubbing is all about, in a nutshell, isn't it?




so much for naive hope.