this is the time to face the music. acknowledge my mistakes, atone for my sins.

while im sieving through this you-wont-believe-how-thick-it-is stack of notes, tutorials, and what-have-yous, im thinking to myself, 'how many lectures did i miss? dang!'

approximately 4 for js2228, 3 or 4 for gek1542, 3 i think for 3233, 2 or 3 for 2131 and maybe 3 for 3234. fantastic. so much for my new year's resolution to 'not to miss any lecture'. at least i managed to do that for sem 1 pl3237, which was a rather wise decision, considering my baka-taking year 3 -mod-in-sem1 actions. dang, i didnt even manage to make it for all my psych exposure lect. mods last sem. i missed the one during dp rehearsals.

but on the other hand, i find i have a really thick stack of hand-written notes. maybe not for gek1542 or js2228 [since i dont give a f*** cause they're not my core mods, really, a B or B+ would be great] but, to my surprise, i found that i have conscientiously done every single tutorial for 3233 and 2131. freak! believe it or not! even for the tutorials i didnt attend [given that for 2131 tutorial attendance does NOT account to the final grade]
and for 3234 i've conscientiously read all the allocated articles carefully each week and written the necessary essay assignments. not bad. not bad at all.

so now it's time to plan for the future and atone for my sins.

next semester, after dp sets [which i have not-so-wisely joined, much to the chagrin of my inner self, and probably, my parents, after i break the news to them, which will be soon i hope] i'll probably be pretty free cause i'll be hermit-ing and abstaining from hall activities so hopefully i can focus on my core modules, and maybe even take 6 modules.

so here are my resolutions for the new semester, set here and now, 5 days before the exams start and i seal my fate.

1. i will attend all lectures for my core modules.
[okay, maybe not the ones during dp rehearsals, but i hope i can go. seriously.]

2. i will complete all tutorials and assignments conscientiously

3. i will not oversleep and miss tutorials/lectures
[this one kind of overlaps with 1. i cant go for all lectures if i oversleep right?]

4. i will not miss the module preference exercise due to any kind of EXCUSE, be it hall activity or not. [no more history repeating itself, thank you]

5. i will choose my modules wisely and think about allocation of bid points WAY before bidding starts. [probably a maths gem will do the trick. not more pseudo-forensic-science-related-i-dont-know-how-to-study-crazy-thick-100slides-per-lecture-fluffy-module. and probably i've had enough js modules. sigh.]

6. i will study hard during this holidays, consider carefully my proficiency level and schedule next semester, and NOT miss the placement test for JL. [yeah, no more repeats again, thanks. regardless of what im doing, RAG or not.]

this should be simple. im not asking for CAP 4.5 or something. hell, im not even vaguely near 4.0... bollocks!


i seriously have no idea how to study for gek1542! damnit! it's the worst module choice i've made this semester... why can't everything be like pl3233 or pl2131? even 3234 is fine... maybe i ll try taking 4 cores next sem and trottle myself. GAH. which reminds me,

7. need to plan carefully what core modules to take next next sem, and not next sem. and which are available, when.



its 3am already and i havent touched my FORENSIC SCIENCE NOTES.
試験は今週の土曜日です！今まで何もしません！
気持ち悪い！時間がありません！とても大変です！

助けて！お願い。。。＝＞____＜＝