its one of those sleepless, stubborn, relentless nights.

im sitting in the lounge, trying to keep my eyelids from falling and collapsing to meet my eyeballs, and its barely 2am. but the lounge isnt all nice and quiet. sigh. so much for trying to study to enhance retrieval; if im really serious about it, i might as well cajole a few psych students, grab a few desks and chairs and head over to mpsh to study, right? maybe even get some stand-ins to act as invigilators. so much for encoding-storage-retrieval.

im getting cranky lately.
the day before yesterday, i slept 15 hours. i missed breakfast, i missed lunch. when i woke up it was 330pm. then yesterday, in a guilty bid to make up for my lost time, i slept at 4am. and woke at 630 am. but i was quite alive this morning, surprisingly. ops, i mean, yesterday morning, its tuesday already now. so much for trying to stay awake.

something really okashii i was talking to sabah boya about. we were talking about random things and then suddenly i came up with a description

'its like the onigiri insisting that it has a lot of meat inside'



what that meant, is beyond me.

kind of studied in the lounge with weiling today.
felt quite bad about having so many people in the lounge, who were unfamilar to her. if it were me, i'd surely feel out of place. heck, even now, as i type, though im the one who really belongs to block b, i feel out of place now with these 5 other people left inside cause they're the junior batch and all have this little clique-chit-chat-not-studying thing going on.

dont know why, but i just want morning to come soon.


and i'm still speculating how long it will take for my hair to grow back.
[not that i dislike my current state that is. did i mention how cool i look? gah.]