[<------in due respect of an old friendship, an a old friend, this part has been removed--->]

and some other people annoy me to the point that i dread the thought of even going to breakfast or dinner because the near thought of having to bear snide insults/goodnatured joshing [depending on how you view things] every other statement the person makes results in a loss of appetite. it also irks me profoundly how this person's every word and action seems to have immense impact on my friend... i seriously don't understand. what is it the person has against me, and why i always have to be the butt of the person's jokes. and worse still why my friend actually cares about what this person says. she gets all highstrung and stressed out and low self-esteem just because of some side remark the person muttered. it irritates the shit out of me.



i'm just wondering what kind of replies this post will get. but im pretty sure that im going to post this, and not edit it afterwards, because these are my exact sentiments, and do not need to be censored. i've prettymuch had it with keeping quiet and tolerating.

so much for friends in hall.

at least when i try to count, i need to use one hand, not none.