it's 12 am. don't really feel like sleeping, but not really doing anything either; talking to random people online, saying random things, that don't really matter.

i've just found my new it song, and im slowly enjoying it, but it's slowly killing me also...
it's like some hidden treasure i never knew about. and suddenly today somebody handed the map to me gently, with a smile. and he asked me if i've ever seen the treasure before; i said no, and looked at the map sceptically.



and here i am, with my hidden treasure.

i really don't take a liking to acoustic pieces, but somehow this...
my heart softened the moment the guitar started to play... her mellow voice, the quiet and calm melody... and the lyrics... nothing can describe the lyrics, except the lurch in my stomach when she sang softly, softly against my ear...


so familar, yet so foreign...







sigh.
i haven't had such a feeling in a long time.

maybe i'm really getting old.