studying late into the night has its benefits, especially with temptations such as the greatest inventions of the past few centuries, affectionately termed by the british as 'the telly'.

im actually starting to believe that i do belong to the generation of kids they say grew up on a staple diet on mtv and video games [though i don't play the latter, much to my chagrin]

in the midst of wondering i should grab a late-night snack, a tremendous internal struggle over whether to study psychology or to watch late-night repeats of stupid vampire dramas [the choice seems pretty obvious isn't it? 1/2 hour of stupid badly-made special effects, bad acting and weird storylines, i found myself immensely entertained] and in between switching channels at a speed of n channels per minute, where n------> infinity,
i found my new 'it' song



wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

[Verse]
God damn, my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

[Chorus 1 + 2]
Give me something to believe in
[ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ]

Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try (yeah)
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

[Breakdown]
I've been here before
One day a week
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause..

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you and I...
and so this is goodbye

[Chorus 1 + 2]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you,
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah (x 3)
(Oh no)

Maroon 5 Lyrics

i can't wait for the bloody exams to be over so i can finally go to hmv to listen to their new album. not to mention m-flo just came out with their new album last month; i've been itching to trial-listen the whole album to get a feel of it...

oh, and i decided not to post anymore lyrics of japanese songs, because nobody who reads this blog appreciates it anyway =shrug= just to satisfy myself, i intend to set up a music to post songs for people to download after the bloody exams end. *looks at list* thats just 1 of the n things i plan to do... well.

and i intend verymuch to become self-absorbed in my own little bubble, creating an enclave for myself; art is that much about egocentricity and that much about self-reflection...selfish but therapeutic nonetheless.

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loving you; an instantaneous learning experience.
i've been conditioned ever since.



i'm still living my personal fable.
nothing matters, as long as i have a song playing in my head.
thoughts govern my mind, but music rules my soul./