i just realised with an invisible 'thud' sound in my head that today is prom
i wonder if i ll regret not going for it. on second thought, no. i think i wont.

but even if i do, i wont regret regretting not going for it.
understand?
its really like of sick in the head or what but sometimes i like to do things such that i regret them
its more beautiful this way.


wonder if i ll have time to call that javanese massage centre to check out the 5 day course
a bit on the steep side, the price, but its a cool skill.
and if i go for it i can add it to my pathetic looking cv. i hope.


job lobangs, anyone?