on second thought. that A woman can be quite qiang chi duo li. poor helen.
this strife was not caused by me, thank goodness.


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i wish this kind of thing never existed.
you know, when shes stressed, she smokes more.
damnit.


im staying till latest the end of this month.
i ve tried staying here to suffer a little to stretch my limits
but i decided there are better ways to suffer


say,
serving ill mannered and nonsensical customers as a waitress
trying to get nonchalant passerbys to do surveys as a surveyor
having to tolerate phone slams as a telemarketer


and many more.
i need to accumulate work experience in more areas.
and my bum is getting larger and larger and im getting so frigging lazy with all this little bits of office work


got work. more later.