firstly. i want to say

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
*yell*

i am finally 18. crap. im not sure whether to be bloody happy or freaking sad about it. but im glad.
ambivalent is my new pet word. and plethora. it means in oversupply or superabundance. cool right?
*smirk*

i want to thank kairu jiewei kim hui hui youzhi tiong tiong ruixia lin xin joyce and so many peeps for ur msges :)
and weiling and darell : swensons tmr yeah? cool... my treat *smirk*
huichiang, qiu ping, thanks for being there... always.

qiu han : :) i know you ll never be tech sarvy enough to read this... but
i love you *hug*
you re the best thing that has happened/ is happening/ will happen to me.

its cool to be 18. but its sad to see time slip away.
and im thankfulf or all the things that have happened to me, big and small, important and not so significant
for my class, which i always complained about but has always been there for me,
my classmates, whom i have always had a awkward not quite there r/s with but have always encouraged me
my friends, you know who you are :)
my family....

im staring at the green blobs of lava floating in the lava lamp... thanks qiu han:)
thanks fanny and ying xiu for the biscuits
joyce :) your hamsters will live on, in our hearts...
and gf!!!! what would i be without you....

la dee dum.
i dont have much to say
it feels good to be alive. truly.