Yeah. Haha stupid wewe s in you wei simply can sing haha listening to his song, na4 tiao2 jie1. lolx. His pseudo laughter which starts the song is absolutely disgusting, not to mention hilarious. Some singers like to start their song with like a ‘yeah’ or a grunt or a sigh or a laugh or whatever, but this is simply an example of a model wrong way of starting a song. Urgh.
Anyway the music rocks. Totally. And this can be explained very logically simply because he didnt write the music or lyrics and that some really cool Korean composer wrote the music. Mmm. Totally yummy. And I can sense a bit of lounge and groove in that music. Its basically the sort of music I would find myself chilling out to on some Saturday evening at home if I were some rich expat staying in an extremely expensive and extremely beautiful bachelor(rette) pad. Ooh.
Enough of the song haha. Supposed to be preparing for that question and answer thingy for my project oral presentation haha but here I am updating and slacking yeah. :p oh well
Yay changed song. Now im feeling blissful. Why? Of course its because its la la la love songggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahahahaha. Feels like im on a vacation. Ps. I have finally accomplished the task of erasing the rough lines and sketches and colouring my very dear choir girl!!!!! ARGHHHH and she is DAMNNN CHHHHIOOOOOOOO hahahaha so pretty xi aim afraid all the guys will start drooling at her. I was so surprised myself.
:) you ll understand what I mean when you erm get to see her on erm, Wednesday? Im not going school tomorrow or tues, only on wed. :D cant wait to show her off!!! :D yeahhh
I wonder which girl looks like her? She has long hair and this really clever look in her eyes. I guess the closest bet would have to be Cheryl z.:) she has long wavy hair and that very witty glint in her eyes too. Hahaha now we have Cheryl and ben on the notice board yay. :D weeeee. Hahaha
Wonder if I should go back school during the holidays to chum and mug. Probably should, I did nt do exceptional well, like was sort of a fluke and tyco. Got mug but theres always room for more mugging. And after the chem. Paper, I feel like I should brush up a LOT more. Haha.
Missing weiling. Wonder how she is. So zai la, get into chem. Olympiad. Haiz. Shes so farrr away, at TJ, and where is that? Bedok. Frmph. But im sure it’s the same :) as for darell, the feeling of missing is sort of missing haha cos I see her almost all the time and when we meet its like we[more of she] make[/s] so much noise the whole world knows that we are close friends. Hyar hyar. And I can feel that qiu han is probably slogging away at pw. Poor girl. Must fulfill her lifelong wish and go sing Kbox with her after our stupid pw is over
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY PWW SUCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKXXX
Ops. That outburst was absolutely unnecessary.
I have the feeling that the peeps in choir are really tired and stuffs. Like maybe tired are depressed or affected by other matters like schoolwork and family. Cos the fatigue is written all over our faces. Notice I said WE, not their. Cos im tired too. But like Thomas and ash and sida [i only know that they three make an effort, forgive me if u do but I din mention u] make conscious effort not to spread the fatigue or sadness to others. And they do this by trying to be enthu and sing with all their feelings and emotions. Thomas now a bit sad and stuff but we can all understand. As for me, I try really hard to cheer up and act enthu and stuff. Like try not to be xian and crack lame jokes to cheer people up. Cos I think that morale is really really important. Maybe that s why some people dun take me seriously or treat me like a clown but actually I am dead serious.
:( we need people to motivate others. If you can motivate yourselves, den that s really good cos as quoted from sida, as long as we all motivate ourselves, all of us will be motivated and enthu and hyper. but if you can do more, motivate others, den please do so, cos we all know that not everyone has the energy or is capable or makes the effort to motivate themselves. :( sad but true. Sounds really irresponsible and stuff but I am guilty of that crime too, sometimes, especially in the past. Sometimes simply so sad or so tired that feel so drained and washed out that dun even want to care. So need people to be there for these people.
:) can you do it? Lets try together, k?
:) damn it im feeling exceptionally chirpy cos of this song hahhaha. Yeahhh
Yep yep.and I want a choir outinggggg SOON hahahhahaaha after stupid pw [everyone groans on cue] hahah :)
La la la love song
La la la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la la
Oh no im supposed to sew that hook thingy onto my skirt or else I will have to continue doing what I have been doing for the past half a year; use a safety pin ti pin it!!!
ARGGGGGHHHHHHHH SEWWWWING SUUUUCCCCCKKKKKSSSSS
Or should I say I suck at sewing. Prpfttttt!
Urgh. And tiong tiong if you re reading this dun be sad okay or worried, we like you the way you are :) you re resourceful, gentle, clever, sensitive and caring, just like that rubbish collector guy you have as your msn display pic. 04s13 loves you!!!! :) tiong tiong tiong tiong tiong tiong [gradually get softer], you rock! :)
Lalala I spent an exceptional long amount of time colouring the choir girl to make sure she turns out perfect. And I went past my estimate again of course, spent like almost n hours, where n ------> infinity. Urgh good things are worth waiting for. Then I spent another exceptional long period of time looking [not to mention laughing] at some old pics in my memory card. Urgh. Hahhaa totally hilarious. Must wash them some day or post them online. Yepps. Den was listening to my shanghai lounge cd. Rocks la
I shall end the post with some song which the lyrics im not so sure about
Its called Jackie
Jackie has a thing
Even if the thing is hard[?]
She knows right now its all shes got
And she can make it swing
Jackie has a past
Even if shes trying to forget
Between the stage lights and the sweat
Oh she will blow the past away
La la la la la
Life is just a lonely night of sader[?] rain
La la la la la
Like a long lost shadow only on again[?]
La la la la la
Life is just a bitter toon with sabri frame[?]
Gotta find a way to bear the strain
Jackie sings her pain
Umm um umm um
Pap was so strong
Yes he was a strong and charming man
And Jackie could not understand
How you feel so wrong
Every paradise [?]
Even if the pay is not so great
And jackie has to work till late
By night she sings her pain away
La la la la la
Life is just a lonely night of sader[?] rain
La la la la la
Like a long lost shadow only on again[?]
La la la la la
Life is just a bitter toon with sabri frame[?]
Gotta find a way to bear the strain
Jackie sings her pain
Umm um umm um
Jackie works her batch [?]
Every single song she sings is slow
And when the crowd begins to go
She starts from scratch
La la la la la
Life is just a lonely night of sader[?] rain
La la la la la
Like a long lost shadow only on again[?]
La la la la la
Life is just a bitter toon with sabri frane[?]
Gotta find a way to bear the strain
Jackie sings her pain
Umm um umm um
I feel like posting this song on my blog. Urgh. Lazy to do. Haha.
Hope this is enough.
Friday, 29 October 2004
okay i should feel kind of angry now cos i did a really great update just now but the stupid disk dat i saved it in has a virus and cannot open it argh.
darn. anyway im feeling okay la, :)
lets see i started off saying that it feels good to dance arnd and excercise after being a couch potato after such a long timeeeee :)
it was kind of weird today cos i cant rmbr the first part of school much, probably cos i spent the whole night up doing the cardboard notice aka miss chuas suggestion aka new sth to the notice board. darn weird, either my estimation damn off or wat, cos i estimated surely only need max like one hour but ended up slogging till early morn den no time to colour choir girl. oh well. haha but since i made a promise i will have to accomplish it this sunday urghhh
the choir girl looks a wee bit weird. like pretty but not pretty. my sis calls it the goddess type of beauty, the gao1 bu4 ke3 pan1 sort of beauty but i didnt like it so i changed it to a bemused smile. haha :) looks like shes smiling at the choir guy's smirk. hahaha how interesting
got the cardboard from my mom who saved them from boxes used to contain the new plasma tv my dad bought for kitchen purposes. ops bad sentence structure, haha the PLASMA TV IS NOT FOR KITCHEN PURPOSES. lolx the cardboard was. anyway quite not bad, cos i recycled the cardboard in this way im so proud of myself :D
anyway i dun get whats the point of a plasma tv, like what the heck its just a flat television what whts the big deal man urgh den like we got four tv sets liao and still none in my room haha no no not good have den i will become a bed potato not a couch potato. hahah what an interesting tot.
:)
den about school
kinda WEIIRD, i do not have any memory of myself having any lessons at all today probably due to the fact that most of the time spent today was forehead lying on the desk surface eyelids hugging my tired eyes and body slouched against the not so comfortable desk. urgh. hahah slept kinda comfortably.
arghhh den what happened har? yikes cant really rmbr. hahah
den i rmbr having gp lesson. not really is gp lesson la, end up only got ma you zhi and daryl at a canteen tanle waiting for mr ducro to come. and he offered us free drinks which i declined but daryl and you zhi immediately very cleverly accepted and while they were happily drinking their soft drinks and talking to mr ducro i sort of zoned out for the first part only zoning back in when my not so happy stomach started making angry growls at me for not having lunch and break. urgh. not very clever.
anyway we talked a lot of stuff and it was really hilarious cos the three of us were bitching about teachers and the school admin and pw stuff and mr ducro was trying real hard to remain a neutral stand esp when we were complaining about his fellow colleaueges like mike tay hahaha chao calls him tay-o. lolx. oh forgive me if got spelling error, english is just not my thing
fun talking to mr ducro and being his last class for the year :) thanks mr ducro!
den after that was supposed to have really xian pw group annotations but ended up din have cos stupid mr lee had a meeting and didnt bother to tell us that he could not make it. frmph. whatever loh. den went to choir stall to chill and saw ck and serenie who were trying to mug bio and chinese repsectively. haha. den cheryl came and she joined me in slacking cos she forgot to bring her book.
was quite weird la, haha but fun also. :) and i guess cheryl is ncie if u get to know her :) yeah im starting on this :D yep yep i have changed im so proud of myself
den there was choir practice which i was kind looking forward to combined but ended up only got sectionals and comb sectionals. but it was okay, and joanie did a pretty good job :) we finished three songs today, quite happy budden again is quite easy songs so i guess of course should be able to finish one loh haha :) but everyone was like really tired and drained and even though i felt like bouncing when i sang jingle bell rock, the energy sort of weared off. its infectious you know, haiz really tiring trying to get and motivate pple not to be xian and to be enthu... like we shuld do it ourselves... was really like weary and stuff stood next to du rong who looked so xian and tired that i din noe what to do to make her smile and enjoy the song. oh well must try harder. den like a lot of the high notes we were all like flat and stuff and really unsupported. urgh. must try harder.
after that was the really weird part where we spent some time in the choir stall thomas was giving out the scores to pple and we were randomly singing the scores that he had just given out and it was really weird haha got songs like that i saw mother kiss santa under the mistletoe and bingsy was saying got some really sick renditions of that song...urgh
:) den went to have dinner with ash and ben, who now insists on being called benzene, for some weird unknown reason. haha. den we were talking about going on comm trip to trekk arnd sin gapore yay fun fun fun den of eeryone bikes cheryl and me can trekk today, k girl? :) la la la. felt quite bad about leaving cheryl at the bus stop since she said she got dinner at home budden she stays quite near and ck was there waiting for bus also so ben ash me left first. ben started cracking really lame jokes on the way to and back, and keep challenging me saying that he lamer. no loh i will always be the lamest
hahaha den we ate at the chicken place and that really weird lemon chicken which was supposed to be chicken cutlet lolx no wonder taste so weird haha so funny despite the fact that never est lunch or break i still could not finish the lemon chicken. frmph. my appetite really shrink liao, damn sad next time cannot eat sushi buffet not worth it liao hahaha nvr mind i starve myself one day den go eat den surely worth it hahaha.
:P
:) thanks for having dinner with samwise, frodo and erm legolas? haha i think the closest a lotr character can get to ben is probably legolas cos ben and him are both tall and willowy and stuff. den ash is like frodo, small but very important ring bearer, responsible and really powerful. good things come in small packages. hahah :) bingsy said he wants to be gandalf. ooo, strong silent and wise. lolx. den what will serenie and thomas and all the others be? hahahah
:D amusing. anyway i want to be aragorn ahhhh hahah but im the good old samwise
oh well. hahaha at least we got sth in common, we both got green fingers; im pretty good at gardening hahaha :D
lolx.
kk enuf of my nonsense. rmbr to rest ur eyes after reading this hahahaha. :)
boy am i in a good mood. *smirk*
darn. anyway im feeling okay la, :)
lets see i started off saying that it feels good to dance arnd and excercise after being a couch potato after such a long timeeeee :)
it was kind of weird today cos i cant rmbr the first part of school much, probably cos i spent the whole night up doing the cardboard notice aka miss chuas suggestion aka new sth to the notice board. darn weird, either my estimation damn off or wat, cos i estimated surely only need max like one hour but ended up slogging till early morn den no time to colour choir girl. oh well. haha but since i made a promise i will have to accomplish it this sunday urghhh
the choir girl looks a wee bit weird. like pretty but not pretty. my sis calls it the goddess type of beauty, the gao1 bu4 ke3 pan1 sort of beauty but i didnt like it so i changed it to a bemused smile. haha :) looks like shes smiling at the choir guy's smirk. hahaha how interesting
got the cardboard from my mom who saved them from boxes used to contain the new plasma tv my dad bought for kitchen purposes. ops bad sentence structure, haha the PLASMA TV IS NOT FOR KITCHEN PURPOSES. lolx the cardboard was. anyway quite not bad, cos i recycled the cardboard in this way im so proud of myself :D
anyway i dun get whats the point of a plasma tv, like what the heck its just a flat television what whts the big deal man urgh den like we got four tv sets liao and still none in my room haha no no not good have den i will become a bed potato not a couch potato. hahah what an interesting tot.
:)
den about school
kinda WEIIRD, i do not have any memory of myself having any lessons at all today probably due to the fact that most of the time spent today was forehead lying on the desk surface eyelids hugging my tired eyes and body slouched against the not so comfortable desk. urgh. hahah slept kinda comfortably.
arghhh den what happened har? yikes cant really rmbr. hahah
den i rmbr having gp lesson. not really is gp lesson la, end up only got ma you zhi and daryl at a canteen tanle waiting for mr ducro to come. and he offered us free drinks which i declined but daryl and you zhi immediately very cleverly accepted and while they were happily drinking their soft drinks and talking to mr ducro i sort of zoned out for the first part only zoning back in when my not so happy stomach started making angry growls at me for not having lunch and break. urgh. not very clever.
anyway we talked a lot of stuff and it was really hilarious cos the three of us were bitching about teachers and the school admin and pw stuff and mr ducro was trying real hard to remain a neutral stand esp when we were complaining about his fellow colleaueges like mike tay hahaha chao calls him tay-o. lolx. oh forgive me if got spelling error, english is just not my thing
fun talking to mr ducro and being his last class for the year :) thanks mr ducro!
den after that was supposed to have really xian pw group annotations but ended up din have cos stupid mr lee had a meeting and didnt bother to tell us that he could not make it. frmph. whatever loh. den went to choir stall to chill and saw ck and serenie who were trying to mug bio and chinese repsectively. haha. den cheryl came and she joined me in slacking cos she forgot to bring her book.
was quite weird la, haha but fun also. :) and i guess cheryl is ncie if u get to know her :) yeah im starting on this :D yep yep i have changed im so proud of myself
den there was choir practice which i was kind looking forward to combined but ended up only got sectionals and comb sectionals. but it was okay, and joanie did a pretty good job :) we finished three songs today, quite happy budden again is quite easy songs so i guess of course should be able to finish one loh haha :) but everyone was like really tired and drained and even though i felt like bouncing when i sang jingle bell rock, the energy sort of weared off. its infectious you know, haiz really tiring trying to get and motivate pple not to be xian and to be enthu... like we shuld do it ourselves... was really like weary and stuff stood next to du rong who looked so xian and tired that i din noe what to do to make her smile and enjoy the song. oh well must try harder. den like a lot of the high notes we were all like flat and stuff and really unsupported. urgh. must try harder.
after that was the really weird part where we spent some time in the choir stall thomas was giving out the scores to pple and we were randomly singing the scores that he had just given out and it was really weird haha got songs like that i saw mother kiss santa under the mistletoe and bingsy was saying got some really sick renditions of that song...urgh
:) den went to have dinner with ash and ben, who now insists on being called benzene, for some weird unknown reason. haha. den we were talking about going on comm trip to trekk arnd sin gapore yay fun fun fun den of eeryone bikes cheryl and me can trekk today, k girl? :) la la la. felt quite bad about leaving cheryl at the bus stop since she said she got dinner at home budden she stays quite near and ck was there waiting for bus also so ben ash me left first. ben started cracking really lame jokes on the way to and back, and keep challenging me saying that he lamer. no loh i will always be the lamest
hahaha den we ate at the chicken place and that really weird lemon chicken which was supposed to be chicken cutlet lolx no wonder taste so weird haha so funny despite the fact that never est lunch or break i still could not finish the lemon chicken. frmph. my appetite really shrink liao, damn sad next time cannot eat sushi buffet not worth it liao hahaha nvr mind i starve myself one day den go eat den surely worth it hahaha.
:P
:) thanks for having dinner with samwise, frodo and erm legolas? haha i think the closest a lotr character can get to ben is probably legolas cos ben and him are both tall and willowy and stuff. den ash is like frodo, small but very important ring bearer, responsible and really powerful. good things come in small packages. hahah :) bingsy said he wants to be gandalf. ooo, strong silent and wise. lolx. den what will serenie and thomas and all the others be? hahahah
:D amusing. anyway i want to be aragorn ahhhh hahah but im the good old samwise
oh well. hahaha at least we got sth in common, we both got green fingers; im pretty good at gardening hahaha :D
lolx.
kk enuf of my nonsense. rmbr to rest ur eyes after reading this hahahaha. :)
boy am i in a good mood. *smirk*
Thursday, 28 October 2004
Finally updating after what seems like ages. Not my fault okay, always want to update, but get the juices flowing at the wrong time and place when im away from my comp.
Listening to shinhwa’s perfect man. Makes me want to start doing all those really cool hip hop/funk moves that some guy from shinhwa was doing for some choreoged dance for the song. I found the video by mistake, on kazaa, but BOY, the moves are really darn good. >_< im sooo envious darn it. But stupid user left kazaa and I couldn’t finish the darn download so I lost it. ARGH.
Lots of things happened over the course of this week and last week. Feeling stressed out mentally and physically. Maybe need a real short break but a good one, after pw, yeah?
I ll start from the back, my brain works better on rewind function.
Showed off my not so good results to my mom, who seemed rather relieved and maybe even comforted. But my dad was some other case. He gave me some really sad laugh and starting talking about how ordinary my marks were, blah blah, how come no A B C D, instead you get B C D E, onliy one missing is an F, luckily, which you did not get, blah blah.
:( Den he seemed unconvinced that I would be good enough to take the four A level subj course. :( im bad but not quite that bad, and I did study quite hard this time, much much much harder den for common tests or for any single test that I have had all my life so far
Oh well enough of unhappy stuff
Had dinner with mich and comm at some small restaurant next to the thai noodle shop.
Yum yum. Really nice food, like five bucks per person, free drink, free flow of rice, and like lots of dishes but to be shared between all of us.
The result? A feeling like we belonged to one family and we were having our regular dinning session and everyone was chattering and smiling and talking and eating and enjoying themselves.
I suddenly realized I have another reason to go to choir for :)
Last time, it used to be the sort of yearning to see ck, hs, sher, the sop seniors, shaun, etc. during the pre germany period, and also the sort of pride, joy, and chill in my spine that I got when I was singing along as a member of the choir :)
Now I ve got a new reason
Ben was talking about some hiking trip which maybe me have for the comm. During the holidays, you know, the good old back to nature, sand, soil, terrain, ruggedness? :) sounded really good to me. Can imagine myself accidentally stumbling on some hump of soil and ash holding my arm very tightly to make sure I don’t fall haha same as when I cross the road :) shes always there to prevent me from jaywalking un meticulously
Den can imagine beng hee giving the same xian face but actually is secretly amused haha and Thomas cracking some really lame joke about nature and flora and fauna haha den you jing aka yi 4 tuan2 haha giving the blur look
Can imagine myself mouth watering cos of the nice rice stuffed chicken which is ben speciality haha ben you promised hor :D yay I cant wait hahaha
Yep and can make use of the trip to get to know it other better and bond together, will be so fun! Yay and we can use the money from caroling to doll up the choir stall and get new stuff esp cushions from ikea yay a huge shopping trip at ikea yay that rocks haha
Of course not forgetting what we suggested, choir outings, like ash suggested can have barbecue at her house yay so fun and got food some more hahaha
:) everything really looks good. I cant wait. Haha and that stupid twelve days of Christmas tune is stuck in my head damn it even though I don’t make a conscious effort I already memorized to the five days part liao haha :)
Of course there was the feedback session today with choir as a whole. I felt really bad when I started showing my black face and sort of snapping and reprimanding the choir during the dialogue cos the choir was really paying attention to sida. :( oh well I guess there always should be a black face and I dun mind being one so its okay la. >_<
Maybe the session was too long cos some people looked really tired and I started getting weary also, but this is really a good way to train mental strength also, I think.
:) I liked it when we sang oh no john today, felt like we went back to the most raw, basic and simple sort of feeling, the sense of pure enjoyment and happiness filling us up when the melodies came out from our mouths. We went extremely sharp and the sops were screeching at the last part but the feeling was really good :)
Sidetracking. I saw ashton yesterday! Haha was so shocked. I was getting off the bus when I saw that familiar blue uniform and the army green bag and long copper brown hair that was rebonded and tied up in a neat pony tail. Haha but I only called her name den we walked separate roads :) it really brightened up my day to see my pre u sem group 27 chio bu! :D haha I really miss the pre u sem people
How are you guys? SLO really misses you guys :) hahaha. Should have an outing soon, but im not arranging it haha wonder how all the group 27 peeps are doing. Alex and Jeremy having As now, jia you! :)
Just gathering my scattered thoughts, a little here, a little there. Oh I got feed back that I need to make the choir board more colourful and stuff hahaha okay I shall get right to it tonight and burn midnight oil haha since only need to reach school at nine thirty argh must do group annotations tmr argh I dun want to go >_<
Argh ming juan just called me to ask me to include a slide in or powerpoint argh must seriously burn midnight oil liao after that must still draw choir girl argh hahaha :) but I ll make her real pretty but the guy looks really fine to me lei like really good eyecandy haha
Ben was telling me the guy looks disgusting ahaha but all the girls talked about it and came to a unanimous conclusion that the only guy in choir who can come close to the choir eye candy on the board is probably ben and how come he says the guy looks disgusting how ironic haha
Okay my sentence structure is really bad but this is my blog I can write as much nonsense as I want haha
:D
Listening to shinhwa’s perfect man. Makes me want to start doing all those really cool hip hop/funk moves that some guy from shinhwa was doing for some choreoged dance for the song. I found the video by mistake, on kazaa, but BOY, the moves are really darn good. >_< im sooo envious darn it. But stupid user left kazaa and I couldn’t finish the darn download so I lost it. ARGH.
Lots of things happened over the course of this week and last week. Feeling stressed out mentally and physically. Maybe need a real short break but a good one, after pw, yeah?
I ll start from the back, my brain works better on rewind function.
Showed off my not so good results to my mom, who seemed rather relieved and maybe even comforted. But my dad was some other case. He gave me some really sad laugh and starting talking about how ordinary my marks were, blah blah, how come no A B C D, instead you get B C D E, onliy one missing is an F, luckily, which you did not get, blah blah.
:( Den he seemed unconvinced that I would be good enough to take the four A level subj course. :( im bad but not quite that bad, and I did study quite hard this time, much much much harder den for common tests or for any single test that I have had all my life so far
Oh well enough of unhappy stuff
Had dinner with mich and comm at some small restaurant next to the thai noodle shop.
Yum yum. Really nice food, like five bucks per person, free drink, free flow of rice, and like lots of dishes but to be shared between all of us.
The result? A feeling like we belonged to one family and we were having our regular dinning session and everyone was chattering and smiling and talking and eating and enjoying themselves.
I suddenly realized I have another reason to go to choir for :)
Last time, it used to be the sort of yearning to see ck, hs, sher, the sop seniors, shaun, etc. during the pre germany period, and also the sort of pride, joy, and chill in my spine that I got when I was singing along as a member of the choir :)
Now I ve got a new reason
Ben was talking about some hiking trip which maybe me have for the comm. During the holidays, you know, the good old back to nature, sand, soil, terrain, ruggedness? :) sounded really good to me. Can imagine myself accidentally stumbling on some hump of soil and ash holding my arm very tightly to make sure I don’t fall haha same as when I cross the road :) shes always there to prevent me from jaywalking un meticulously
Den can imagine beng hee giving the same xian face but actually is secretly amused haha and Thomas cracking some really lame joke about nature and flora and fauna haha den you jing aka yi 4 tuan2 haha giving the blur look
Can imagine myself mouth watering cos of the nice rice stuffed chicken which is ben speciality haha ben you promised hor :D yay I cant wait hahaha
Yep and can make use of the trip to get to know it other better and bond together, will be so fun! Yay and we can use the money from caroling to doll up the choir stall and get new stuff esp cushions from ikea yay a huge shopping trip at ikea yay that rocks haha
Of course not forgetting what we suggested, choir outings, like ash suggested can have barbecue at her house yay so fun and got food some more hahaha
:) everything really looks good. I cant wait. Haha and that stupid twelve days of Christmas tune is stuck in my head damn it even though I don’t make a conscious effort I already memorized to the five days part liao haha :)
Of course there was the feedback session today with choir as a whole. I felt really bad when I started showing my black face and sort of snapping and reprimanding the choir during the dialogue cos the choir was really paying attention to sida. :( oh well I guess there always should be a black face and I dun mind being one so its okay la. >_<
Maybe the session was too long cos some people looked really tired and I started getting weary also, but this is really a good way to train mental strength also, I think.
:) I liked it when we sang oh no john today, felt like we went back to the most raw, basic and simple sort of feeling, the sense of pure enjoyment and happiness filling us up when the melodies came out from our mouths. We went extremely sharp and the sops were screeching at the last part but the feeling was really good :)
Sidetracking. I saw ashton yesterday! Haha was so shocked. I was getting off the bus when I saw that familiar blue uniform and the army green bag and long copper brown hair that was rebonded and tied up in a neat pony tail. Haha but I only called her name den we walked separate roads :) it really brightened up my day to see my pre u sem group 27 chio bu! :D haha I really miss the pre u sem people
How are you guys? SLO really misses you guys :) hahaha. Should have an outing soon, but im not arranging it haha wonder how all the group 27 peeps are doing. Alex and Jeremy having As now, jia you! :)
Just gathering my scattered thoughts, a little here, a little there. Oh I got feed back that I need to make the choir board more colourful and stuff hahaha okay I shall get right to it tonight and burn midnight oil haha since only need to reach school at nine thirty argh must do group annotations tmr argh I dun want to go >_<
Argh ming juan just called me to ask me to include a slide in or powerpoint argh must seriously burn midnight oil liao after that must still draw choir girl argh hahaha :) but I ll make her real pretty but the guy looks really fine to me lei like really good eyecandy haha
Ben was telling me the guy looks disgusting ahaha but all the girls talked about it and came to a unanimous conclusion that the only guy in choir who can come close to the choir eye candy on the board is probably ben and how come he says the guy looks disgusting how ironic haha
Okay my sentence structure is really bad but this is my blog I can write as much nonsense as I want haha
:D
Friday, 22 October 2004
haha. :) wee. today was the happiest day i ve had in months :D nearly forgot what its like to be so happy.
school was boring duh, as usual. :P stupid chao got me to ponn lesson finally, i cant believe i just gave in hahahah and stupid ying xiu also lolx. shant say much but it was fun.
oh yeah lemme digress
i was snubbing yichao when he said he wanted to be a cop haha cos i said he be cop can go undercover budden not good cos the cops also dunno whether hes on their side or on the bad side lolx hahaha i said it jokingly of courseee, yi chao is an extremely righteous person, :) two years in primary school taught me that :D and hes awful caring also,
he seemed miffed at my comment but later he came smiling and said this to me and ying xiu
oh i found another reason why i cannot be cop le, cos scully later i meet the hei bang den the hei bang inside got my buddies lolx den i left right also difficult
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
yawnz. :) feeling happy and smug. and satisfied and tired and lame haaa
lets see, went to school for the comm meeting with the teachers at five
was initially grumbling and stuffs but when i saw thom ash eugenie ben huey they all i couldnt help but smile :D hahaha :) it feels good to see them oh well.
got all wet cos of the darn rain frmph. i hope my shoes dry by tmr or else... so hilarious ying xiu and i were drying our socks and shoes using the hand dryer inside the toilet hahah so lang bei
meeting was really good. :D extremely eventful and fruitful
lots discussed, feel like got brain overload, hahaha lucky got write stuff down.
wanted to go for comm dinner but stupid eugenie pang sai me ash and ben so end up ben see his bus come le den go home le :( ash had to eat alone
MEANIE EUGENIE
hahaha oh man it rhymes. haha no la not his fault...
must haf comm dinner, a real one soon :) yeah. oh well.
oh yeah i just got informed that i got promoted, everyone in S13 did. co0l. but i want my four subj. haiz. howww well shant worry still got pw to worry thats MUCH worse
ME : PWWWWWW
EVERYONE : SUCKSSSSSSS
ME : PWWWWWWW
EVERYONE : SUCKSSSSSS
ME :PWWWWWW
EVERYONE : YUCKS LAHHHHHHH
hahaha a very clever derivation from the echo cheer things cedar used to haf, the cedar, oi cheer thingy. kinda miss my school U :) (*imagines tie and blue blouse and grey skirt happily*)
but cant go sa open house this sat, wanted to wear sec school u there, class outing liddat but end up surely got pw. (*everyone groan on cue)
shall stop attacking poor pw (*pw is crying by itself in a corner now feeling sad for its sorry and hated self. poor thing) its all MOE S FAULT HYAR HYAR i am such the worst spoilt student hahahah
oh well complained enuf, but im really extremely happy today. excluding the fact that my shoes are wet, my bag smells of rain, i got barked by the neighbors doors( who have been barking at me ever since i moved in when i was like just born. 17 long years, not tiredmehz. dotz)
:D
school was boring duh, as usual. :P stupid chao got me to ponn lesson finally, i cant believe i just gave in hahahah and stupid ying xiu also lolx. shant say much but it was fun.
oh yeah lemme digress
i was snubbing yichao when he said he wanted to be a cop haha cos i said he be cop can go undercover budden not good cos the cops also dunno whether hes on their side or on the bad side lolx hahaha i said it jokingly of courseee, yi chao is an extremely righteous person, :) two years in primary school taught me that :D and hes awful caring also,
he seemed miffed at my comment but later he came smiling and said this to me and ying xiu
oh i found another reason why i cannot be cop le, cos scully later i meet the hei bang den the hei bang inside got my buddies lolx den i left right also difficult
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
yawnz. :) feeling happy and smug. and satisfied and tired and lame haaa
lets see, went to school for the comm meeting with the teachers at five
was initially grumbling and stuffs but when i saw thom ash eugenie ben huey they all i couldnt help but smile :D hahaha :) it feels good to see them oh well.
got all wet cos of the darn rain frmph. i hope my shoes dry by tmr or else... so hilarious ying xiu and i were drying our socks and shoes using the hand dryer inside the toilet hahah so lang bei
meeting was really good. :D extremely eventful and fruitful
lots discussed, feel like got brain overload, hahaha lucky got write stuff down.
wanted to go for comm dinner but stupid eugenie pang sai me ash and ben so end up ben see his bus come le den go home le :( ash had to eat alone
MEANIE EUGENIE
hahaha oh man it rhymes. haha no la not his fault...
must haf comm dinner, a real one soon :) yeah. oh well.
oh yeah i just got informed that i got promoted, everyone in S13 did. co0l. but i want my four subj. haiz. howww well shant worry still got pw to worry thats MUCH worse
ME : PWWWWWW
EVERYONE : SUCKSSSSSSS
ME : PWWWWWWW
EVERYONE : SUCKSSSSSS
ME :PWWWWWW
EVERYONE : YUCKS LAHHHHHHH
hahaha a very clever derivation from the echo cheer things cedar used to haf, the cedar, oi cheer thingy. kinda miss my school U :) (*imagines tie and blue blouse and grey skirt happily*)
but cant go sa open house this sat, wanted to wear sec school u there, class outing liddat but end up surely got pw. (*everyone groan on cue)
shall stop attacking poor pw (*pw is crying by itself in a corner now feeling sad for its sorry and hated self. poor thing) its all MOE S FAULT HYAR HYAR i am such the worst spoilt student hahahah
oh well complained enuf, but im really extremely happy today. excluding the fact that my shoes are wet, my bag smells of rain, i got barked by the neighbors doors( who have been barking at me ever since i moved in when i was like just born. 17 long years, not tiredmehz. dotz)
:D
Monday, 18 October 2004
Sig Sauer P226. Greatest gun ever! Feel special.
Beautiful and reliable but can still scare the
living bejesus outta anyone.
What handgun are you?
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im feeling somewhat sadistic and suicidal.
Your Tifa! Sexy and Deadly. You seem to get the
guys. They might get intimidated by you but
you don't really care. Only problem is that you
might get too attached when you find that
special guy.
Which Female Character from Final Fantasy Vii Are You?
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crap. now this is interesting. im supposed to be sexy????? what the heck????
but im DEADLY thats one thing for sure and guys DO get intimidated by me. co0l man.
You are Schroeder!
Which Peanuts Character are You?
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now this is even MORE INTERESTING. its says im quiet. frmph.an amused observer? definitely. but quiet? frmph...not bad im pretty happy with this even though woodstock is really much cuter haha
You're a Summer. You're just a ball of energy that
is constantly going on and on!! You're kinda
like the energizer bunny. lol. But your
probably really athletic and even if you're
not, you'd be good in sports because of all
your energy. You're enthusiastic about
everything you do and find it hard not to be
happy. You're usually pretty optimistic but can
be realistic when needed. You always hope for
the best to turn out and many times they do.
Sometimes though, you let your temper get the
best of you but you apologize as soon as you
can because you hate people being angry with
you. You're friends love how active you are and
you make them feel. find your result) like they can do anything
crazy if they want to.
What season are you? (pics)
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now im supposed to be like an energizer bunny. frmph. but the second part is so true...
Earth - You have a strong connection to the earth,
you can only get this in one place, if you are
lucky it might be where you live!, some people
though never find it, you are not cruel to
animals and believe in equal rights, you are
emotional at times..
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at least earth is somewhat close to grass, which happnes to be green.cool.
updating on request. seems like very long since i did a proper update, but the truth is i did two updates but got some advice, complains, blah blah, so bye bye updates.
listening to yummy shinhwa as i type. actually no big deal la their vocals, but they re really yummy, especially when they dance, like, OMG SO NICE THEY DAMN PRO
haha i like dong wan. anyway he doesnt look korean. :D dong wan rocks. but erics raps really damn good man, pei fu pei fu. :D i guess what i really like abt their music is their style, a bit of hip hop, some bits of pop, rock, some electric here and there, really nice.
after the freak incident, i ve tot quite a lot about my life. i guess its really up to me, amd lifes not as bad as i make it up to be. so im gonna make the best of it, yadayada etc, blah blah
and yeah that comm lunch crap was really quite nice :) even talking to cheryl too. i guess i will get used to it, i have lots of flaws too. and it does help that she likes that cd shop too.
okay, update on the things going on so far.
lets see, open day was somewhat a success, considering the fact that despite the counselors knowing nuts about dancing but still managing to influence me in such a way that my legs were itching to join in the mass dance...brings back the good old times...
wonder hows heng, my old dance partner and benchmate. lolx. aka hui huis squeeze.
haiz. dunno how they two now... even though there wasnt really anything in the first place...but i always felt they made a cute couple...damn! :(
back to open day. quite fun la, sitting at the booth kiao ka ing while the choir sang. the first time i watched the choir as a spectator. co0l. and stupid ck kept annoying me and knocking my head, as if i not short or stupid enuf. sher came:D hahaha felt so good, nvr see her for so long...:) mssed her.
den when ck left hs came lolx, as if they like switched slots or sth. haha.
and as if ck haden annoy me enuf, stupid hs continued irritating me in the same way. URGHHH
hua cheng also came back.lolx. he sat and stoned at the booth also, den we kept complaining how each other were slacking and not bothering to tend to the interested pple
yawn.
oh okay, nothing much to say so i ll digress
say this really yummy looking guy on the bus the other day, and he got off the same stop. haha. felt damn weird walking behind him cos, i suddenly realised that he was walking to my block! lolx. not bad, got eye candy staying here.
not bad la, at least im quite normal, will occasionally drool at some eye candy. at least that proves to me im still a normal girl. so many things happening, i find it so hard to convince myself that im made to be a girl sometimes...
oh well. frmph. slogged pw at kimmy s house yesterday, not bad quite fruitful, esp compared to last time at her house when i had such a bad migrane that i took two panadol pills and all i could do was lie down and put my head under the cardboard boxes in her study room to block off the irritating sunlight streaming in. frmph.
i just believe that you will come back to me
(next line in korean)
ops. some nice song in korean. shinhwa still. anyway, unbelievable but its actually a slow love song... haha but it has some light hip hop and beats in the background and really nice music...
starting to get used to the feeling of being alone in class, not really fitting into any social clique... i guess i ll get used to it soon. maybe it would help if i had a portable cd player by my side...
haha. i guess loneliness is something not so bad...and i dun need peoples pity, being dere wif me just cos feeling sorry for me like fan was the other day. when i got home, i felt kinda pissed and indignant. i dont need anyones pity, im strong. i ll make it thru, even if im alone.
why do i say guys are yummy? feels kind of weird la, i dun even mean it dat way... haiz. how come i see very handsome guys also wu dong yu zhong. haha im straight i suppose, i dun go fer gals. but how come i just dun feel like others girls do about guys...feels weird. :S
maybe im neutral. thats kinda co0l.
ying xiu got me to help her pay 22 bucks cos she culdnt come school today...after paying my share of 22 bucks, arriving at a grand total of 44 bucks i realise i am broke. what a sad thought. frmph
felt kind of weird not going down to eat today, like missed the canteen or sth.
feeling pissed. no edible food in the fridge, except for some bloody oily mooncakes which my mom will nag me at for eating and some so called fruit cake which is not suitable for human consumption. crap. damn la, did i tell you i nearly got food poisoning this morning just from the smell of it? it sucks. big time. i wonder how that crap bakery downstairs survives. frmph.
i swear that if i make it to stay in hostel and manage to get a fridge of my own, i ll stock it with all sorts of wonderful food and stuff and make sure theres always sth for me to munch on rain or shine
did i tell you i like to binge when im sad? yeah same thing when im happy. when means, most of the time im just eating. crap la. i can forget about my figure, im not as image conscious as some girls in my class, saying what,'aiyoh so fat must go on diet!'
crap. forget the mermaid ambition. wait....who said dun haf fat mermaids argh. i can be one.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
that was a rather disgusting/revolting tot.
i simply cannot take it that my boyfriend is thinner than me. shit. den next time you ll see me married to some hug pot bellied man. damn. hahahahahha a funny tot.
didnt get to eat anything wholesome. crap, some yakurt and what ice cream cone which wasnt even filling. damn.
im in a crappy mood. forgive me if i have offended you or wat, im like dat when im in a slightly bad mood. but im particularily good at making fun of myself when im in a bad mood. its the acid dripping from my mouth la. my sis says im such a cynic. best.
i swear that i did not do it on purpose when my whole head collapsed onto the desk in front of me during econs tutorial today. i swear. it just suddenly felt droopy and my neck couldnt bear the weight and neither could my eyelids, so i just sort of slept or what. sorry mr goh. damn. haha. goh soon hoe is damn good,i feel so bad to be like dat during his lesson
i think i really need a long break from school.
the school
the homework
the class
the teachers
the stress
the crap
oh well. i can dream on.
listening to yummy shinhwa as i type. actually no big deal la their vocals, but they re really yummy, especially when they dance, like, OMG SO NICE THEY DAMN PRO
haha i like dong wan. anyway he doesnt look korean. :D dong wan rocks. but erics raps really damn good man, pei fu pei fu. :D i guess what i really like abt their music is their style, a bit of hip hop, some bits of pop, rock, some electric here and there, really nice.
after the freak incident, i ve tot quite a lot about my life. i guess its really up to me, amd lifes not as bad as i make it up to be. so im gonna make the best of it, yadayada etc, blah blah
and yeah that comm lunch crap was really quite nice :) even talking to cheryl too. i guess i will get used to it, i have lots of flaws too. and it does help that she likes that cd shop too.
okay, update on the things going on so far.
lets see, open day was somewhat a success, considering the fact that despite the counselors knowing nuts about dancing but still managing to influence me in such a way that my legs were itching to join in the mass dance...brings back the good old times...
wonder hows heng, my old dance partner and benchmate. lolx. aka hui huis squeeze.
haiz. dunno how they two now... even though there wasnt really anything in the first place...but i always felt they made a cute couple...damn! :(
back to open day. quite fun la, sitting at the booth kiao ka ing while the choir sang. the first time i watched the choir as a spectator. co0l. and stupid ck kept annoying me and knocking my head, as if i not short or stupid enuf. sher came:D hahaha felt so good, nvr see her for so long...:) mssed her.
den when ck left hs came lolx, as if they like switched slots or sth. haha.
and as if ck haden annoy me enuf, stupid hs continued irritating me in the same way. URGHHH
hua cheng also came back.lolx. he sat and stoned at the booth also, den we kept complaining how each other were slacking and not bothering to tend to the interested pple
yawn.
oh okay, nothing much to say so i ll digress
say this really yummy looking guy on the bus the other day, and he got off the same stop. haha. felt damn weird walking behind him cos, i suddenly realised that he was walking to my block! lolx. not bad, got eye candy staying here.
not bad la, at least im quite normal, will occasionally drool at some eye candy. at least that proves to me im still a normal girl. so many things happening, i find it so hard to convince myself that im made to be a girl sometimes...
oh well. frmph. slogged pw at kimmy s house yesterday, not bad quite fruitful, esp compared to last time at her house when i had such a bad migrane that i took two panadol pills and all i could do was lie down and put my head under the cardboard boxes in her study room to block off the irritating sunlight streaming in. frmph.
i just believe that you will come back to me
(next line in korean)
ops. some nice song in korean. shinhwa still. anyway, unbelievable but its actually a slow love song... haha but it has some light hip hop and beats in the background and really nice music...
starting to get used to the feeling of being alone in class, not really fitting into any social clique... i guess i ll get used to it soon. maybe it would help if i had a portable cd player by my side...
haha. i guess loneliness is something not so bad...and i dun need peoples pity, being dere wif me just cos feeling sorry for me like fan was the other day. when i got home, i felt kinda pissed and indignant. i dont need anyones pity, im strong. i ll make it thru, even if im alone.
why do i say guys are yummy? feels kind of weird la, i dun even mean it dat way... haiz. how come i see very handsome guys also wu dong yu zhong. haha im straight i suppose, i dun go fer gals. but how come i just dun feel like others girls do about guys...feels weird. :S
maybe im neutral. thats kinda co0l.
ying xiu got me to help her pay 22 bucks cos she culdnt come school today...after paying my share of 22 bucks, arriving at a grand total of 44 bucks i realise i am broke. what a sad thought. frmph
felt kind of weird not going down to eat today, like missed the canteen or sth.
feeling pissed. no edible food in the fridge, except for some bloody oily mooncakes which my mom will nag me at for eating and some so called fruit cake which is not suitable for human consumption. crap. damn la, did i tell you i nearly got food poisoning this morning just from the smell of it? it sucks. big time. i wonder how that crap bakery downstairs survives. frmph.
i swear that if i make it to stay in hostel and manage to get a fridge of my own, i ll stock it with all sorts of wonderful food and stuff and make sure theres always sth for me to munch on rain or shine
did i tell you i like to binge when im sad? yeah same thing when im happy. when means, most of the time im just eating. crap la. i can forget about my figure, im not as image conscious as some girls in my class, saying what,'aiyoh so fat must go on diet!'
crap. forget the mermaid ambition. wait....who said dun haf fat mermaids argh. i can be one.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
that was a rather disgusting/revolting tot.
i simply cannot take it that my boyfriend is thinner than me. shit. den next time you ll see me married to some hug pot bellied man. damn. hahahahahha a funny tot.
didnt get to eat anything wholesome. crap, some yakurt and what ice cream cone which wasnt even filling. damn.
im in a crappy mood. forgive me if i have offended you or wat, im like dat when im in a slightly bad mood. but im particularily good at making fun of myself when im in a bad mood. its the acid dripping from my mouth la. my sis says im such a cynic. best.
i swear that i did not do it on purpose when my whole head collapsed onto the desk in front of me during econs tutorial today. i swear. it just suddenly felt droopy and my neck couldnt bear the weight and neither could my eyelids, so i just sort of slept or what. sorry mr goh. damn. haha. goh soon hoe is damn good,i feel so bad to be like dat during his lesson
i think i really need a long break from school.
the school
the homework
the class
the teachers
the stress
the crap
oh well. i can dream on.
Monday, 11 October 2004
Everyone thinks he's a bad person, that he has no
heart and that he couldn't love or ever be
loved. Well, you just proved those ignorants
wrong. This dude would go thirty times around
the earth if you would ask him to. A person who
threatens you must really have a death wish.
What kind of boyfriend would you have?(with pics and obviously for girls^^)
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unbelievable. i did this darn thing twice and it says i like bad boys? more like darell does...weird...
Saturday, 9 October 2004
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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Friday, 8 October 2004
yep.this marks the end of my short lived torture of the promotional examinations 2004.
congratulations, you have made it past the first level of hell. now would you please wait while we assess your level of hardiness and determine if you are of enough calibre to advance to the next level of hell. this is to ensure that we will be able to torture you to an even higher extent without letting you die. all you will do is roll around in the mud and cry to yourself and weep about your soppy sad miserable life. hope you like the little preview that i have just given you.
enjoy your short break before you advance into the next compulsory level of hell, deadly disastrous project work. remember to enjoy yourself and have a good time. heres wishing you all the best before you final assessment in early november. you will be notified in two weeks time if you qualify to the following level of hell, agonising a levels, part two
your ever so friendly and resourceful and approachable ministry of human torture aka moe
how was that.
anyway, hurray. end of promos but start of more stuff. have to arange that super messy choir comm meeting mintues that was from ages ago right before the exams that week...BAH miss chua kept skipping topics, jumping arnd, i also dunno what im writing...must decipher it...MUSTTTT!!!
but let me slack for now....PLEASEEEEEE?
haha. frmph.did i tell you that my class got third in the whole level for econs mcq>? damn shocking and damn high man!!! i mean i felt damn high la, lolx. like mr goh was going to announce the top three classes and den fan was like saying, surely wont hear our name, den mr goh went,'and in the third place is ...04s13 with a score of twenty point blah blah as average...'
and we were at first like,: HUH whos that then
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
thts us! hahahahah lolx. yay:D
went to eat fish and co quite unwillingly haha cos din want to spend the money in my wallet, save so long, i felt like it wasnt worth it to spent it on some food to be chewed, swallowed, digested then egested. not really worth it. but class outing, so went along. was really quite fun though :) haha. stupid you zhi said the serving of fish and chips was 'okay' but it turned out to be HUGE and i was like dying... lolx. haiz. twenty bucks off my wallet. *ouch*
but the fish is quite good, and i like that whats that called pasta salad thingy which looked freakishingly like main course cos of the huge plate they served it on. and how come salad got like that one, got pasta...lolx. but the gravy is damn good.
walked around, stoned and stuff. den we walked to heeren and tiong tiong said he wanted to go look for the music s new cd so i went to check out the stock of lounge music there.
one word. PATHETIC.there isnt even a section called 'lounge music ' or 'chillout' or whatever. and they call themselves HMV. DAMN. and i went to the counter to ask the guy about the cd, and he was like, checking thru and he said, 'we dont have that cd but we have lounge music.' and he flashed me some really corny fu1 yan3 smile and i was quite pissed.
oh well. lucky went there anyway. got to listen to Da pump and anson hu yan bin and shinwas new albums for free. shit! DAMN IT, really tempted to buy the shinwa album and the da pump album... the shinwa one has lots of nice songs which are so good for dancing...damn, some really good techno background and the da pump one is just so like groovy and like really style... haiz. money fly awayyyyyyyyy
>_<
den i walked to
THAT CD SHOP
it was like
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN OMG OMG OMG OMG
love at first sight
just so. chillout, groovy, style...
haiz, and i was like looked down flat cos i was just some measley jc student instead of some sophisticated rich affluent classy expat... cos its so not like a place where a 17 year old would go... its so like 28 or sth...
anyway it has lots of groovy jazz and lounge and chillout stuff and even some normal mainstream pop rock crap. goody.
asked the lady abt the cd and she was like, no stock
NO STOCK SOLD OUT!!!!
luckily i asked the lady and she said arnd next week shuld have new stock. yay.
congratulations, you have made it past the first level of hell. now would you please wait while we assess your level of hardiness and determine if you are of enough calibre to advance to the next level of hell. this is to ensure that we will be able to torture you to an even higher extent without letting you die. all you will do is roll around in the mud and cry to yourself and weep about your soppy sad miserable life. hope you like the little preview that i have just given you.
enjoy your short break before you advance into the next compulsory level of hell, deadly disastrous project work. remember to enjoy yourself and have a good time. heres wishing you all the best before you final assessment in early november. you will be notified in two weeks time if you qualify to the following level of hell, agonising a levels, part two
your ever so friendly and resourceful and approachable ministry of human torture aka moe
how was that.
anyway, hurray. end of promos but start of more stuff. have to arange that super messy choir comm meeting mintues that was from ages ago right before the exams that week...BAH miss chua kept skipping topics, jumping arnd, i also dunno what im writing...must decipher it...MUSTTTT!!!
but let me slack for now....PLEASEEEEEE?
haha. frmph.did i tell you that my class got third in the whole level for econs mcq>? damn shocking and damn high man!!! i mean i felt damn high la, lolx. like mr goh was going to announce the top three classes and den fan was like saying, surely wont hear our name, den mr goh went,'and in the third place is ...04s13 with a score of twenty point blah blah as average...'
and we were at first like,: HUH whos that then
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
thts us! hahahahah lolx. yay:D
went to eat fish and co quite unwillingly haha cos din want to spend the money in my wallet, save so long, i felt like it wasnt worth it to spent it on some food to be chewed, swallowed, digested then egested. not really worth it. but class outing, so went along. was really quite fun though :) haha. stupid you zhi said the serving of fish and chips was 'okay' but it turned out to be HUGE and i was like dying... lolx. haiz. twenty bucks off my wallet. *ouch*
but the fish is quite good, and i like that whats that called pasta salad thingy which looked freakishingly like main course cos of the huge plate they served it on. and how come salad got like that one, got pasta...lolx. but the gravy is damn good.
walked around, stoned and stuff. den we walked to heeren and tiong tiong said he wanted to go look for the music s new cd so i went to check out the stock of lounge music there.
one word. PATHETIC.there isnt even a section called 'lounge music ' or 'chillout' or whatever. and they call themselves HMV. DAMN. and i went to the counter to ask the guy about the cd, and he was like, checking thru and he said, 'we dont have that cd but we have lounge music.' and he flashed me some really corny fu1 yan3 smile and i was quite pissed.
oh well. lucky went there anyway. got to listen to Da pump and anson hu yan bin and shinwas new albums for free. shit! DAMN IT, really tempted to buy the shinwa album and the da pump album... the shinwa one has lots of nice songs which are so good for dancing...damn, some really good techno background and the da pump one is just so like groovy and like really style... haiz. money fly awayyyyyyyyy
>_<
den i walked to
THAT CD SHOP
it was like
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN OMG OMG OMG OMG
love at first sight
just so. chillout, groovy, style...
haiz, and i was like looked down flat cos i was just some measley jc student instead of some sophisticated rich affluent classy expat... cos its so not like a place where a 17 year old would go... its so like 28 or sth...
anyway it has lots of groovy jazz and lounge and chillout stuff and even some normal mainstream pop rock crap. goody.
asked the lady abt the cd and she was like, no stock
NO STOCK SOLD OUT!!!!
luckily i asked the lady and she said arnd next week shuld have new stock. yay.
i swear that if one i grow up and become some rich stylish classy affluent smart expat or sth i will sasshay into THAT cd shop and give those pple inside the shop the come and please me or else u lose big bucks look. frmph, excuse me, i may be 17 but i DO have the money to buy your cds LOH
but den, somehow i felt kind of sad. maybe cos i was really tempted to buy the shinwa or da pump cd at hmv but decided to save for the shanghai lounge cd... but it wasnt there, so i went home empty handed.... its a sort of weird feeling... cos i just wont settle for anything else. you understand?....even though i got nothing to listen to now...
anyway i thinking of changing email add. cos this email add doesnt suit me now...like quite stupid but true, my email adds are like symbols of me in different stages of my life...this email add has some not so happy memories...especially my yahoomail one... so i gues i come up with a new one, but troublesome leh. and i want sth to last me a lifetime, sth i wont want to change even 10 years down the road... but people change right?....
kinda missing qiu han, feeling like im having some long distance relationship...really really dont like this feeling. :( like when the whole class is together and everyone (girls la) is in pairs and im the odd one out...i know its nobodys fault and the girls dont do it one purpose but sometimes i cant help but feel left out... but lucky im the type who can do things by myself. like erm i dont have to ask someone to go to the toilet with me hahhah dunno why some girls are like that. oh well. but sometimes i do feel insecure...some weird feeling... rene liu has got a song, wo3 xiang3 wo2 hui4 yi1 zhi2 gu1 dan1...sometimes when i sing along i actually really feel that way too.. i guess its really sth small and most pple will assure me that wont happen, but...
enuf of sentimental stuff.no more soppy me. back to my easily irritated alter ego. took the bus home, den this really really annoying girl sat next to me and was talking to her two friends sitting in front. what i didnt like about her was that she kept criticising about other people, laughing at some guy called tiger or sth. like its YOUR PROBLEM that the guys has such a lousy name, dun have to luff at it...MEANIE. and her fake american/british/whatever english accent really pissed me off. she sounds like a bitch. as in, seriously, i seldom say that but its kinda true that most bitches have this bitch voice, this certain cockiness and like im so good im better than everyone else and only i can luff at people hyar hyar hyar attitude.
DAMN. im actually flaming someone i dont even noe. talk about whos the one with a foul mouth. haha. anyway dunno why just cant stand this sort of people.
and i cant stand people who are pro ang moh also. dunno why.maybe cause my dad THE chinese has successfully brought me up to like my native language. so it kinda hurt me that my sec school junior said i sounded weird speaking chinese. BASTARD. no, not her.jus the notion that i sound weird speaking chinese. i guess i feel really relaxed speaking chinese, especially with weiling darell and qiu han.:) haha. i can speak it well, dad, but at least i like it. you re not such a failure afterall. dad always complains abt none of his three daughters inheriting his strong love for chinese language and culture and flair and ability to write and converse and compose in chinese.
BAH. at least i tried. i may not be good, but at least im not bad. hey, an A2 for hcl is okay loh.
hhaha. well guess i cheered myself up.thanks blog and thanks all u readers out there who have strained ur eyes to finish reading till here. :) enjoy your weekend and to those having As and Os, jia you and mug hard kz. i wont be slacking. still got the next level of hell to go.
Wednesday, 6 October 2004
hmm lets see. havent updated in ages, feels kinda weird i guess
but i got the motivation to update hyar hyar haha. and yeah tht laughing sort of sounds like lippy the lion and hardy har har the hyena ...
okay, if u dont know what im talking about you probably belong to a different generation, had a tv deprived childhood with no cartoons to watch haha
anyway
i ll give a brief review of some blur happenings that have no significance whatsoever
about the weekend
supposed to spend my saturday mugging freaking hard
but ended up i moved stuff arnd
as in we got new beds and stuff, and a cupboard too, so its kinda squashed up in my room now. feeling damn weird cos my bed is like erm fourty cm or more above the floor and i feel damn weird sleeping so high on a one storey bed lolx
kind of like that story
whats that callled, the princess and the pea crap...
she slept on a hundred mattresses piled up together and couldnt sleep all night cos there was some stupid pea underneath her bed. crap.
and i get the princess treatment. hyarhyar. not funny. i will have to wake up to the fact that i will always be someones jester, not princess, and i wouldnt reallly want to be a princess anyway... would be so weird. period.
exams suck la. i just hope i can pass chem, i just want my four subj!!! damn it!
anyway, one paper left, econs, and lots more to do... feeling the weight on my shoulders already...
my dad got some really cool funky cd from that cd shop, has some chillout musik, which is so absolutely cool. sometimes i think im a real authentic chillout person, cant help it, i got the vibes.
saved nominal amt of money since i started my breakfast bar turned yong tao foo staple diet
quite cool actually
cant wait to splurge it all on some really good new bag
or some cool cd from that cd shop
which would definitely have to be
shanghai lounge, the finest loung music
hyar hyar
but i got the motivation to update hyar hyar haha. and yeah tht laughing sort of sounds like lippy the lion and hardy har har the hyena ...
okay, if u dont know what im talking about you probably belong to a different generation, had a tv deprived childhood with no cartoons to watch haha
anyway
i ll give a brief review of some blur happenings that have no significance whatsoever
about the weekend
supposed to spend my saturday mugging freaking hard
but ended up i moved stuff arnd
as in we got new beds and stuff, and a cupboard too, so its kinda squashed up in my room now. feeling damn weird cos my bed is like erm fourty cm or more above the floor and i feel damn weird sleeping so high on a one storey bed lolx
kind of like that story
whats that callled, the princess and the pea crap...
she slept on a hundred mattresses piled up together and couldnt sleep all night cos there was some stupid pea underneath her bed. crap.
and i get the princess treatment. hyarhyar. not funny. i will have to wake up to the fact that i will always be someones jester, not princess, and i wouldnt reallly want to be a princess anyway... would be so weird. period.
exams suck la. i just hope i can pass chem, i just want my four subj!!! damn it!
anyway, one paper left, econs, and lots more to do... feeling the weight on my shoulders already...
my dad got some really cool funky cd from that cd shop, has some chillout musik, which is so absolutely cool. sometimes i think im a real authentic chillout person, cant help it, i got the vibes.
saved nominal amt of money since i started my breakfast bar turned yong tao foo staple diet
quite cool actually
cant wait to splurge it all on some really good new bag
or some cool cd from that cd shop
which would definitely have to be
shanghai lounge, the finest loung music
hyar hyar
meanwhile
DAMN THE DATA RESPONSE AND MCQ DAMNDAMN DAMN IT
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