Finally updating after what seems like ages. Not my fault okay, always want to update, but get the juices flowing at the wrong time and place when im away from my comp.

Listening to shinhwa’s perfect man. Makes me want to start doing all those really cool hip hop/funk moves that some guy from shinhwa was doing for some choreoged dance for the song. I found the video by mistake, on kazaa, but BOY, the moves are really darn good. >_< im sooo envious darn it. But stupid user left kazaa and I couldn’t finish the darn download so I lost it. ARGH.

Lots of things happened over the course of this week and last week. Feeling stressed out mentally and physically. Maybe need a real short break but a good one, after pw, yeah?

I ll start from the back, my brain works better on rewind function.
Showed off my not so good results to my mom, who seemed rather relieved and maybe even comforted. But my dad was some other case. He gave me some really sad laugh and starting talking about how ordinary my marks were, blah blah, how come no A B C D, instead you get B C D E, onliy one missing is an F, luckily, which you did not get, blah blah.
:( Den he seemed unconvinced that I would be good enough to take the four A level subj course. :( im bad but not quite that bad, and I did study quite hard this time, much much much harder den for common tests or for any single test that I have had all my life so far

Oh well enough of unhappy stuff
Had dinner with mich and comm at some small restaurant next to the thai noodle shop.
Yum yum. Really nice food, like five bucks per person, free drink, free flow of rice, and like lots of dishes but to be shared between all of us.
The result? A feeling like we belonged to one family and we were having our regular dinning session and everyone was chattering and smiling and talking and eating and enjoying themselves.

I suddenly realized I have another reason to go to choir for :)
Last time, it used to be the sort of yearning to see ck, hs, sher, the sop seniors, shaun, etc. during the pre germany period, and also the sort of pride, joy, and chill in my spine that I got when I was singing along as a member of the choir :)
Now I ve got a new reason

Ben was talking about some hiking trip which maybe me have for the comm. During the holidays, you know, the good old back to nature, sand, soil, terrain, ruggedness? :) sounded really good to me. Can imagine myself accidentally stumbling on some hump of soil and ash holding my arm very tightly to make sure I don’t fall haha same as when I cross the road :) shes always there to prevent me from jaywalking un meticulously

Den can imagine beng hee giving the same xian face but actually is secretly amused haha and Thomas cracking some really lame joke about nature and flora and fauna haha den you jing aka yi 4 tuan2 haha giving the blur look

Can imagine myself mouth watering cos of the nice rice stuffed chicken which is ben speciality haha ben you promised hor :D yay I cant wait hahaha

Yep and can make use of the trip to get to know it other better and bond together, will be so fun! Yay and we can use the money from caroling to doll up the choir stall and get new stuff esp cushions from ikea yay a huge shopping trip at ikea yay that rocks haha

Of course not forgetting what we suggested, choir outings, like ash suggested can have barbecue at her house yay so fun and got food some more hahaha

:) everything really looks good. I cant wait. Haha and that stupid twelve days of Christmas tune is stuck in my head damn it even though I don’t make a conscious effort I already memorized to the five days part liao haha :)

Of course there was the feedback session today with choir as a whole. I felt really bad when I started showing my black face and sort of snapping and reprimanding the choir during the dialogue cos the choir was really paying attention to sida. :( oh well I guess there always should be a black face and I dun mind being one so its okay la. >_<
Maybe the session was too long cos some people looked really tired and I started getting weary also, but this is really a good way to train mental strength also, I think.

:) I liked it when we sang oh no john today, felt like we went back to the most raw, basic and simple sort of feeling, the sense of pure enjoyment and happiness filling us up when the melodies came out from our mouths. We went extremely sharp and the sops were screeching at the last part but the feeling was really good :)

Sidetracking. I saw ashton yesterday! Haha was so shocked. I was getting off the bus when I saw that familiar blue uniform and the army green bag and long copper brown hair that was rebonded and tied up in a neat pony tail. Haha but I only called her name den we walked separate roads :) it really brightened up my day to see my pre u sem group 27 chio bu! :D haha I really miss the pre u sem people

How are you guys? SLO really misses you guys :) hahaha. Should have an outing soon, but im not arranging it haha wonder how all the group 27 peeps are doing. Alex and Jeremy having As now, jia you! :)

Just gathering my scattered thoughts, a little here, a little there. Oh I got feed back that I need to make the choir board more colourful and stuff hahaha okay I shall get right to it tonight and burn midnight oil haha since only need to reach school at nine thirty argh must do group annotations tmr argh I dun want to go >_<
Argh ming juan just called me to ask me to include a slide in or powerpoint argh must seriously burn midnight oil liao after that must still draw choir girl argh hahaha :) but I ll make her real pretty but the guy looks really fine to me lei like really good eyecandy haha

Ben was telling me the guy looks disgusting ahaha but all the girls talked about it and came to a unanimous conclusion that the only guy in choir who can come close to the choir eye candy on the board is probably ben and how come he says the guy looks disgusting how ironic haha

Okay my sentence structure is really bad but this is my blog I can write as much nonsense as I want haha

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