Haiz.feeling Sad cos I lyke had a last minute mad rush again before some big performance or test or exam or overseas trip l ll experience the trauma of NEARLY losing something reallyly quite scary xia .

Like today is when I should be packing and stuff and I end up looking for the damn stupid o level cert which I really forgot where I stuffed, shucks loh, keep losing things.

This week is was my house keys got scolded quite badly for it, and I know I really deserve it loh, cos its the second tim e and also cos it s such an important thing...

Then tomorrow supposed to pass up some photocopy of our o level certs so we can do projectwork...damn cock loh...and how come I dun remember getting a laminated o level results slip huh, only the express Chinese one I have cos I took it at sec3...luckily I found it...

But the fear of losing something is horrible..really scary...like falling into a bottomless pit or running down a road that leads nowhere.You know what I mean? Just like losing a friend or a loved one,like today something sad happened...ayer rajah incident...I heard 2 people died...

Can you imagine? Like one minute you may be talking to that very person, and the next minute, he or she might not even be around in this world anymore...its really scary.
Sometimes I tink im really just freaking myself out, but its true...you may be reading my blog now, but who know when will be the next time you see me? Maybe never.

Life is so fragile, its scary. I wonder what it would be lyke if I had left and I no longer existed in this world...would you guys miss me? Would anyone cry for me? Would anyone get depressed? And years on, after time has passed and gently blurred the memories of you guys and me, would you guys still remember me?...

I know this is sounding paranoid, and its all just about a stupid o level cert which I tot I lost but have now found, but its really made me look at life twice, in a different light.
And crying...let me side track...I always remember funerals and wailing children of the deceased but I always tot that dose hu are the saddest arent dose hu were crying the loudest it was dose hu were silent because even though they were sad, they couldnt cry, because they already cried till their eyes were all dry...

I remember a Chinese book about two lovers...
The guy was a playboy and he met the girl as a client.
She was cold and hostile on the outside but she was actually really only playing hard to get cos she was afraid to be hurt...
He tried all sorts of stuff...flowers, cards, etc and he was shocked because she wasnt the normal type of girl who liked lilies or roses...
Initially he took it as a conquest but after a little time, he really started to care for her and develop feelings for her...

But as heaven willed against it, they fell in love...
She brought him to a tiny island where she loved to visit and watch the sunset and she showed him the flower on the island ,that she liked...
She said she liked it because it was so small and insignificant, just like her...
he asked her wat the name of the flower was, but she said she didnt know...
And they watched the sunset together.
At this time, he had fallen in love with her.
He was scared because he had never felt like this before he felt scared becos he was a coward who didnt believe that men should be faithful ...

So he started going out with other girls purposely giving her the cold shoulder
She couldnt understand at first...how could she? After she had given her trust to him....
She called to meet up and he said yes...
But whne they did, he purposely kissed another girl right in front of her and pretended like it was nothing abnormal...
She was silent. For one moment he thought she would cry.but she didnt.she just turned and left.
He never realised that she would just walk right out of his life.
Weeks later, he still could not put her off his mind...her smiles, her laughter, just being together with her....he remembered the day she left, all he saw her a eyes was a dead calm...no tears or sadness...
As he opened his mailbox, a card dropped out.
It was in her hand writing.
From memory, I tink it read something like this...

How ironical, it should be
That my love was not to be
To think I so naive ly trusted
My worst enemy
Ths sun has long set
On my tiny island
But as sadness overwhelms me
And depression takes over
I find that I cannot cry
Because my tears are also crying

After reading the card, he franatically searched for her but there was no sign of her anywhere..she ahd walked out of his life
He searched madly but to not avail
And as he flipped through an encyclopaedia he caught sight of the tiny flower the girl so dearly loved...he found out its name
And he returned to the island,but she was no longer there with him
The sunset was no longer the same,because she wasnt there

The end of the book reads something like this..

Hi. My name is Joey. Im looking for a girl named Sophie. Do you know where she's been?
If you have seen her, please help me tell her that the sun has not set on coral bay and I'm looking for her.


Haha can't believe I wrote so much...
But its all so sad...and the story ends there.
Please don't be like joey...and spend the rest of your life regretting what could have been...because you never know what will happen next ...life is delicate as a flower..
And guys! Be better to your girlfrens...or else they'll just walk away...
( I'm walking away...from the troubles in my life, I'm walking away, gonna find a better day...)

Haiz...how do I manage to talk so much crap?...Damn im good loh...hahaha

Have fun time reading !


~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~

today was ok LAh...had some lessons here and there but my heart was really not there...
didnt do pe cos of mc...hahaz...

anyway this mroning was kinda slack lahz the morning singing session...cos the seniors were mugging their accapella songs...and ck was mugging hmwk or sth...rambutan lokked so sad...:(

haiz.but its real nice to know so many seniors...:D

haiz...
hahas during physics lect the teachers came up with some stupid ideal of squeezing all the pple into lt 5...mad...so squeezy...anyway they even said must take photo and must take charge of ur own seat cos it will be customised...

we really tot they talking cock but mr yong took out a digicam and started taking photos....diao~
our class covered up our faces with the lecture notes, in unison...haha nad mr yong was lyke , OI how to take....

then we were lyke, ok lah, haha...and we alll put 13 wif our fingers....reall cool...haha :D
then after phys lect we had lunch...

and got back chem test...like 10.5/30...WOW...really suck...

haiz....gotta cheer myself up or else no one will...now everyone is in such low spirits, gotta get everybody UP~~~!!!!jia you everyone! countdown to cantab...one day....lyke around 24 hours....

we ll be rehearsing tomolo around this time....

:D...jia you!




~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~

Hahaz
Blogging again xia...:D
Yeah!...feeling kinda sheepish cos I swallowed the lozenges pill that im supposed to suck…darn it!

Anyway was feeling good to come back to school and see so many people!
Felt real good
Haiz today went to support thr table tennis...our class got picked to pon lesson and go support...hahz cos we're too enthu and united!:Dyeah~ 04S13~~~
Hahaz anyway really didn't feel lyke going…like hen bug an yuan de reach dere…~>-<~
But when I got there, wow...
Lyke when the match started I was like MAD
Hahaa lyke cheering and shouting and stuff...( NJ JIA YOUUUUU~~!!!!)
:P please dun scold me lah...pai she I noe I shouldn't haf shouted...cantab is lyke 2 days away ...hahaz but couldn't help myself...really got like gan2 ran3 by the qi4 fen4 dere...
Was so proud when we trashed HC 3-0 for some singles match...
But had to leave half way cus of choir...but seriously on the whole taxi ride back my heart was there at the toa payoh stadium...

Reminds me of last year when got sars...the national track and filed champs were lyke 1 week b4 syf lah...but I still went...and I was lyke totally MAD! Cheering and shouting lyke XIAO lyke some madwoman...but lucky my voice recovers pretty fast...was ok by 2 days later..:P tee hee sometimes I find I take my voice for granted lah...

But lyke last week suddenly reaslised its importance when my throat fa1 yan2...
Was horrible not being able to sing or talk...as some famous person said( I tink? :P)
A singer's most important tool is his voice...so I should cherish it!

After all I've got such a special voice! :P tee hee haha lyke I can sing sop alto tenor...only base cannot...argghhhh so sad...orh! But I could sing base yesterday! Serious! But that was cos I sick lah...:P hahaz.my voice is special cos god gave it to me and me only! Lyke so weird cos my whole family only my voice is lyke, erm, weirdly lowww.:D I'm special! And that's why I can cheer so loud xia! :D low frequency sound travels further! :P tee hee hahaz miss the good old days when cheering was a part of everyday life...after all I came from cedar, the famed cheering school!

Recall the times when me and my sports rep led the class in cheering...now in nj, the spirit is lyke, haiz. Really hope the new student leadership body can make a difference co sim willing to be enthu and a a if they need more pple to lead in cheers...not I want to say but seriously they lack support from the student body...lyke the cheering also damn lousy...remember my school they senior senior batch was lyke super good...and I always admired them...I soon became as loud lah...( can tell rite, I’m so LOUD :D) but come nj lyke soften down liao.

Got choir today...
I tink I seriously look like sai inside the black thing the j one guys call a 'sack'...hahaz but hu cares...



They were giving out flowers today...joan got a green one...she didn't want it so I got a nice blue one and changed wif her...really didn't want the green one initially but...lyke I paused to tink...

Looking at the flower made me feel sad for it...I just dunno y...
Its lyke really so ordinary...ugly even, when compared to the other flowers in the bag...
And if joan didn't want it, I was pretty sure no one would want it either, unless as a last resort.
Felt sad.
So I decided to take it...cos it's just lyke me! :P tee hee...hahaz before I had frens and stuff who accepted me the way I was...ordinary looking...maybe even hideous compared to all those pretty colours in the bag...but I'm still me and nothing can change that! :D
Qian jing was suaning me about the pooor green flower...and I was lyke, BLEAH
Hahas I know its not intentional lah...and I was joking also...but its really sad to tink that people are like that in life..pick the nice ones and chuck the not so nice( equals ugly?) ones away...

By now you must be lyke, scary man, this girl thinks deep into everything...hahas...yeah...I'm liddat...all the small things make a big difference! :D

During year one songs felt really sad...cos we really suck...
I really wish we could blend together...like the year twos…maybe it takes time, but my brain is telling me this is just some lousy excuse...we should be able to make it...
Well maybe cos lyke for the sops we suck cos theres a lot of individuality...like they way mae yue sings...its really nice, but sometimes I tink, we're singing together so we should sound like one, right? That's why I keep trying to blend in...like wat I did last time...in cedar...im no longer part of one voice cedar...now is one voice, nj! :P
Hahaz...will miss jayanthi and priya...wonder how they are now...and how shocked they be when I tell them I'm still in choir...cos I vowed to not join choir again...after 4 hiong years...:P

Hahaz.haiz.used 3 packects of tissue today...maybe should start carrying the box...much more fang bian... haha at least I improved...yesterday I used half a box and like 3 packets...:P warhaha

After choir today walked out by the side gate.was behind teddy who was like a very huge light bulb behind cheryljunkai ...hahaz...as we walked past the house room into the sheltered walkway, I caught sight of the basketball court and the field and track.
It was lyke raining real heavily and the rain made loud sounds as it crashed against the floor...as I looked out I saw the sky was lyke covered by a thin curtain if very fine rain drops...I suddenly felt the impulse to run out in the filed and get myself wet…the rain was welcoming me ...and it was almost embracing me...sometimes I feel like I belong to a long rain that never ends...you know what I mean? ...Probably not...haha anyway that's wat I felt...

But I didn't.Quite expected LAH...
Lucky I'm sane, or else I could have gotten all of my stuff wet...but maybe I should have gone out in the rain...washed myself clean of all that ahd happened lately...it'll wash off all my burdens and tiredness...and I'd feel so good...or else would have some people screaming, madwoman on the loose ! or sth...hahaz

Well got to the bus stop...
And saw ck there..and ben...
I ve always found ben khan weird...for some reason I cant quite explain why...cos like I say hi and he doesn't lyke tao me or anything but he doesn't not tao me either...hahaz I'm making less and less sense...okk
Anyway he was listening to mp3 player I tink...sooo jealous! I want mika...:P
Hahaz...hafen listened to jay fer very long time...
Today heard ck rambutan cy and sida's rendition of shi jie mo ri for the second time...
Was pretty good except I really dun like the fast part...

Mun yee was next to me and the whole time she was tinking about pitching and whether in tune or not...but I was like, I really tink the colour and expressions are important...wads most important are the feelings and the expressions right? Cos you sing because you lyke to sing , in the first place,...not cos you're forced to...ink after so many years of rigid training and rigorous singing, performing has become like, auto pilot singing for many people...totally forgotten what its like to enjoy while you sing...lyke if you dun enjoy, the audience wun either...

Ahhh side tracked again...gonna be a very long entry..:P PAI SEH~ haha fer all you guys hu had the patience to read till here...you're good loh ! :D

Haha...oh where was I ...eh...oh and I saw ck...he was like by himself...and I said hi and he smiled back...I guess he's also one of the types of people who dun open up so easily...haha...but he's really nice...:D...( opps...darn it! Forgot ck might be reading this...eh...ermm...arghh...haha, eh...haha.:P ) I remember the starting of the year had a little trouble knowing him..cos mich and me called him'that fella'...forgot why..cos of choir auditions I tink...yeah..sth liddat...and obviously no one likes to be called that fella right? Haha...( sorry ck! :P pai seh lah…) but seriously couldn't remember his name so 'that fella' was a great way out...:P hahaha...and how come he always take cab huh? ...so much money...hahaha...:D I shall refer to him as 'the one hu takes cab'...haha...hope he's not reading this...( not very possible...haha ) anyway that was a joke! Haha. OK...not funny...

Oh yeah...and how come rambutan was so off colour today?....( rambutan: if you're reading this, then CHEERUP K?~ dun be sad lah..seeing a normally happy person sad is a very sad thing...diao im talking cock again...:P) must be the stress and stuff...jia you anyway kz...2 day more...im feeling abit off colour myself...

Well where was I? eh, den went home wif the 156 gang...and y pple keep mistaking huh...there is nothing special between me and teddy bear..its like diao...I'm not attached and very unlikey to become attached! ..what the heck loh...it is a crime to be frens?...isn't cheryljunkai more like erm...definite?...hahaz....

Seriously I dun tink jc is the time for all this bgr stuff...too complicated...
And I dun tink im old enuf for all this...I'm too childish sometimes...im only 16...
And guys at this age...eh...not I want to say ah, but how many of them are serious?serious enough to hang on and be wif their girl till ...well...till they grow up and marry?...what the heck loh...I rather not risk the heartbreak...

Ahhh not again...I sidetracked like for the 5th time? Haha
4pages liao...
I can crapp more...but really shouldn't right?...getting late...
But I wanna write a little more...
Like reading other people's blog is really co0l...ike I ve gotten to know them better...even though in actual fact I may not have lah...but I still like...cos its like to me a blog is where I can write all my stuff...cos I dun really believe in covering myself up...I rather let everyone know wat im like...:D LOUD and ROWDY...:P yeah...( oh yeah and please, PLEASE you can call me anything but dun, DUN EVER use the word bubbly on me...it sucks...YUCK! )

Hahaz...mika again..i just found out that listening to mika's singing in the dark and increase the marginal utility of the song...:P haha...tried that out...

When life is down its ok cos you know there'll be times when you're up and going cos it's all a part of life.

I'm writing nonsense again...
Love blogging!:D
Love ya'all !!!


Chillout_time
Wenlin :D ( ps did I mention its now 11 and I spent 1 ½ hours writing this nonsense? I'm mad...totally mad...:P)

hahaz.
bcak todayy...
decided to write here cos i really lyke this template much better...
excluding the fact that some of it is in PINK....( YUCK)
hahaz.
anyway was listening to mika again yesterday...love mika~
mika just rocks...absolutely...cos lyke she's the best! haha
in case you're reading this and you're wondering hu the heck mika is, ....

~>-<~

it's mika nakashima!

zhong1 dao3 mei3 jia1

and buy her latest album...its just totally rocks...
recommend you her song called 'aroma'
very jazz...and chillout...so FABBBBB...

hahaz...like i spent 1/2 hour listening to it...
each time is listened i told myself it would be the last time but ended up...eh...ermmm
hahaz...1/2 on the same song? not unfamiliar to me...
like david tao's dun lyke red tower dream
and long vacation theme song by toshinobu kubokata , lalalalove song...

they just are horribly addictive...for me at least LAH

hahaz...i dun really lyke slow songs...chillout and jazz rocks though...

heavymetal and rock i dun really like...wads the point in yelling till ur voice is hoarse?...orh man...

hahaz...welll if u dun wan to buy her album, fine. haha but if you really like i can burn a copy for yoou..just tell me k...


anyway feeling really happy ...~YAY~
cos like was showered with how are yous and are you feeling ok?...this all goes to show that i got so many friends....yay!:D warhahaha and if someting bad happened to me you guys would miss me rite?

hahaz...choir pple, S13 pple...miss you guys lots...even though only one day stuck at home...

hahaz....

lemme brainstorming wad stupid question of the week to ask...

i ll rite in in my other blog...itll be like a forum..this will be my personal one...


okk?


hahz tokk later!

bye and luv you all:D

ooookayy...

went to the doc's juz noww...
now i know wad its lyke to be a sars patient...
get weird stares and

being OSTRACISED

haiz.

haha
lyke thers can stay in the air con clinic while you have to stay outside at the bench where its hot and sticky and there are people smoking...

DAMN i hate smokers...

hate being a second hand smoker

hahaz...
okkie lah i noe its for a good reason but stilll
how can they just ask those wif fever to saty outside....

frmph
and my file had a huge tag attached to it that read in big red bold letters : FEVER
despitethis the doc is still nice...
:D

i wanna be a doc, just lyke him...so nice to patients...
dun mind me having fever
but i dun take trip sc anymore....
haiz anyway i ll decide wat i want to be later, LAH

ok, ok...i know if i write more sure kana scolding one...so i go eat lunch liaox and mayb rest a while then go sleepp...

bolsty! here i come :D

Ps to all you poor sobs out there who have to go to school today, hahahaha
and did i tell you i dun need to do pe this week? ( but i like games...) haha
really want to go choir...but better not...

anyway by hook or by crook will go fer choir tomorrow!

:D choir rocks

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haha

felt real stupid cos....was so happy...
orientation today was really fun!
we had 35 odd pple in our class...frens of s13 pple, former members of S13 pple,former og of S13 pple...many more..even got one rj crasher....
first game was some weird 3 legged captains ball...den i partnered yichao and he was lyke....singing the wedding march and showing off to pple from our class and other ogs while we limped around...but seriously chao was good loh
he shot in two goals at the same spot...the same corner in the goal...hahaha
but was really fun...we won all the games except for one in which the other class cheated...frmph...neber mid....we played fair...-_-
so...and we trashed other ogs at captains ball and hockey....damn power xia!
could feel the class spirit and unity oozing out ....lyke water flooding the yellow river...okok very lame...
but lyke had to miss dance party cos choir
den met heng and bread and rest at serene mac...

and the legacy goes on...

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hahaz...juz came back from junction eight
today day one of term two...darn xianz....the second intakers....very xian also
i felt we werent good enuf hosts but ...they also not very enthu leh....:P
got one of them super mug and antisocial...hope she not gonna be in our class.:P
haiz haiz....then also chao wu liao....
haiz then like later ask you zhi wad he still doing here why not @ opposite...then he say wad he cancelled his appeal liao...KAO~....really dunno wad he doin sometimes...very you rou gua duan....haiz dunno wad he want...
quite shocking cos i really tot he leaving...den even mentally prepared liao...den he say he staying...diao*....
haizhaiz....den afta sko0l the rjers bread and heng on their way back to nj...we met them @ the stairs....den i felt so happy yet cos sad @ the same time...cos lyke i was missing dem...and could tell tht everyone else was too...by the way no one really made a conscious effort to welcome the 2nd takers...at least im sure you zhi and huihui and fan and me miss them...
den we went to j8...afta stoning @ bus stop for a VERY long while...
and we ate stuff there also....at the fo0d court...sat facing heng and close to bread...felt really sad angry and happy at the same time...really din noe whether to welcome them or to scold them or to chase them away....so i was sorta quiet....
and the feelings' gone...our class...:'c...haiz...this is just a fragment of was had been...sad sad story....

today is monday and im feeling blue.

the last outing
part[one]*


haha
juz woke up...now is lyke, 8 17 am?....yawnz really xian...dad and sis @ workand school...mom prob @ pasar...:p
hahaz
shall tok abt wad happened yesterday....:D
yesterdayreached harbourfront mrt @ like 8 40?....den me you zhi ,mich huihui and qijun patiently waited for yichao and ant who were late despite telling others not to be late....kao...hahaha anyway,really funny cos bready was wearing like a shirt like william hungs and long pants....and he really very aa...

then as we walked 2 harbourfront bus interchange, me and you zhi and ah heng argued over whether the bus service to sentosa is free...really cock but i guess it was fun...after all it will be the real last time i get the chance ti argue wif them, i suppose...

then when we reached there we sorta stoned around...yet AGAIN! YESH~ we stoned ... then finally got moving to the siloso beach @ sunset bay...yawnz...feelin real sleepy now...huh?...opps, back to yesterday!

yz mich heng huihui were saying wad wanna go play beach volleyball and kayak ect but it was like all tok no action intially, so i went 2 the other side of the beach wif fanny....:D
fanny and i wrote S13 dao ci yi you on the snad...but i doubt it ll last...juz lyke our class....sigh~...:'C
den we saw dis bunch of really weird jap pple...one was positioning a life float and coconut so he could take a pic of both...diao~?!?!
hahahaz....

den when fan and i finsihed digging holes ( we were looking for small marine creatures....which we did not find any! ) we went back...it was a real long and xian walk...lucky fan was wif me...den like when we reached we saw mich heng huihui etc playing beach v ball oreadi....den like sorta wanted 2 play a little but hav 2 go sign up and get those yellow tag thingys and i was lazy, so...and anyway they already formed their teams and had enuf pple to play, so ....den when to dip in the cool water wif fanny....

fan fan said want 2 go take beach train, so me fan and qi jun and ant went 2 go take....super so xia...but quite fun really :D
then we went seven eleven to buy stuff ta eat....kept getting weird stares cos forgot to take my weird hat off..:P hu cares!~
hahaz...nat was real nice to keep us laffing @ the while...wif his jokes and stuff...so din feel lonely...

dunno y, even though i m surrounded by warm rowdy noisy pple, i can still
feel lonely...

anyway, we saw losta n j crashers...like tht wads his name from rv...who fan and i both agree mich will totally drool at....but they look so diff in home clothes...and haha z ant me and fan kept refilling our slurpees and big gulps...hahaz cos tot no one saw mah..and the darn stupid big gulp...theres a section labelled ' ice lemon tea' but lyke ant and me both got cheated cos we put lotsa it and its really juz plain water....so we like drank and drank and refilled it wif other stuff...:D
heh heh...
then we were lyke really bloated and stuff so went 2 nearby playground...really fun lah the merry go round thing...even more fun when only me and fan on and nat was pushing...he pushed faster and harder and FASTER and HARDER and we went " AAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaRrrrrrrrGggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHhHhh!!!!!!!!! SSsssssssssssTttttttttttttttttOOOOOooooooooopppppPPPPpppp!!!!!!"
hahaz ...really nearly fell off the thing...
even ant said he got dizzy juz turning the thing...quite dangerous...but really fun!:P

then we like sorta debated and lyke quarrelled over wat mode of transport to take back....and ant wanted bike..but i din noe how to ride...initiallly fan qj and ant all say wad i can share 2 seater wif either of them but by the time we got to bike shop, no two seaters and like fan said too ex...and qj say also dun feel like...and they kept teasing me about not being able to ride a two wheel...ant especially!frmph!...
tht cheered me up even more...so i wasnt feelin sad anymore....:D

Hahaz...

This morning was o rite...met chao at serene mac with the rest afta the talk...boring admin talk...then we saw Thomas and his class and rui juns class there ...and on the bus to plaza sing we saw Thomas again and chao and him were practically rebuking each other...sho entertaining...then we got there but mich and huihui din want to watch eye 2 so we ended up bowling instead at cine cos chao say got some offer...quite fun...before dat we stoned in a vcd shop in ps and kim was mad over DONKEY and nemo and Anastasia...haha oh yeah tht reminds me better go dere and buy also..i want le aux defuants...love me if you dare...and also amelie fronm monmatre... :D
I was so lousy at bowling that every round must at least one long kang...haha but overall ok lah...at least improve from last time...and the rest complain say I throw the ball too hard when I pressured...hahah...heh heh :P
Chao lan for the first few rounds but afta dat v good...rui xia is damn zai loh...
Then me mich rui xia bought fudge brownie to YUMMY~ and I shared famous amos cookies with chao and xiao ngee...eat...YUM~
Then on bus home chao was trying to sing with me and mich and rui xia…mich gave up and left us in the lurch...haha sho farni cos even though chao cant read musik he actually luan sing den sing correct...hahahaha...he seemed pretty surprised dat I can sing so high...hahaha...by the end of the bus trip we could sorta harmonise OH no john with chao...not bad huh...

Haha gotta go bathe liao.... Talk next time...
Wanna say really happy tht 156 gang so nice...really also want thank Thomas cos even though he gets on my nerve sometimes, he always and he always make sure I can remember not to leave me out from 156 gang...yay...join in...thts awful nice of him...but he s still a nusaince...hahaha

Hahazhere I am blogging again ! :P
Yayhahaz shall write all about the performance yesterday
Yesterday after school went to atrium to meet for the rehearsal before leaving school then went on bus sat next to jaime for the bus trip when we reached there supposed to line up according to row or sth and this weird curved out thing cos the stage was really in a really weird shape haha then I stood next to Stanley and he looked quite desperate cos he haven’t memorised his part yet haha then also dunno how started to talk to Stanley I was standing next to qian jing and him cos they wanted mixed position or sth weird anyway it was really stupid cos I was so bored I kept rambling on and on about eating food packed by the Singapore food industry haha and also some stuff about what Stanley was crushing the fren cos he st ood on the position I was previously standing at but I had brushed aside the fern he hadn't haha but later I realise that it was some stupid leaf part of the orchirds and not a fern, but oh hu cares?
Ha. And then it was so boring cos after that we went out and stoned outside to wait for rehearsal again yawnx. So xian that was talking coclk with Stanley and qian jing and reika…and wat else?... then we went back in and repeated the same old boring process and we got shoved off literally to obne side cos our time was up then we were squashed into some ulu corner with this blinding blue light shining from some lousy projector but lucky hon sengs nice round head was there to block then Stanley cracked some lame joke also cant remember and ye xin was so clever she hid behind this shade like thing and shermaine was like haha don’t tell her when we leave eave her there ahaha
Then the rest of the day was boring tlked people I naber talked before nd realised they re really nice.:D ay andtalked to qian jing while Stanley was mugging his scores also talked to the people around chye cheongshawnyeah
Then very diu lian cos when went backstage afta dat I made some saca remark and there was this backstage guy there standing with some of us*BluSh*well
Then also talked cock in groupstalked to Joanne honseng and jia en and Theresaalso Stanley and Cheryl and chye cheong and shermainewhen we were walking out I was last of 2nd rowthen Stanley was head of the 3rd row(or clump whatever you call it lah) and he was like wen lin!~ so slowfaStEr~!!!that stupid Stanley purposedly ka chiao mekaohahayawnx
Then the rest of the day was pretty much boring.wait! went with reika to ritz carlton hotel toiletand BOY! Was it poshwe were like two country bumpkins insideacting so sua kuhahahaso poshcarpeted and got sofa summore
Frmph!...
Then the guys started to play stupid truth or dare*yaWnZ* so silly
And thencouldn'twait for dinner!...changed into shirt and stupid –too-short tieand blazer alsoeating was real xian cos I got the stupid lunch pack with brinjal and lady finger insideyuck!...stanley had the sense to go change his and he wouldn’t change his newly changed with me(duh!)haizand juz ate the yucky lady finger wholebut seriously, do ladys fingers lo0k like dat>?....my finger doesn’t even silightly resemble that horrible tasting contortion of a vegetableoh yeah I forgot. Im not a lady, at least maybe not yet lah.
Then haha so cute Cheryl was trying to hide her not-approved-shoes from miss chuashe lyke stuck them under the tableand she was so frus cos miss teo say her hair too messy and ask her to tie upthen shu en ask her to pin up some of the dropping fringeand she was so frus cos very hardand lyke she kepy doing her hair again and againthen she was lyke, chye cheong ! why you keep staring at me? And he was lyke, why the heck you keep fiddling with your hair?...its ok the way it isand it was sho farnihaha
Then it was ok afta dat lah
Waiting to perform was real boring cos had to lyke stand behind the stupid screen for lyke thirty mins?...meanwhile I talked crap to Joanne and hon seng and Theresa and qian jing and jia enthen the group in front of us, Stanley shermaine and chryl and shang zi also talkedvery funnyand fun!...but soon went to perform
Then afta dat we took photo and lyke honseng and Stanley was standing next to me and I was lyke haha honseng your head is so round it will block Stanleys face(:P..fwaharhahahaha:p)
Yawnx afta dat changed and went out with the whole gang to suntec couldn'tdecide where to go to eatsomeone said mac but someone said ex and serene said lyke how about bk cos she got coupon and kim was lyke you got lyke how many coupon and serene was bu4 gan1 shi4 ruo4 and she took out the whole large thing and kim was lyke, you own the place issit?...haha sho fannybut we ended up in food court cos afta dat supposed go kfc but Stanley was so anti-kfcand qian jing was lyke so eager to buy yami yougurthahahame mich shu xian and rui xia and to mas went to see seeand I shu bought peach with mixed toppings while mich bought blackcurrant then I asked Stanley wat he was eating, and he was lykeI want PICH ie( its peachie actuallybut the way he said it sho farniwhen he ordered, he was lyke, can I have a PICHy please?...and we all broke out in laughter at the same timewhen I ordered I said pichie alos..( weird huh) and he was lyke, you also watthen I was like, yah yah hahah.
Then we went back to our tables
I sat with ash and Eugene and qian jing
Cheyl with jun kai and si da
Stanley with ruixia and kim
Shu with mich and serene and to mas and sue
Then so funny cos we played zhong ji mi ma and lyke a lot of forfeitsso funny watchingwe were lyke, haha! We re a public nuisanceSharon phua will come down and check and see see
Hahaha
Then ash was like hey! This is like the introverts tablehaha and qian jing was like yeah yah and he went on about being an introvert and being in his own little world and bubble which may burst anytimehahaha sho fanny
And jun kai kept thinking of tormenting forfeits to do.sick sick mind lah hehaha and beng hee also
Yawnxsoon we had to go homeand we introverts we like walking so fast and the others were so slow.end up only serene me mich tomas and Stanley on ns line mrtthen rui xia went off at orchard and we were commenting on the loss of not showing fatimah to themhahaha chao~!!!
Sho funnyand Stanley was like where you stay? And I was like, bishan. And he was lyke, huh?!?! And I was lyke yeah on the side nearer toapayoh, bradell and oh nebr mind cos I realised he got the huh? Expression on his facehaha then we were talking about going to serene centre.and serene should know all about ithahaha
Soon we had to get off anyway
Eugene wasn'tthere cos he had direct bus yawns
I went on about encounter china and Stanley was lyke, argh. Haha so funny
Then we sort of stoned around a little till serene finished taking mich scoresand And we sorta went our ways afta dat cos Stanley walked home ( damn him! Stay so nearfrmph!) and mich Thomas and serene crossed road
Altogether, it was a memorable experience.
Haha.

haizhaiz darn xian xia
:p
tomorrow got tht wat love matters seminar thingy...sucks loh!
like we re like 17?...need 2 go for this sorta ting meh...
like we shuld be mature enuf 2 noe...
yeah on tues we went 2 eat sushi buffet...me youzhi mich cheryl and fan fan :D
then we eat and eat until cannot take it liao...and only left me still eating...i kept odering new stuff lyke fried sotong and wat miso soup and wat stuff...and the stuff you zhi ordered a bit the...tht salmon ball thingy really not very nice...haha and to make it worth the cost we kept ordering stuff instead of juz taking from the conveyor belt ( which was mostly cheap skate sushi...:P) and some stuff like wat SASHIMI>>.we lyke ordered lyke 5 @ one go..hahaha...and the first time mich ordered she sorta mumbled salmon sushi instead of salmon sashimi and it was darn hilarious cos thts wat we got...
haha and then we all lyke glared and luffed @ her and stuff...poor gal....:D
then we forced brady hu came 2 meet us to stand outside and watch while we pretended to be eating happily but actually we were REALLY full....:D

then went 2 meet the rest hu went 2 bowl...sho farni...ngee zheng was sperm, yichao was ovary and ant wad and (duh~) and yunru was duct...DIAOZ...hahaha..then 3rd round ant and yichao still remained while youzhi and brady took ngee zhengs and yun rus place...

then yesterday we went to KAP afta sko0l to eat....then yichao was lyke wanting to take up the big mac chant challenge...haz....but he failed on a trial attempt....but he was really go0d...

then today suddenly came up to me and said wan to hold my hand and go pator....and i was lyke NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaNNNNNNnnnnnnnnnnnn save meeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!
:P
haz any still wasnt fast enuf...but he just tried to pry open my hand 2 hold it properly den hold and let go...xiao loh....he...

haiz....afta tht we stoned around in upper oasis .... and ant and chao kept wasting my water....

then now....stoning....online...:D
yeahx and tomorrow ....

hahahaz...:P
met heng online juz now...forced him to play tic tac toe wif me...TIE...of course...then play finished he said , Rubish!....hahaha :D
but he still played anyway
sad...he not around anymore...no more lame jokes
hope there will be some one lyke him nxt time in our class...
before dat had a heated argument over whether the sc girl is hot...den i rang him cos aiyah...will not get chance to "see" him often anyway...and besides, as an ELDER sister i mus let my YOUNGEr bro...hahaha YAY~
:P

haha...met ant juz now online also...he got so many nice new emoticons....i also wan...downloaded two from him...haha got one third finger one...
so sad...heng also miss us...(~>_<~)
i noe hui hui and yz miss him also...they were stoning 2geder at the balcony at the canteen dere..both lo0ked so sad...:(
i really din noe wat to do....
den ant came over and said wat, peng you qi bu ke qi...hahaha and yz lo0ked so shocked and yuan wang...darn farni.....:D

haiz
tink heng will settle well....
dunno y always see heng got nothin to tok one....only form of conversation is a quarrel....hahaha and he will say, OK LAH, YOU WIN,HAPPY?....ahhahaha
i did dat juz now....sho farni

haiz
time may pass but memories will prevail.